Has anyone considered taking one last vacation and killing yourself there?
I'm 27 and a kissless, handholdless virgin and I'm considering using all my saved up money to take a trip to japan and have sex with gyarus and see the country until i run out of money, then i'll kill myself in that meme forest. These daily lonely days have to stop one day and I'd at least like to have lived life a bit.

>>81788450 (OP)
If ur gonna kill yourself blast roids take accutane fin get like one fashionable outfit and try to have as much hook ups as possible

>>81788450 (OP)
don't kill yourself for being a khv that's stupid

>>81788471
i'm 5'9 180lbs so i don't think that'll work out for me, I was thinking of going the escort route, do threesomes and stuff like that
>>81788487
doing it cause i'm lonely and have no place in this world, anon

>>81788450 (OP)
By posting this you've basically made this dream impossible for yourself.
You're spied on and manipulated that much in the digital age.
Don't even joke about playing your hand.

>>81788500
i'd rather do this than get manipulated into shooting up a crowded area

>>81788450 (OP)
Don't kill yourself bro

>>81788496
>i'm 5'9
Youre in a perfectly fine height dont fall for the incel demoralization psyop. Height is only a problem if youre comically short, which in 99% of cases its the fault of someone being ethnic.
5'9 is a sweet height to gain muscle mass. Not too tall that you need a comical amount of effort not too short you'll look silly with muscles.
Really do roids you got nothing to lose just do proper research first. If you're ugly they can also make you look more masculine if youre on them for long enough. Ya got nothing to lose anyway

>>81788450 (OP)
you're not going to do anything you stupid faggot or else you would turn around and hang yourself off your door knob right now

>>81788548
>Really do roids you got nothing to lose
except your hair

>>81788450 (OP)
>die
>see the tunnel with the light at the end
>strange illuminescent creature smiles at me and just puts me back in my body
They didn't allow me to die because of my soul contract. Have to live

>>81788564
Take dht antiandrogens like fin with minoxidil
Use mostly testosterone and avoid tren

>>81788558
It's still something I'm considering doing or putting in motion, maybe I'll spend my time creampieing gyarus there, playing ps2 games with japanese whores and realize life is actually worth living or maybe I'll still end my life because it'll never get better than that.
>>81788548
Well, at least they wouldn't find a fat body so maybe that's something to consider..
>>81788568
What did the contract say, anon?

>>81788614
They've been spooking me about saying too much, I agreed to do something and lets just leave it at that. They tell me I'll earn to be isekai'd, looking forward to that.

>>81788450 (OP)
what if you realize you enjoy life but are now heavily in debt, maybe take a less expensive trip first

>>81788638
Sounds intense, I hope you get done whatever you need to do.
>>81788640
What would you recommend? The only reason I'm even considering this is because of my loneliness reaching a crippling level so I'd rather just spend my final days surrounded by women and being loved (whether it be inorganic or not) before ending it all on a high. No friends so I have no option there.

>>81788670
>I hope you get done whatever you need to do.
Thank you fren, I really appreciate that. Good luck to you whatever your soul is supposed to do

>>81788450 (OP)
But if you start to regret it after you've spent all your money, you're completely fucked and stuck in a foreign country.

>>81789054
They'll just deport him

>>81789054
Then I'll just kill myself earlier, no?

For anyone who is suicidal: start blasting test and lifting. I can pretty much guarantee you that if you take enough you will no longer feel suicidal. Homicidal maybe

>>81788450 (OP)
Sound like a fun suicide, anon. I hope you achieve it!