Thread 81823483

At what point did you give up on trying to achieve your dream?

>>81823483 (OP)
never. and you should only stop once you're dead.

>>81823483 (OP)
about 1 or 2 months ago why

>>81823483 (OP)
when I couldn't remember what my dream was

>>81823483 (OP)
I never really had one. I thought I'd fall into a back office job and do well because they said I was smart. Instead, back-office jobs don't exist anymore.
Any hope of wage-cucking and making money completely died in my early 30s when it was obvious, after a decade NEETing, that I could not deal with people and inherent work stress without sperging out. Almost a decade on, I just want to cling to my 'bux until the sweet release of death in middle age.

>>81823483 (OP)
Around the time i got rejected for a summerjob wiping the ass of the elderly

>>81823483 (OP)
October Schfifty fiveth

>>81823483 (OP)
i've never had dreams
i grew up muslim and one of the core tenets of islam is submission - so i just... submit

i do whats asked of me, i do what needs to be done, nothing more, nothing less
hell, even the fact that i personally dont care for a "stable job" or a "loving wife" - it doesn't matter to me, i'm told to have one and so i shall commit fully to getting one

>>81823483 (OP)
I still want to marry stacy

>>81823483 (OP)
I never did have a dream

>>81823483 (OP)
i tried my hardest to make a music career since 16. im 24 now and ive realised that what i love doing only has about a 1 in a million chance of working out as a career. it hurt but i accepted it. so my new goal is finding a way to have enough free time to at least keep up with it as a hobby. hoping to land something work from home to make this happen.