>>81789989 (OP)That's simply the new normal, anon. She'll never be fully yours. Parts of her will forever belong to the men from her past. I know this is upsetting. It is upsetting to me too. But you have to think about what to do with that. Here are some options:
1. What most people seem to is that they simply accept it. The avoid talking about it. They don't want to know for the sake of their own peace of mind. And if they learn too much, they grit their teeth in the hopes that it will get better with time. They may repress those feelings, resulting in them acting overly nonchalant about it. Screaming to the world that they don't care. You get the picture.
2. You get with a virgin. Most likely it's not going to happen, because they're rare and beyond that you have no guarantee that you will get along with them or find them attractive, which further reduces the probability.
3. You disengage. You say that you don't accept relationships on such terms, and you either relegate yourself to a life of bitter solitude, or one of shallow sexual engagements without ever committing or ever becoming emotionally invested.
Which one will it be?