Anons, describe your oneitis

>>81795035 (OP)
At the time I knew her, she was a hardcore alt girl/social justice warrior. She liked to go by "they/them" and argued endlessly about topics like gun control, rape culture, gender, etc. She had short blue hair and a svelte body. She had a super cute patch of skin on her eyebrow where hair wouldn't grow. She was ebullient and very caring, and she liked to show her love for people. She was enthusiastic about sex and talked about it openly with people. She was not particularly smart. She loved theatre, she liked to act and sing and dance. She once wrote a song for one of the kids we worked with very quickly, and she played it on ukelele. She abused substances. She claimed to be raped four times. She cuddled me a couple of times. She lost interest when she saw that I had cut myself and avoided me after I talked to her about it. She sent me mixed signals all summer. She made me happy whenever I was around her, but it was the worst, most depressing period of my life.
She does not talk to me anymore. I'm sure she's a wildly different person now than she was five years ago. I only knew her for two months and I've only spoken to her a handful of times since. She posted picrel the other day.

>>81795035 (OP)
she was an audhd stacy and pretty normie but super intelligent.
really my type too
and she liked me but i was too paranoid to hook up with her. now its over

>>81795035 (OP)
I love her.
She rejected me for not being white.
That's it.
I feel hopeless.

>>81795150
is she white? if so you have no right to feel wronged

>>81795035 (OP)
My roommate/wife. Hes pretty chill. I like my alone time too though.

>>81795196
I don't believe in the same weird concepts you do.
And my skin is white and I have a European citizenship.
>feel wronged
I don't. That doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.

I really don't want to think about them, it makes me sad. I just want to sleep.

>>81795332
Same. It just hurts to think about it.
I dream about her tho, I'm not even free when I sleep.

>>81795035 (OP)
Haven't seen her in a decade. Don't know much about her now and stuff I do remember could just be nostalgic memories from our childhood but I really do believe my oneitis is the best girl. She is kind, smart, hard working and cute. Just all around good natured and probably the best friend I ever had but I fucked up. Either way I never had a chance to be something more with her so it's better this way.

>>81795035 (OP)
Don't have one anymore. Too old and jaded for that

>>81795035 (OP)
It was in highschool.
I only knew of her existence in the last 2 years.
I didn't have too many interactions with her.

She was an American in a uk school.
She was rather bubbly, and interested in the sciences.
Visually speaking her face was comparable to Lori Grimes (Sarah Wayne Callies) from the walking dead.
I didn't realize I was interested in her until later, maybe in college.

Her friend was pretty cute too and perhaps a bit chubby. She stook up for my dumbass on a few occasions. And yet she is not my oneitis for some reason.

I keep thinking it would be cool to meet both of them again and be friends... but I don't think I want to given how I've turned out. Plus I know how life whittles people down. I think I'd hate to see what normalfags they've become.

She uses 27chan and created a thread about no fap with this exact same image.

>>81795035 (OP)
>6'1
>Amazonian
>...perfect

I used to really like this one guy in high school named Carl. Basically he was an autist with super bad narcolepsy and he used to sleep in class. He was quiet and some people were mean to him for his narcolepsy. Basically we became super close friends because he was an autist 4channer too. We were best friends in high school and told each other everything. We used to text constantly and we even would say we loved each other at night time. We used to hug everyday at the end of the school day and say we loved each other. I feel like he really meant it as in more than friends and I did too but neither of us ever said anything. I was too scared to tell him how I felt because I got bullied by guys a lot in school. I was scared if he rejected me I would never recover and it would ruin our friendship. I thought about us losing our virginities together a lot. Mostly I just hope I didn't hurt him but I know I probably did. I wish I wasn't too scared to say anything. If you're still on 4chan today and reading this Carl, I miss you. It's been 12 years since we graduated but I still think about you and I hope you're doing wonderful now. I hope that you're married with a beautiful family now and a wife who treats you like gold, because that's what you deserve.

>>81795035 (OP)
anons describe your genitalia

>>81795035 (OP)
I can't say I have an oneitis, but have always fantasized about many women at different points in my life as if they were the One

I think a true robot understands what I'm saying

>>81795035 (OP)
I don't have a oneitis because I'm not retarded, if I know she isn't into me I'll move on to another girl.

>>81795899
I've been there. Usually when I get a crumb of attention or any sort of feeling from them that feels like they're acting more than just being friendly.

>>81795035 (OP)
A normie Stacy who somehow found my chuddy 4chan humor funny. Very determined, mature, and confident. Was chased by so many guys but only had eyes for me. I fucked up big time.