A guy took advantage of me when I was 14. He was in his late twenties.
I'm very aware that I was far too young, but it's left me feeling as if I'm undesirable now that I'm 20.

I know that sounds dumb, but I've genuinely been feeling like I've lost something after I passed 18.

>>81820007 (OP)
What? Like your too old now to be attractive?

I really don't care even a little bit get the fuck off my board you larping baiting faggot fuck

>>81820028
>I really don't care, but I will take the time to write a message and engage with your "bait"
Amazing. No wonder you people are known for being low IQ lolol

>>81820007 (OP)
Because you have lost something - your purity. You're used goods now and worth inherently less than before decided to allow (yes, allow, because if he actually held you down and forced you, you would have made a big deal out of it instead of vaguely wording what happened as "took advantage") him to fuck you.

>>81820023
I know I'm not too old to be attractive. It's hard to explain.
I haven't talked to the guy in years and years and years, we only knew eachother for a few months, but he's the only person that was ever nice to me outside my family. Like, the only guy I ever got close with.

I think what he did was wrong now, but it makes me sad also to think he probably wouldn't like me anymore. It's complex yknow.

Like how you could have an abusive mother, move away from her, but still be sad after she died.

>>81820052
>I blame the 14 year old for being groomed
Hello saar.

You have to go back from whence ye came.

>>81820064
Yeah 14 year olds aren't incapable retards. They can make decisions. If we can hold a 14 year old rapist accountable by confining him in a juvenile detention center, we can hold a 14 year old slut accountable by shaming her for consenting to sex.

>>81820064
>Anything I dislike is Indian
Obviously you can't blame a 14 year old retard, that's fucked up. If she was 18 that's a different story, but stop acting like white and Asian people don't do shit like this all the time. Hell it's one of the biggest stereotypes about white people

>>81820119
>Raping someone is the same as an older man taking advantage of a 14 year old

You need to go back Rajesh

>>81820119
>but she consented
She was 14, rajeet

Go out in to the public world and talk about how you think 14 year olds chose to get groomed, that they deserve it or should be shamed or whatever.
See how long it takes for your shitskin to be smeared across the pavement lolol

>>81820055
So basically you still have strong but complicated feelings for your groomer and are feeling a sense of loss at most likely no longer being attractive to him. I guess that kind of makes sense. Have you talked to a therapist about this or anything?

>>81820131
I don't actually think he's Indian, I don't even assume that every jeet I encounter is some horny rape ape.

But a lot of people here are cripplingly racist.
They have comically exaggerated caricatures of certain races in their heads... like how all Indians are subhuman rape apes. I just like to point out how they embody the same traits they project on to Indians, niggers, etc.

It gets a lot of emotionally charged reactions.

>>81820132
>>81820138

Yeah I'm sure I would get my shit rocked because we live in a gynocentric cuck society that pretends women have no agency. It's actually pretty misogynistic when you think about it.

>>81820007 (OP)
Don't sweat it, you just need to meet more people. Tbh I don't think women should settle with average dudes without meeting a bunch of people first and at least trying to date others, or you're going to settle with some random guy and make him miserable once you realize you can do better.
>>81820132
>>81820138
Once again
>Anything I dislike is Indian
I'm Indian and that guys obviously full of shit. You won't reply to my previous comment about white people doing this shit often because you know it's true.

>>81820152
>We live in a gynocentric society because I can't groom and fuck minors


You're brown aren't you

>>81820151
Well no shit. But a lot of people here are like that, I've met guys off here that unironically were 33 dating 15 year olds (her mother knew about it in that case too)

>>81820147
I haven't talked to a therapist, no.
You described how I feel pretty well though.
Like, it's been a billion years, I've never gone back to him... I wouldn't want to.

But having the only person who's ever been close to you, even if it was wrong, possibly not like you anymore. It just feels bad, idk.

>>81820159
Whatever you want to believe cuckie boy

>>81820153
>I'm Indian and that guys obviously full of shit. You won't reply to my previous comment about white people doing this shit often because you know it's true.
I just did before you sent this. You sound kinda racist yourself now, ngl... claiming it's a white people thing is pretty stupid.
Just look at India.

Again, not claiming that I'm racist. Blacks commit the most crime, but I'd never treat one like a criminal.
What you're saying sounds rather racist though, anon.

>>81820152
>we live in a gynocentric cuck society because I can't groom and fuck minors
Negawatt

>>81820172
Post hand now. Brown or an avid listener of dudebro redpill podcasters

>>81820161
>It just feels bad, idk.
It's okay, I get ya. I mean, you feel like you lost the one person that actually cared about you. It's understandable to feel bad about that. Or maybe even miss him. Even if intellectually you know he was a bad person. Honestly, I think you really need to talk to someone that's actually equipped to help you with this. Only so much people on the Internet can do, you know? I'm going to bed but I do want to say that I don't think you're wrong or a bad person for feeling the way you do. I don't know if that's something feel. Just felt like sayin it. Take care, OP.

>>81820243
>the extremely rare nice anon
Thank you, anon.
Unfortunately, I don't think I'm gonna be able to go to therapy any time soon, but maybe one day.
Again, thanks for the kind words.

>>81820052
why do you view people as "used goods"?

>>81820189
Neither

>>81820297
Something something good key bad lock

>>81820348
humans aren't keys or locks. thats pretty sad you think of people that way. good luck

>>81820188
caring about the age of a foid is like caring about the age of any other animal. irrelevant.

>>81820424
>You should not care when women get a train ran on them and then want to settle down with you. How sad bro

>>81820052
Are you retarded? She was 14. Why would she want that for herself?

>>81820431
You have to go back.
Oregano

>>81820453
You don't have to settle down with them, rajeet.
But this isn't India, women aren't supposed to be treated like inhuman rape meat.

>>81820007 (OP)
Ppl that don't have childhood issues don't fall for this shit. Which one of your dad's sexually abused you. If you don't know just say you don't remember

>>81820492
>wh*toid is a simp for f*males
pathetic

>>81820175
Obviously generalizing, i thought that's what people on here do? As far as preying on younger women I'm pretty sure rates are roughly the same acorss most races in the west, assuming they're westernized individuals

>>81820522
You're white.
Oregano

>>81820567
>I thought that's what people on here do?
If everyone jumped off a cliff, would you?
I use this site ironically, I'm not actually dumb enough to blindly nod along to half the shit talked about on here.

>>81820575
how DARE you insinuate i am a kike

>>81820678
The person in my image is literally the average republican: https://youtu.be/w2xS1wEYfeM?si=VfTXK0x1Fx30TZ5b
Is that what you thought I was insinuating with?

>>81820690
it's a kike. i'm not a woman

>>81820717
It's a Christian.

>>81820007 (OP)
I'm sort of glad you never decided to get him in trouble over it

>>81820739
loomer is an ethnic kike

>>81820762
So what?
She's still a richie cocksucker, that's all magats care about.
The jew hate thing is all bark no bite, you and all the other niggers in reds still end up sending billions to isreal.

>>81820793
i'm not a republican and idc about your spergy rant. my point is she's a jew, if you're not calling me a jew then whatever

>>81820856
She's a Christian though.
How does he ethnicity matter when she's literally an rightoid caricature?

>>81820866
it's 2025 how do you libshits STILL not understand jews and their pilpul?

>>81820866
you're dumb and annoying and i'm not replying to you anymore

>>81820919
I never said her being Christian meant that she wasn't a kike controlled sheep. I'm just saying that she's not Jewish and that ethnicity is irrelevant, if she's even ethnically Jewish at all.
If you disagree, explain.

>>81820928
>oy vey, I give up
Don't spend that 12 million+ all in one place, you dumb kike

>>81820934
>I'm just saying that she's not Jewish and that ethnicity is irrelevant, if she's even ethnically Jewish at all.
nigga what the fuck are you talking about of course she's a juden go look at her fucking twitter you faggot retard

>LAURA LOOMER ISN'T JEWISH!!!
least retarded foid defender

>>81821004
this is so stupid it's got to be the latest jewish trick. deny that obvious jews are jews and then spend half the thread "debating" that

>>81820943
What she supports Israel or something? That's because she's a rightoid.

All magats worship Jews.

>>81820588
Same here. I don't hate anyone, but after a million different attempts at demoralization and hatred there's only so much one can take.

>>81821034
If you're so weak as to hate everyone due to spending too much time willingly reading demoralising stuff on 4chan, you need to get offline