>wake up
>desperately want to kill myself
>feeling goes away once I get up
Every day. At least it does go away. Maybe it shouldn't though.

>>81794749 (OP)
i feel this but whenever i go to sleep i put myself to sleep by thinking about how much im a piece of shit who should kill himself

>>81794749 (OP)
I'm the same, except the feeling doesn't go away and I only get up to use the washroom.

>>81794749 (OP)
Hi I posted that image. I feel the same way. The only thing that stops me is fear of the afterlife. Sleep feels like an escape though.

You may as well live care free, when you die your suffering ends.

>>81794997
You forget that one has to work to live, otherwise they will be homeless and suffer. Cant neet forever.