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>>81804977
I would say "It's okay if you crush me. As long as you get off when I tell you to."
The first time my crush hugged me, she felt so skinny and fragile I thought I was gonna break her on accident. Then she dated a fat guy. She grew a double chin and a round protruding belly. Her BMI was 30, so just a hair into officially obesity now, but she wasn't hella fat or anything. When I hugged her this time she felt so sturdy and strong. Like I couldn't break her if I tried.
She was so insecure she started weight shaming me. "You're disgustingly skinny." Which made me sad because there was nothing I could do to cheer her up. I already spent night and day telling her I love her while holding on to her like my life depended on her. Although I occasionally teased her like gently pinching her upper arm fat, then she turned around and made a sad pleading face at me, which mad me sad. Or when we were cuddling and I said "hey, you have a ring around your neck now" which I thought was cute, but then she said "I'm sorry" and again that ruined my mood. It was sad to see her personality changed. Like she wasn't just fat on the outside, but it's like her mind was possessed by the spirit of stereotypical insecure fat people now. She eventually went back to the fat guy, who was still fatter than her.
