Everyday I hope someone kills me or I die in some way. Never had a gf + khhv, my life feels stuck, nothing I do changes anything. Every girl I talk to ghosts me and I have autism. I feel like I am living in hell.
Why can't I ever get a real chance.

>>81814599 (OP)
>Never had a gf + khhv
you are not entitled to a girlfriend
>I feel like I am living in hell
get a dog

>>81814599 (OP)
come on anon don't kys over women u got this bro just move on

>>81814599 (OP)
>Never had a gf + khhv
Same, but I'm not a loser like you over here crying on /r9k, you should honestly kill yourself like you said you're life is pointless why not end it already? Tbh I'm sure the whole world would be better off without you loser.

>>81814624
I simply can't anymore. Seeing alll type of men with girls just me never ever just breaks me inside.
>>81814648
You are right, I know nobody wants me. If I don't have a gf before 30 I will do it.

>>81814668
i too see a lot of people in age in a relationship but there's not much i can do i can't be asked to looksmax or anything, I've just accepted what my life is right now and I'm happy for it, try getting into something right now I'm really into blue lock

>>81814599 (OP)
>Everyday I hope someone kills me or I die in some way.
I want someone to shoot me in the head every time I go

>>81814690
I try to looksmax. It is not my looks it is my autism. I was outside for a very long time today and went to some social event trying to meet people there. Ofc I was alone all the time. I saw so many ugly, fat, balding and short guys with qt gfs. Meanwhile I have my hair, I am tall, I look normal (can't really rate myself) and I am tall.
I try to distract me but I know this won't change anything I feel traped I don't want to distract myself.

>>81814735
Same I tell myself everyday I wake up that someone pls shoot me with a clean shot. No more suffering.

>>81814668
>I simply can't anymore
see a therapist

>>81814811
He will simply tell me the same things I read every day here. And if I tell him I want to die then he will force me on meds. I don't need a therapist I need a gf. When I had a girl who would listen to me, talk with me and play games with me I was so happy. But she ghosted me.