Thread 81802864

the part that sucks about being autistic is when you learn just enough masking to make a good introduction and nothing else, I have disappointed so many good girls it's unreal.

Hah I know that feeling
I'm 34 and really just started talking with random cute girls on the street last year, not many (maybe 7) but 3 of those reacted favorably at the beginning and I was like "ok what the fuck do I do now I wasnt expecting this" and proceeded to fuck it up immediately

>>81802979
same, it's so much worse when i talk to the girls in this board because most of them are mentally unwell and they get really hooked on our first conversation, and then never let go. I almost feel like a dark triad narcissist who baited and switched them but I'm not I'm just an autistic dude with an empty life and limited charm

>>81802864 (OP)
>being autistic
Fake and gay

The trauma of seeing her rapidly lose interest after first impression. Crying self to sleep foreveralone

>>81803432
I see it more as practice; sure I fucked it up and she now thinks I'm a boring virgin/loser whatever
but
she did reciprocate when I expressed interest, even if it was for 30 seconds

I can do it again

>>81803432
How do these convos go I don't approach foids

Same, autistbros. I'm so bad at even getting the intro that I have no fucking idea what to do next, let alone escalate it to a point that she wants to fuck me. Got into some small talk with an older foid at the park today about swans. She said goodbye and left, but didn't look back. Oh, well.
Also complimented a MILF barmaid on some hotpants she wore a couple of weeks before due to the heat. She said she was wearing trousers, as we spoke, and I said that's a shame. We then made small-talk on the weather. I do wonder if it will develop the next time I see her, or if it will, more likely, be forgotten.
I had a surprisingly good online run this summer of 6-7 (mostly older) women who claimed to be DTF, but they all ghosted me or had red flags. Closest I've ever got. I'm just wondering how long I have to wait for the next 'chance' to fuck up. I was hoping to get an unpaid fuck before I turn 40 next year. FML.
I've been and felt unfuckable all my life, so it amazes me that I even get likes and matches. Even if they come to, and mean, nothing. Such a headfuck.

You're seeing it the wrong way bros. If a woman is boring and doesn't inspire you to converse without feeling any effort, then she's just not that interesting (most women are not) or special, so you can just try again with another one