completely missed out on the entire purpose of life. watching other people enjoy life from a distance. too late to even try.

>>81809729 (OP)
>purpose of life
no such thing - you make your own purpose
>other people enjoy life
what they dont show you are their struggles, their pains, their grief
>too late to even try
nonsense, as long as you're alive and capable, you've still got time

>>81809729 (OP)
What is the purpose, is to mindlessly slave away in the rat race putting on a mask pretending to be a hard worker, pretending to be a good husband to a woman that will cheat on you and take away your kids so when you're old you can play bingo at a retirement home? I don't think so

>>81809729 (OP)
>completely missed out on the entire purpose of life. watching other people enjoy life from a distance. too late to even try.
Mood.

My little brother is going to marine bootcamp on monday. Feels like a slap in the face watching my family all surpass me, getting matried, buying houses, having kids. I tell myself this is what I want only after failing so many times to try and have anything else. All I can do facing such overwhelming shame is to hope I get over it or hope it kills me soon.

>>81809729 (OP)
I can't watch other people enjoy life. It pisses me off.

>society structures itself to obsessively value "efficiency" in so far as it makes number go up
>cuts out or trashes anything that does not contribute or detracts from number go up
>slowly start breeding a population of people thats values are exclusively based things that can be measured in market efficiency language
>uh oh we turned life into slavery and the planet an open air prison

Nobody enjoys life. It is and open secret. You are seeing people signaling that they enjoy life, at most.


The secret is nobody is enjoying life.

>>81810343
You get it
so the solution, the ultimate rebellion is then to enjoy life anyway

No matter what they do to keep us down, be steadtfast and enjoy life anyway

>>81809755
based fpbp optimistic post