fear and loathing

is 20mg vyvanse alot?

>>81823693 (OP)
I'm gonna have a sober day today!! (I won't)

>>81823693 (OP)
Was about to make one this morning but 4chan had other plans.
Good news, just got a script for kpin :)

Got some Tramadol
Never took it

How much should I take for my first time?
I wanna get high on it but trying not to get addicted.

Anyone have experience taking Effexor? I'm about to give it a try after doing a test run of DXM as an antidepressant, I don't think I can pursue a career without the force of will to build habits, DXM fixed that but I didn't like how hungry and OK with binging it made me feel
>exercise, eat and sleep
I already do all of that but it hasn't been enough to reduce my lack of commitment to a task
>>81824874
300 to 400, take 100mg and wait 30 minutes to take another 50mg until you reach the dose that you want, it takes a while to come up, I like to mix it with pregabalin (300-450mg) they synergize well

>>81824874
just flush that shit, opiates/opioids aee legit f-tier substances. i really dont see the charm, you just get nauseous and constipated

Quetion: what and how did you lose perfectly good drugs?
I'll start
> be me
> have stash
> 5 tabs
> 1/2 g of MDMA
> xtc tablet
> got paranoid and stash it on my niegohbors roof under a brick
> check on it 3 day later
> stash pulled a Jesus and disappeared
> mfw

>>81824874
When i got high on trams 200-400mg was a perfect dose for me. I'd go out and live my day but still be in permanent bliss

>>81823693 (OP)
in the middle of a cathinone binge. been stimfapping since yesterday 4pm

I got myself weed before I got myself employed, I've been smoking pretty much every day for 2 weeks. This was enough time to make it lose its charm, now I need a break again.

>>81826720
what are you fapping to, care to share?

>>81827639
just homemade matures cheating/quickies from motherless

>>81827664
link to vid? always curious about how other people stimfap

>>81825994
lost about 5 tabs of acid cause my pockets suck. i think it fell out at a restaurant so hope whoever picked it up enjoyed it

>Trying to get Adderal since I have lots of ADHD related problems
>Doc won't give me it unless i get an "official diagnosis" (4000$ + losing time at work)


This SUCKS

>>81828161
https://motherless com/G746C016
i just keep the gallery open on one tab and cycle through vids

>>81828190
>Don't have ADHD, atleast not enough to need meds
>Want the fun stimulants cuz cocaine fucking sucks
>The girl at my local pharmacy told me that It was stupid to go ask for amphetamines swiftly like that

I don't know why i'm sharing this

>>81828190
>>81828389
I just order it online. Got me some 30mg IR addys this go around

>>81828405
this darkweb stuff or easily found on clearweb?

>>81828424
darkweb stuffs

>>81828449
i'm far too paranoid for that

>>81828449
I need to learn to do that shit and I know there's guides on dread forums or some shit but I'm far too lazy for that

>>81828468
nta but it's safer than ordering from clearweb...
>>81828515
read dnm bible
all you really need is pgp encryption program (don't trust market auto encryption), tor browser, a market link and crypto
with crypto just make sure you don't send directly to a market wallet from an exchange and have at least something in between like another wallet or two, also don't use btc, always use monero
theres a lot of stuff for extra security but in most countries not really needed for a small scale buyer
t: been ordering in a very strict country for nearly a decade without issues

>>81828584
I appreciate the info anon, thanks for taking minutes of your time to write a paragraph 4me

>>81828584
fuck this was so easy when i ordered back in 2019. there was a website repository with all the onion dnm links, just had to make an account transfer some btc and buy. now it's pgp addresses, monero and whatnot

>>81828671
PGP is literally
>copy their public key
>import
>write message
>encrypt it for them
>copy paste it to them

Monero is just another cryptocurrency like BTC, nothing is really changing here. Dread has all DNM links in one place. It's easy as shit still.

>>81828656
no problem
>>81828671
it's still just as easy but with more security and there still are websites with links to all current markets, just search for them on dread
pgp was always used unless you are retarded, markets do get caught from time to time and you do not want to send your adress unecrypted because some retards keep the info in their database but if it's encrypted no problem
you can easily obtain monero with exchanges like changenow, all you need is btc or some other crypto, just make to sure to stick to monero on markets, not that they really accept anything else nowadays anyway
honestly you're living in the era where it's easier to obtain drugs than ever before and if it's still too hard for you shouldn't touch drugs in the first place

>>81825920
You either did too much, didn't do enough, or simply rolled bad on the genetic lottery and are immune to the feelgood effects to opiates like how I don't get feelgood effects from benzos.
it's probably for the best you have this opinion on opiates though, even the light withdrawals are bad.
especially being addicted to tramadol, shit fucks with your brain and makes you suicidal.
>t. was physically addicted to tramadol and oxycodone.

Man my body feels like it's made of mercury this is some crazy shit, pregabalin might actually be my favorite drug, it works very weird on me and the tolerance drops quickly

>>81824874
150-200 to start

>>81825994
I used to live in a commie block and one day I saw a cop van park below my window so naturally my teenage self started freaking the fuck out and I flushed about a gram of weed down the toilet and tore up an awesome weed-related poster I made (it was a monochrome ace card but with the weed symbol instead of a regular card symbol)
a gram doesn't sound like a lot but I was in highschool without adult money so whatever money I had was precious.
and ofcourse, nothing happened so I simply huffed lighter fluid, the most desperate high, to cope.

This is a PSA to all pill addicts!!
Pills are pretty fucking nasty tasting, so if you bite down on one and get a nasty lingering aftertaste, just bite down on a vitamin C pill afterwards, they're really tasty pills and will swap the nasty aftertaste for a yummy aftertaste.
this advice is useless if you don't like how vitamin C pills taste, but in that case find another pill you like, maybe hard candy works like that too?

methiodone anon here from previous 2 threads...
so i finished all i had and it ended fucking disasterously.
basically i ended up having to go to the ER with urinary retention and they gave me a catheter (which was the most painful fucking procedure i can possible fucking imagine) that i had to have for like 2 days (and removing it hurt less but still hurt like a motherfucker)
methiodone is fine for taking to keep withdrawals at bay, but i did not take it for that. i tried to do it as if it was o-dsmt and that was fucking stupid of me cuz this shit has a long half-life like methadone and is barely euphoric. the more you know.

What is there above adderall?

>>81823693 (OP)
Will the THCa loophole be closed federally in 2026? Kinda sucks that I'm just now finding out about it

its so over bros, i cant jam more than 4mg of subutex up my nose at a time and 8mg sublingual is not much stronger, when i cant get high on this anymore im doomed to at least a two to three week break, i dont think i can handle that bros, im really very weak

smoking bullet pipe by the window while mom's out :^) picrel

>>81829783
can you take too much vitC? :think:

>>81831279
I think you'll simply piss it out, don't quote me on that though
But people don't produce their own vitamin C anyways so I think you don't gotta worry about it.

certain drugs make me talk alot, say a lot of stupid things I wouldn't say normally and then I was there making jokes about a possible opioid use with my mother, It would be awkward for her to know that his son is kind of a junkie, but at the same time, doesn't he have the right to be so? I work i mean

>>81831663
I get it, you can do whatever if you're working and living on your own
My mom knows that I pop pills but she has always pampered me so she didn't flip out or anything, it was awkward tho

there is a great evil in the world which makes people disappear from a place, and anyone you ask pretends not to know, or else really doesnt know, or doesnt care.
you go in again and expect a familiar atmosphere and the same faces, as it's been building for a while, and you want to catch up and see what's changed or what hasn't. but no, it's the same TYPE of people, but different individuals. it's a SIMILAR atmosphere feeling, and mechanically exactly the same, but it's like you just walked into an alternate universe.

these things are sometimes caused by relapses, i think. from anybody. anybody in the immediate environment. it has to change after that.
but not always. sometimes this is caused by killings, which have a multitude of reasons for happening, which my street knowledge isn't high enough to speak about.

>>81823804
thats very little in comparison to adderall, i think its like 1mg adderall is 2.6 vyvanse

>>81825994
>pulled a Jesus
lmao how. also, why stash at your neighbors and not your place?

>>81825994
your neighbor knew and took them or threw them away you fucking retard

I don't know how much tramadol I took but it was close to a gram, mixed it with memantine
I'm getting open eye visuals, black dots and swirls spawning on clean surfaces like metal

>>81831855
>you can do whatever if you're working and living on your own
I still live with her, she's okay with the drink but i'm sure it isn't the case with the pills and I don't even like alcohol that much

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ToQ0n3itoII&list=RDToQ0n3itoII&start_radio=1&pp=ygUedGhlIGRydWdzIGRvbid0IHdvcmsgdGhlIHZlcnZloAcB

>>81831862
you could write an essay on all this knowledge man. you got a framework and all

this shit is good for my anxiety but as a drug it sucks, it just makes me sleepy, i don't get people who use it recreationally

>>81827664
motherless is the only worthwhile pornsite these days

>>81832123
that's not very respectful of their dead culture

>>81832747
The feeling it gives is absolute shit and I don't ever recall enjoying myself on it but whenever im not on Xans it feels like a living hell so in a way it is very recreational, just in retrospect

is dxm worth it, junkies?im just a casual who does acid every now and then

>tfw waking up after taking a 6pm-4am melatonin sleep
I'm so fucking smart

been sober from everything for like a week cos visiting my family, shit sucks. doing dph when i get home

4chan is a drug.
Social interaction is a drug.
Life is a drug.
Banning people on 4chan is a drug.

>feel like im about to throw up
>snort 350mg heroin
>stomach actually calms down
what the hell

>>81835313
Could you expand on that? And why did you post a picture of this evil, crooked hippie who helped produce 2 kilos of LSD?

>>81823693 (OP)
Has anyone ever taken antipsychotics? I don't have schizophrenia but I was prescribed Seroquel for "sleep" when I was 12. Really fucking strange dissociation, bodily sensations, auditory hallucinations like faint rock music in the distance or wind chimes, bizzare visual hallucinations like magic carpets on the windows and rainbow melting/warping of objects, and general paranoia. Ironic how an antipsychotic (that I didn't even need) induced these symptoms.

>>81835009
are you not good at acting sober? i mean with dph i can imagine but for most things i can pass as sober off anyrhing except psyches and high dose benzos
psychs im just too anxious to not seem visibly nervous, high dose benzos i just cant not slur my words no matter how hard i concentrate
>>81834078
fuck no
store bought legal highs are never worth it
you can buy legal drugs online that are actually drugs
and yeah i know dxm is also a drug but, you know what i mean
well thats my opinion but if you actually enjoy it somehow i guess it would be worth it
but i fwel like every single person who likes dxm just needs to try like even shit ass k and theyd never be able to touch dxm again

How many do I take?

>>81835832
is it 30 miligrams per pill?
take 150 if you want chill effects that are similar to weed, it also pairs well with weed
and take 300 if you want a disso experience similar to ketamine, don't know if it's better or worse with weed.

The fucking feds shut down psychonautwiki

>>81836263
>he doesnt know psychonaut wiki was shilled out to a literal russian informant
It's not down because the 'feds' shut it down but because the servers fucking suck and the only reason psychonaut wiki is still up is because the information of the people who visit it is sold to the government. If you take a look at any of the articles you will see they locked editing several years ago and there hasnt been any updates to the pages or new pages made since the takeover. If you try and view the history of any page, you get taken to a black page with an ASCII horse (not even joking)

Use tripsitwiki or literally any of the other up to date sites. Psychonaut wiki was ran by a LITERAL tranny and then sold to russians. There's no reason to continue using it.

>>81823804
If you want the regular effects 30mg should be fine. If you wanna feel high go for 60mg

>>81835557
I got serquel and it doesn't make you sleepy it just shuts your body down while fully awake.
Didn't get hellucenations but don't count on it, since im schizo :p

what's the difference between cathinones and eurospeed intake wise? with cathinones I have to redrop every 1-2h with another line, I assume speed it's less frequent and a much smaller dosage?

>>81829605
>>81825318
>>81826695
What's some cool shit to do on tramal? Still have not taken it, preparing myself first

>>81836464
Enjoying NEET hobbies like vidya or listening to music.
oxycodone somehow makes me better at rhythm games.

Dubbs I relapse tripps I get more

>>81829849

That's crazy, are you at least feeling better now? Stay safe fren

t. kouhai from other recent threads

>>81836464
I was taking tramadol and living my normal life studying, working, going out partying etc. I didn't really take it for the opiod effects which are better with conventional opiates but because it made me a talkative social butterfly

is getting high truly the peak?
post y/n and age

>>81836595
I lied...

>>81837167
What are you relapsing on?

Bitch bitch bitch. All I hear is doom and gloom.

>>81837677
Stims. Told myself i'd take a break until two days from now. But i am soo bored. Tolorance still high. Took about 170mg speed and 20mg medical amphetamine. May take more till i buzz

>>81837775
Does relapse guilt hit you right away or only when it wears off? I never touched stims but I can't imagine feeling shame when spun.
Anyways I'm doing something similar with weed, I've been a neet for about half a year and there isn't much to do all alone besides watching movies and sometimes filling out job applications. I only take breaks to get REM sleep.

>>81837858
When i take it i just tell myself "own it" so no guilt while high but tomorrow i may regret it. It's just so available

>>81837858
For the record i held a week and a bit

I drank two cups of tea. I feel normal now, but I'm basically farsighted 24 hours later. Everything up close is blurry and duplicating. I had to set my phone's font to the largest accessibility size. How fucked am I?

>>81838507
And you're not even going to tell us about the experience itself?

>>81838550
Before any hallucinogenic effects kicked in, my throat got extremely dry and constricted, like an asthma attack. I blacked out on my bed but kept waking up, seeing people coming into my room and watching me, and hearing voices, like chanting. I didn't feel scared or worried, just completely indifferent. I can see why this stuff is used to rob people; it makes you very delirious and strips away your sense of autonomy. I got up a couple of times to pee, and I had to grab onto walls and furniture to keep from falling, like I was completely hammered. I saw a bunch of weird patterns, but they were all ugly and asymmetrical. I expected it to be a bad trip, but actually the sensation was quite peaceful.

Has anyone taken drugs while having a virus? Is it different?

parents are forcing me to take a piss test tonight

>>81840091
>mom found the pill drawer

>>81840091
bunch of water + creatine

>>81840091
And just wondering, what substances would that test point positive?

>>81840091
Update i Luckily only failed for benzos, which is a Miracle so i lied about being drunk and that i stole one of my brothers medication (that he got because he nearly died from mixing all kinds of shit)
They still are mad fucking pissed but atleast they dont know about my stash or that ive still been using on and off

I fucking hate my family, would even let me go for a walk after this but i ignored them. Treating me like a child always, get that i still live in their house but they are genuinaly insuffarable even before i was sober

Maybe drinking later tonight

Drink it
Smoke it
Snort it
Shoot it
You've got one body you've got to use it
Soberness is overrated
Stressed out over-agitated.

>>81835819
>but i fwel like every single person who likes dxm just needs to try like even shit ass k and theyd never be able to touch dxm again
ketamine may be identical and superior, but isn't it still a different experience to DXM?

I like dxm over ketamine because K at higher doses sends me to purgatory and makes me throw up, all, the, fucking, time. even when I smoke weed to prevent the puking.

Might be taking K soon. Any tips? Things I should know?

>>81840091
Move out and you can take whatever drugs you like

>>81842197
>ketamine
If you have some green tea, it can offset potential bladder damage. If you plan to do it more in the future then the specific chemical you can directly buy is called EGCG (commonly found in various teas, but most prominently in green tea).
>tips
If you lay down during the experience, listen to something like this that'll make you feel like you're floating: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7hkI43oPIxk

im broke and i have a reasonable surplus of 40mg Vyvanse. how much do people usually buy them for? i've always had a prescription for adhd meds so i have no idea what a fair price is.

>>81834078
If you can get your hands on some ketamine it's basically dxm without all the downsides but if not I'd say dxm is still worth a try, it always gives me insane closed eye visuals. Just make sure to add some weed to the mix otherwise it can feel a bit dysphoric.

by god do i love cocaine and alcohol

>>81844391
Does this effect work with alcohol instead of weed?

cannabutter advice? not looking to minmax just trying to make bud go a bit further but all ive had are duds so far. here is my most recent attempt:
>1.5 grams coarsely ground, surrounded in tin foil and tossed in my air fryer, 225f for 45 minutes (no pre heating) to decarb
>2/3rd stick of butter melted in a double boiler setup, decarbed weed added and left to simmer for 3 and a half hours
>strained and then put in fridge to cool down
took a spoonful like an hour ago and hasn't hit yet. i got fairly stoned the other time after licking the spoon after cooking, and also after eating some, but nothing insane. my guess is that the portions are whack and im not eating enough but i dont wanna blow through two thirds and just pass out from the high
how retarded am i

>>81835366
>2 kilos
He made more than 20 million doses of LSD.

More like 500 kilograms of LSD, you stupid pajeet.

These edibles are barely working anymore for me.

>>81844391
I've had access to most drugs my entire life, I just assume DXM is a different experience, (even if they're both dissos) Some peoples' favorite is DXM, and say it is the best drug.

Anyone else here fell into the comically stereotypical scenario where you did drugs to cope so much that the idea that anything else could actually help more sounds like lunacy?

why do people ever do downers? why would you want to be retarded and lazy?

going to drink and take benedryl together
i hope i feel nice and sedated

>>81846987
you could make it easier and just drink and smoke

>>81847150
i dont like smoking

>>81844589
I just heat olive oil in a metal shot glass and then add the grinded weed. Once it stops bubbling it decarbed. No idea if this is adaptable to butter, I imagine it would start foaming or burning.

>>81837775
gaaad i wish i could do stims again

>>81848218
What is stoping you from taking stims?

>>81828190
>Trying to get stimulants since I have lots of ADHD related problems
>Doc 1 will give me Vyvanse without any "official diagnosis" (would have been 450 eurobucks), but I need to get an approval from a cardiologist first
>Tests ordered by the cardiologists take almost a year to be done and looked at because of retarded health care system
>Doc 2 diagnoses me (no charge or additional visits) but only gives me atomoxetine which does fuck all except make me constipated

This SUCKS

>>81846674
I've been fighting tooth and nail to avoid falling into any stereotypes, but we'll see. How long did it take you to get to where you are now, anon?
>>81846753
Being active is nice in the same way that being relaxed is. Just different moves for different moods.

RIP archetyp

>>81845849
Meanwhile I fucking take 15mg and nearly lose my mind.

Anyone has an idea where I can find/diy a pill press? To store doses better

>>81847311
why nat?

>edibles coming in today
Gonna make sure I take it slow this time.

>>81849684
Nvm. Too expensive and bulky. I can use-
Micro spoons
Empty fillable capsules
Mid 0.001 scale

I have bipolar disorder and ocd, how do I muster up the courage to kill myself

>take a two week tolerance break
>take tramadol on 4 consecutive evenings
>full tolerance is back
fuck this shit

Why is weed so hard to break up sometimes you need scissors.
Other times it will break in your fingers

>>81850959
Femiliar and frustraring situation

don't opioids destroy the liver?

>>81851507
opioids get metabolized in the liver, so if you really overdo it, they might damage it (but probably not). they're not toxic like alcohol, so alcohol for reference is much worse. also, opioids are more dangerous in other regards.
all in all I wouldn't worry about the effects of opioids on the liver

>>81846753
Because every other time I feel coked out

>>81850776
I use a vitamin capsule filler and it was like 20$

>>81850959
>consecutive use
Bad anon!
>>81851507
On their own, no. You may be thinking of the opioids which are often combined with acetaminophen for pain relief, though. If you overuse acetaminophen, it can cause liver damage (similar to ibuprofen's risk). Opioids on their own do not pose this risk.

>>81852012
Tnx. I ordered a 0.001 scale for about 50$ hope it preforms well

Starting fast for bloodwork. Time to see the damage

Do shrooms help with depression or no? Im just unmotivated, emotionless and have this fog. If they do do RC's help since there the same or do I have to get trough the hassle of getting the real stuff

i can't even have a fucking joint this is shit

>>81852349
changes in your routine help with depression. shroom is just a big version of that in a few hours

>>81852096
>Bad anon!
I know, usually I try to have at least one day between my highs, but I wanted to give me a treat after the tolerance break.
I didn't realize it'd instantly fuck up my tolerance again that badly

>>81832774
xhamster has a pretty good homemade catalogue as well i alternate between the two during stimfapping binges

>>81852480
nta but I can vouch for xhamster, site has really good recommendations, pretty much nails what you're into even if it's niche shit.

>>81846753
>why would you want to be retarded and lazy?
if downers make you feel retarded and lazy downers arent for you, most downers make me feel energized and euphoric and at most ill take a nap on opiates but for the most part im fairly active and alert on them, more so than when im sober

>>81850952
dont you fucking moron

>>81844450
don't add alc to ket you'll black out and will need emergency care

>>81852349
imo yes though for me personally lsd is better for this purpose, psychs remind me what childlike wonder and joy feels like and it makes it easier to appreciate the world and the life youre living, a really good trip can change the trajectory of your thoughts towards being positive though the effect isnt permanent and you will need to make other changes in your life so it all feels more fulfilling

>>81852349
do opiates, atleast you'll be happy for a few hours.

Thoughts on oral ketamine? Is it safe? Do you need more for it to work?

>>81853428
Anything that helps with intrusive thoughts, low mood and suicidal ideation? I really don't want to die, death scares me, but I can't take it anymore

well obviously people would want more of that. it's an uphill battle. consecutive use is the way

>>81854259
Meditation
It won't be easy, but you'll find it to be the most effective in the long run.

>>81854259
Antipsychs and finding a hobby frfrp

dont forget to rinse your sinuses with a neti pot using salt and baking soda in lukewarm-hot water sniffbros. dont want holes in your nasal cavity now dont you

>>81823693 (OP)
Anyone have any luck getting concerrta? My doc put me on wellbutrin and I know it's not worth it.

>>81854485
I've done yoga which is pretty much the same and it didn't work
>>81855165
I've been on 3 antipsychotics, none worked just made me fatter. I had hobbies I used to really enjoy like video games, movies and music but I don't anymore. I used to want to learn to play a lot of instruments but I don't have the drive anymore. I just want to go to sleep and never wake up

>>81855339
You can get modafinil if you just tell your doctor you're tired all the time. It's a DRI just like Concerta

I got some gear for the night heheh

>>81855248
I should rinse my nose, getting hayfever again.

>>81830944
I sure hope not. I got back into weed like a month ago because I found out about THCa. I ordered a half-O of some good THCa bud and have been getting high off of it for the past 2 weeks. I'd quit again if it becomes illegal because the shit at the dispensary is way too expensive.

>no reason to do opiates but also no reason not to
Ahhhhh, decisions, decisions...

>>81855426
Cant i just ask my doctor for modafinil? Or concerta? I don't know how to talk to doctors...anymore

>>81856689
If you directly ask, many will view you as "drug-seeking" fyi. They will then, likely, put notes into your medical record (aka private notes for other medical professionals) to be as stingy as possible with providing you any drugs at all.

>>81857166
Honestly that's the fucking case with doing ANYTHING at the doctor. If you ever show any knowledge of your health at all, including stuff that's documented that you were diagnosed with, doctors will get angry and treat you like shit.

>>81856689
Just tell him you are always tired despite adequate sleep and it's affecting your ability to work and engage in hobbies or social activities. He might direct you to some blood tests first but he'll give you the stim eventually. Tell him you want something to help you feel more awake but don't name the drug directly cause you'll sound like a junkie

>>81849855
makes me coof too much

It's been 2 weeks since the last time there was an opioid in my system and it was codeine, now i'm at 285 or so of tramadol

now we wait...
it's gonna be a fun night

>>81857841
yeah thats a given. you get used to it + coughing makes u higher according to a tarantino movie i saw

how tf do straight edge sober people do it?

which market to use now that abacus is gone?

About to snort heroin but for the first time of doing heroin I think this has fent. Wish me luck.

>>81858449
Good luck, don't die

I'm woozed dude
:D
I love opioids, damaging my brain reward system in turn of temporal pleasure has never felt so goood

>>81858327
darkmatter is best imo but drugshub and torzon are considered trusted

how can i get high off smelly brazillian plapper farts

>>81851102
Old, dry weed is always easier on the grinder. It also varies between strains I guess.
>>81858154
It's easier to avoid coping with drugs if you didn't start when you were young. Straight edge people use different copes.

Fuck I might have to switch to protonitazene.

>>81858467
Yeah I'm fine, I don't know why I was being all dramatic if I could snort a gram of h a day I'm sure a little fent won't kill me.

Dealing with mild alcohol withdrawals but strong cravings. I can't give into this shit.

>>81859519
Yes you can't, you know the drill anon, you just have to wait it out

You will make it :D

>>81859527
It's made me fat as fuck too, gained 55lbs from booze and fast food and I look like shit now. I just want other drugs.

>>81859570
If you like downers use opioids, the tolerance buildup is shit but atleast they don't make you retarded like alcohol or benzos

that's my word for it (they are still very dangerous)

>>81859597
Nah too dangerous, I wish though. I miss weed I lost my Rx and cbf renewing it but I loved a benzo and weed. I might be seeing a friend this weekend with a few connections so we'll see if I can get something. I just want an income so I can buy my own shit.

Came to get my kpins and ritalin... pharmecy is on strike. Fml

>>81855400
You need to find the right one for you. My intrusive thoughts lessened. It's tricky and takes time, but once you got your cocktail it'll be fine. Stay away from things like Zappa or abilify; they are crimes in form of pills.

>>81859763
What worked for you? I've tried 3 antidepressants already and none worked, I'm losing hope

Kinda want to get into the position in life where I'm locked in to the point where I vent by having wild crazy drug fueled sex with some nerdy Asian woman.

>>81860465
Seruqel and perphenazine max dose on both. No hunger, bearly any side effects.

>>81859733
Found private pharm, only had kpins. Found another with ritalin. Roamed the streets today all for my beloved drugs. Now chilling with 60mg retalin and 70mg speed. Tonight I'll try the new downer. Worth.

>>81858551
I want this too so bad, opiate naps are the best fuckkkkk
my nose is begging me to stop sniffing pills though

someone gave me 3x 7.5mg zopiclone tablets. is the high worthwhile or do i just save them to use whenever i want to fix my sleep schedule?

>>81860920
Many of the reports I've read about it say it's the unfun version of zolpidem.
>just save them to fix my sleep schedule?
Probably, yeah.

>>81860603
150mg speed+100mg mythelphendite. Looking good.

>>81860842
You don't have to wait up that much unless you've been like actual fiending, week and a half was enough to make 280mg to hit just good

>>81861179
you're right, lemme line up some ox rn

>>81860508
I really wanna know what it's like to have sex with someone who's on drugs. Guess it depends on the drugs tho

>>81861264
Lyrica is probably the best drug to fuck on (that I know of), it makes you a bit retarded so conversing is hard, but you're WAY more passionate and relaxed.

>>81861264
I've only had sex with alcohol and it sucks, I want high sex at the very least. I want to try MDMA, 2-cb and take PT 141 and just have the most degenerate sex with a foid

>>81861282
the more you know
>>81861288
Sex with alcohol is pretty mid imo. I've had a guy smoke weed before going at it and he lasted a bit longer.

>>81861306
Fapping on weed and stims is god tier.

whats with ppl dying of overheating on mdma

>>81861288
Has le sex on MDMA and it wasen't better then regular sex apart for you being high. That said I also don't enjoy stimfapping so take with a grain of salt.

>>81861903
It's easy to overlook your body in the heat of the moment when you're very physically and emotionally amped up. Many can get carried away by the experience (just like with other hallucinogens) and forget to drink water, too.

I have a liquid opioid solution. I suppose it's a bad idea to put it into my vape, vaporize and inhale it, isn't it? I guess there would be a lot of weird chemical reactions going on because of the high temperature

I wonder how dehydration is an issue on psychs, can one actually dehydrate in a matter of hours?

>>81862607
I remembered sweating exists, no need to reply anymore

>>81823693 (OP)
OMG GUMI HII!!!!

>>81862922
Oh, another Gumi enjoyer

What's the best RC tryptamine these days?

>>81823693 (OP)
I quit benzos for months after 3 years daily use, back on it again 3 mg pyrz which basically does nothing but keep me normal at this point
any long term users ? of anything really ? how do you feel about it, i want lyrica i'm done with benzos but my psychiatrist doesn't want me on anything

I'm hitting my DMT cart but nothing's happening

>>81860580
Interesting those are just two antipsychotics, what's your diagnosis?

>>81864246
Plain old schizo

Taking the tramadol now, from the advice anons gave itt I will start with 200mg and dose it up to 400mg if I have to. Will chug the pills the moment I hit send so no once can talk me out of it anymore

Hopefully I don't get addicted LFG

Also post anime artwork involving substance abuse

>be me
>on benadryl
>see the hat man
>he's coming for me
>hide under the bed
>the hat man finds me
>he puts his hat on my head
>I'm the hat man now

>>81864286
Oh okay. No mood disorders or mood-related symptoms?

>>81860580
>>81864246
i'm on 2 AP as well as a benzo, lexapro, a beta blocker and atm also tramadol

>smoke too much weed
>start getting urges to kiss boys and suck dick

>>81864981
Not per se. My symptoms can change my mood at any given time but no mood affecting symptoms or disorders that I know of.
How about you?

yup entering the binging stage once again
i'm never getting rid of this shit am i?

I channeled my opi rage into cleaning and my room looks fucking awesome now!!!

All the decent #4 vendors for us are out of stock fuuuuuuuckkkk
What zene should i get?

>>81865486
Booz is a shitty drug to have an addiction to. Hope you will find peace of mind and the strength to kick it. And rememmber to have fun

>>81865290
I'm currently on risperidone and clomipramine, my doctor isn't sure if I have bipolar, depression, ocd, or all of them combined
>>81865019
What's your diagnosis

>>81865074
That just means youre gay anon

I wish I had druggie friends, but I don't even have friends lol.
>>81865074
Based. No homo

>>81865074
yeah, it does that

>>81865486
i only stopped because it destroyed my sleep and the wds filled me with inexplicable terror every night, journaled those nights to keep a reminder of how awful it was so i never start again, sympathies to anyone too far along to will themselves out of it

>>81865980
>the wds filled me with inexplicable terror every night
I didn't know alcohol was capable of doing that

>>81828190

It is so annoying how only rich people get access to the good and fun drugs in our system.

https://vocaroo.com/17NjSejdF668

>>81864364
Barely feel anything, I'm at 400mg.
Is this normal for someone's first time?
I guess I feel calm but that's it

How much harder can I go before it's dangerous?

>>81866199
anxiety is an extremely common symptom in early alcohol withdrawal

>>81866335
you might genetically lack the enzyme that lets you process tramadol effectively

>>81865700
yeah it sucks and the worst part is that my genes are aligned to make this addiction as enjoyable as possible
i get fucking chills and goosebumps every time i have my first drink
i'm having fun and will have fun until i drink myself to proper withdrawals whilst my liver and pancreas hurt and have to spend few weeks being afraid i'm going to die
>>81865980
funnily enough my proper binges started from the fact that i couldn't fucking sleep
i'm on sleeping pills now and i could sleep without alcohol but when i relapse i just don't give a shit and search for that gabaergic calmness and don't give a shit
i always make sure i have enough booze to not wake up in the middle of the night but i remember when i was having withdrawals from alprazolam and was barely sleeping for weeks and waking up to pure fear in the middle of the night
haven't touched benzos ever since but alcohol is my poison of choice and i just can't seem to get rid of it
doesn't matter that i know what drinking will lead to i still do it
funnily enough this binge started from me not receiving my onion market weed order which was keeping me away from this shit

my addiction has made me very skilled at espionage
i am not proud of this

>>81866401
>anxiety is an extremely common symptom in early alcohol withdrawal
Damn, that fucking sucks. Anxiety fucking sucks.

>>81866401
>>81866783
depending on how bad the wds are i wouldn't even call it anxiety
it's more like pure fucking primal fear which is what happens with all gabaergic wds when you are addicted enough
the worst feeling in the world is when you experience that fear but don't have that normal vodka bottle that cures it next to your bed and you actually have to go outside while shaking and sick and sweating and feeling the purest sensation of fear to buy that shit

>>81866628
kek be proud, i used to be such a sneaky lil rat. Once cops pulled into this place I was getting high, I dove flat into a bush and they shone a spotlight from the car right over me, then drove away

Growing 3 giant tubs of shrooms, gonna make a massive jar of blue honey and cap the rest.

I have a piss test sometime the coming weeks, how many days is amphetamine and mdma detectable in urine? I really want to rave but i also really need the fucking job the piss test is for. Its one of those tests that get sent to a lab and not a "dip a stick in the piss"-type test

Getting high and cleaving to ayn sof
Im gonna be 45 years old in 20 years and if these threads are up I will be getting high, cleaving to ayn sof, sitting in my library filled with physics and mathematics textbooks, and a whole anthology as many holy books that man has ever created

And I will never read not ONE of them but I will pretend to have read all of them

>>81867441
KABBAALAH
WORLD PEACE
READ KABBALAH
READ THE BIBLE
THE SKY IS BLUE BECAUSE YOU HAVE 7 HOLES IN YOUR BODY
COUNT THE 7 HOLES IN YOUR BODY

To be in constant presence of your own reflection
it is intoxicating

I hope everyone is having a fantastic day
>>81865486
just smoke weed broooo

>>81867589
see >>81866534
originally
still not fucking original idk

>>81866534
>>81867617
it seems your alcoholism is terminal
a painless death is your only hope

>>81867642
there is no painless death with this shit
it's going to be long and painful unless i manage to off myself before that

God help me

>>81867308
they are going to know

>>81867308
A safe bet for most drugs is at least 2 weeks. Any shorter of time and you run it a bit close. Tbf many chemicals will be mostly undetectable after just 3-4 days (assuming only infrequent use), but that can vary if it's a proper lab test.

I got serotonin surrounding my moodscape, it's the serotonin I didn't had during the day but It was a living day, I felt depressed but alive, and now i'm just out dude this shit is the bomb

>>81866335
>>81866401
Okay, I feel something now.
Went up to 400mg after all.

All I feel is ease. Worries are gone, I uncontrollably smile.
However, effects are still sorta weak.
Let's see how I will feel once waking up.

Hmmm hey robots, should I mix my Robocough and my ZzzQuil?
I like Dxm and Dph separately but never combo'd it, perhaps just some babby dosages first as a test.

>spend $300 on MDMA crystals
>it's enough to last me almost 60 years if I space it the doses correctly
Crazy how cheap it is. I wish 2CB wasn't so expensive in comparison.

tianeptine compared to kratom?

Dude I mix 900mg pregabalin with idk how much trams and damn, I feel great but at the same time If i close my eyes I see weird shit, there's a lot of shadowsand things, I feel like when you get insane in don't starve

>>81869896
That makes me uncomfortable in a certain way, because of the threat of addiction or legal trouble. almost 60 years. Unbelievable

i spend too much money

Should I spend $500 for a pound of shrooms or just use that money towards trying to grow them

>>81870324
grow them, i been getting into it and its super cheap and easy

>>81869896
do mesc instead, its the best phen around, beats mdma and 2cb

>>81867478
amen. never change anon.

>>81867182
shhhhhweeettttt. im growing a mini batch for myself. i never had the blue honey but i heard its damn good. maybe i should make some....im currently growing brazilian cubes but got a small bit of some mazapatec and penis envy left over from the last grows.

>>81866270
bout to smoke a bowl and finish my beer to this recording. thank you fren. have a blessed night.

Don't know if it was just the mushrooms strain or whatever but I've had great experiences with what was probably synthetic 4-AcO-DMT sprayed into gummies and chocolate bars. Got crazy visuals and just excellent trips all around.

When I took actual physical dried mushrooms I was seeing demons, shadow people, spiders and monsters. Pretty sure I almost got psychosis at one point.

>>81870472
probably more of a set and setting thing. any type of dmt compounds are very circumstantial, psilocybin being a type of dmt.

>>81862028
only psych i ever fucked on was lsd. would recommend.

>>81861903
probably only happened to like 2 people on a reasonable dose and most people just did way to much and ODd

>>81855435
#3? consider yourself lucky, stateside its all fent or zines.

>>81846987
be-careful with dph, especially with booze, sounds like a fucking disaster.

>severely depressed and traumatized friend
>smokes a pack a day and destroys his liver with alcohol
>offer him some MDMA since it helped with my own depression and mental issues
>won't even consider it because of DEA propaganda
Some people just can't be saved man

>>81825994
one time many years ago i shot up a bag of H in a mczognalds bathroom and put my remaining few bags of dope in the mczognalds bag down while i was taking a shot and forgot it in the bathroom.

>>81870531
fucking goyslop brain ncps

I can navigate crypto/PGP/Tor/DMNs but for the life of me cannot find a clearnet RC source because all the sites look so shady and scammy

>>81870603
find me a good clearnet vendor from usa pls fren

>>81870624
There's a guy who I've ordered from that sells shrooms and hard drugs (very high markup compared to DNMs) on the clearnet and even has an app on the Play Store. No clue how he hasn't gotten locked up/raided yet. It's all very sketchy where you fill out a google sheet, pay an invoice, and hope you don't get scammed.

>>81829849
wtf is methiodone

>>81834439
God bless you brule anon, never change.

>>81835350
its called withdrawaleeee

Getting drunk with a lil bit of oxycodone is some good shit.

>>81870734
just finished my beer, one last bowl of ground score roach weed before bed. found a ton of half smoked joints. cheers.

I love reading and listening to music on acid. Very therapeutic.

>>81870782
read electric koolaid acid test on acid. i did that and recommend it.

>>81823693 (OP)
first time doing edibles in a couple months, before i was a massive stoner who would get high once every few days, but i only have 4x10mg in edibles and want to take my time with these four since im staying with my grandparents for a few more weeks until i go back to uni where i can get more. whenever i would redose before i found you had to basically double the initial dose if u want a good redose, should it be fine if i just take my initial dose again? ive also taken 3mg kpins so dont want to waste an edible just to fall asleep an hour and a half later

>>81871065
just space out the doses by like 3-7 days and you won't run into tolerance issues

Can anybody give me a rundown on ADHD meds? I got prescribed some modified release methylphenidate but it doesn't last long still.
I heard that vyanse is better for long term focus but also that its a little more risky.
How do I talk to the doctor about this? I got prescribed some slow release Ritalin but I have yet to try it, but I still want to know about alternatives just in case.

>>81871527
I mean the Ritalin is new. Only took another brand so far.

If I'm trying to build up tolerance to thc quickly, would redosing work?

Someone can recommend amphetamine and Clonazepam combo?

>>81872041
>build up tolerance to thc
>redosing
jesse what the hell are you talking about

>>81870782
what are u reading baby

mom unironically told me to take my meds yesterday

"calm pills" or however it goes, vallah ich bin ESL

>>81870531
fucking goyslop brain npcs v2 what the fuck man.

>>81872417
It's a little silly, but I ended up developing a mild fear to cannabinoids after a few bad experiences. I want to conquer this fear so that it's no longer hanging over me.

Experimenting with drugs and dosages has me feeling like an alchemist.

>>81872125
I took 100mg of D-Amphetamine and a lot of Ambien once..
Bruh. I was laying still in bed not moving yet wide awake, and my dead grandpa started talking to me in my mind.

>>81869758
Woke up, minor headache.
Don't feel like popping it again despite having a good time.
I have enough for another 3-4 days, don't wanna abuse it yet.
All in all don't see how you can get addicted to that shit unless you're in acute pain.

>>81872895
Sounds horrifying, what the fuck

>>81872948
It was actually kinda nice, he was all like
>I know you think your father is a jerk that's against you. But you got it all wrong about him. He loves you..
I was like
>.....oKaY gRaNdPa

>>81866820
Guess I should count myself lucky that alcohol doesn't work all that well for me. Stay strong, anon.

>>81872962
I still find that terrifying. As someone who spends far too much time in their own head, I understand that if my brain starts giving me therapy sessions in the form of hallucinations, then I've reeeeeaaaaaaaally fucked up. I'm not prepared to face my subconscious.

Sitting in a tree swing

>>81867589
>just smoke weed broooo
I used to think this until I smoked weed for 6 months, only at night. Quit a few months ago and went back to booze since hangovers make me shaky but the day after weed made me legit retarded

Neighbors politely asked me to get off their tree swing

>>81872860
oh. in my "casual stoner" point of view i think its difficult to see smoking as redosing bc the tolerance comes and goes pretty quick. idk the science behind this, but in my experience two or three days is enough to feel a good high again, and if you wanna get super high you wait around 2 weeks. more than that is meaningless imo. if you want it to hit less, doing it more often isnt really the healthiest thing. you could smoke less, or smoke shittier weed. or is this issue solely with edibles? even then tho the same applies, just make them with less or with worse weed (or softer if you dont see it as strong = good and light = bad). you could make slimmer joints too idk.
this might also indicate a deeper issue than weed, are you prone to overthinking, can your inner monologue be silent and still? if youre not in peace sober, its gonna be hard to chill high. weed can make anxiety a bit more present. i hope all this text helps somewhat. also ur not silly ur cool, if it affects u it cant be silly.

>>81873263
the difference of importance, weed wont make you fat or dead. maybe all the other stuff tho but alcohol addiction is fucked up compared to just being a depressed little stoner.

>been getting more regular and more intense headaches lately
I need more time...to continue doing drugs

>>81873684
>or is this issue solely with edibles?
Yes, I haven't smoked in years, but I'd started taking edibles relatively recently. Found out the hard way that I'm really sensitive to the effects and ended up with this strong fear of losing my mind as well as some other issues. Part of it could be that I would always get high in the same place.
>are you prone to overthinking
Extremely. I basically use excess stimulation just to distract myself now. As an example, if I'm at work, I'll listen to music while completing assignments, and still end up listening in on a nearby conversation even though I don't want to. I had about 5mg of an edible and 20mg of CBD the other day and it seemed to go well. I was actually able to relax and enjoy myself. Thanks to whoever the anon that recommended the CBDs. I won't lie, I know I have a ton of deeper issues and the drugs are just a bandaid for the symptoms, but like I said, I'm just not ready to face my subconscious and the source of my issues yet.
In any case, thanks anon. Think I'll stick to low doses of THC and high doses of CBD instead of trying to build tolerance.

>>81871538
How is Ritalin new? It is one of the oldest ADHD meds.

>>81870232
It was a fun night, at some point I got too dizzy and my legs were shaking like crazy but I still felt relaxed and chill

Could it be a good idea to do the same shit tonight?

Do you guys ever feel happy without taking something? I'm worried how I only feel normal while on something and I can go weeks without using anything but tea.

also my current mood:
https://youtu.be/zidiWe9yq88?t=33

>>81874592
new to me. And i mean the brand, not the methylphenidate. Took Zentiva until now. I want to know more about different companies and how their product differs.

Tolorance is high again. Gonna take a break off speed and play around with benzos tomorrow.
Took me like 700mg to feel something. Damn.

>mom hasn't even started on her trams in 3 fucking weeks
God give a nigga strength.

I've said it before and I'll say it again: The only thing sadder than a junkie loser is a straight edge loser.
Because goddamn man what are you trying to prove?

gonna try to snort this massive pile all at once, wish me luck

>>81876070
you could argue they're holding out for something and that's why they won't start, but honestly life proved to me that I have no place in it enough times that I don't bother hoping anymore, it always leads to disappointment.
Good for the straight edge losers that actually have a chance of getting out of it, but alas, a game needs losers for there to be winners, "everybody wins" is idealistic bs that doesn't fit anywhere.

Anyone else feel high when sleep deprived? Stuff sounds, tastes and smells and feels different like I'm slightly stoned but I haven't had weed in days. Can buspirone do that? That's the only thing it could be I think.

>>81876557
Sleep deprivation was sometimes used to treat depression, people get euphoric after 24 or so hours.

>>81876557
yep, it's such a nice sedation.

>>81876557
That's called delirium

>>81872674
woher in Deutschland sind

>>81876585
uuh am I giving myself brain damage? I'm sleeping just not that much

Aight, I hid my pills somewhere good so that I am less likely to relapse again.
out of sight, out of mind right?

>>81876605
Welcher Lelek fragt?

Btw geh schlafen Digga. Gehe selber jetzt. Hirn so ficken macht niemals Spass.

>>81876817
Boah ne muss eepynieren. Ich les die Antwort morgen.

>>81876557
I definitely get a bit of delirium when sleep deprived. I feel aloof.
>>81876605
>am I giving myself brain damage?
Sleep is the most important thing for your health by far, especially for your brain. If you aren't sleeping properly/enough then it'll have bad effects on your whole body and mind. Not getting enough sleep also contributes to many mental issues and disorders. Basically, yes.

>Piefke in meinem Hoheitsgebiet
>:(
Schwul, asozial und drogenabhaengig nah Prost Mahlzeit xD

>>81874477
>fear of losing my mind
yeah i get that. i get super scared smoking home alone sometimes, specially if i havent smoked in a while. i dont do edibles cause id shit myself for sure. i start hearing like women laughing and i think someones gonna get into my house idk. i see things moving on the periphery of my view.
>the source of my issues
you got a responsibility with urself tho, not saying youre wrong. do whats more comfortable. but you can do stuff that will make life easier. you can learn to ride the wave of fear. you can chill even in a shit state. do you do something to make your stoned moments less shaky? do you got an anchor for when you start feeling bad? id say a good mantra is "stop looking in, the world is bigger than whats going on with you". idk how to put it effectively in english, but sometimes when im high i get super self analytical and critical, and my solution is to turn my mind away from myself. i dont gotta look at me, i gotta groove u know. have you meditated b4?

>>81823693 (OP)
It was a big mistake to take LSD before going to an amusement park.
Standing in 40-60 minute lines was fucking hell. The whole mass of people was astonishingly agonizing. All the adhd kids, the angered and stressed adults, the stupid fucking teenagers.
The rides were numb as hell. They were pretty good intense rides, very creative, one of the best amusement parks i'd honestly say. The themes were cool. But I just felt like I was in a dream, completely dazed by the highs while getting flung around. Even the freefall tower was goofy as hell. Every moment I closed my eyes a dimension ripped up and my thoughts were all over the place. I could barely communicate with my friends.
Recommend it sober

>>81877563
You're not worried about people seeing you high there?
I have a problem with being on psychedelics in populated areas precisely because of that

>>81877584
I'm bodily "chill", aside trembling hands (which are calm as long as I hold something) and sweating during peaks and can stay calm and collected from the outside, so I wasn't worried about drawing too much unwanted attention.
Majority of the people look straight up more concerning and a lot of the kids were hyperactive and drew all the attention.
Some probably noticed, but no one wants to waste time on that.

As for the fear of being seen, I was definitely a bit anxious at first, but it dissipated quickly. Everyone is very concerned with themselves or their kids and avoids confrontation.
The only horror scenario was when I had to put my backpack into some locker with a magnet they hand out so you can retrieve it after the ride. I had major issues understanding and handling this simple mechanism so someone had to help lol.
Also was very schizophrenic about my phone flying out all the time.

The finale was the worst. After the amusement park, I had constant flashbacks about being on a ride, in a free fall tower or other contraptions that swing you around. Going to sleep was difficult. Closing the eyes conjured up a visual ride with the feeling.

>>81877563
Never had the guts to take acid in public but sure sounds like a ride. I can imagine that the lines and mass of people were a buzz killer

>>81877726
Yes it was honestly horrible. Not recommending because of that.

>>81877804
A friend of mine used to ride his bike around at night on acid and said it was fun. Maybe something to try

>>81877563
you did a fear and loathing type thing thanks for reporting
i always get repulsed by the noises of civilisation on acid and encountering any people makes me anxious. an amusement is probably one of the last places i would want to be.
especially because children.

>>81877563
>You're not worried about people seeing you high there?
nta but taking lsd in public is pretty fun so long as you can handle your shit, one of my best trips was going on a haunted hayride with some friends off 6 tabs it was so surreal and beautiful

anybody need a friend? i do...

I didn't sleep well last night and decided to take one of my vyvanse this morning to get through the day, even though it's usually uncomfortable. In my grogginess I took a pill and then 10 minutes later thought
>oh I forgot to take that pill!
But I hadn't. As soon as the second one went down I knew what I had done. I tried to induce vomiting immediately, because prodrug and did not want that much in my system when I was already tired.
It was an alright day but seems like I'll be up all night with drymouth, irritation, and nothing to do until tomorrow. Brutal.

>>81878780
just tacking this on because there is nowhere else to say it
>tfw whenever I have a drugfeel, the thread is basically already done and dies before even /r9k/ anons can tell me
>you are a fucking retard but that sucks man

>>81878761
I am regularly distrought about not being able to talk about drug stuff with other people. I have no one who cares at all about this stuff. Furthermore, I awkwardly push it into conversation because it takes up so much of what I think about that I feel like I can't help but try to talk about it. It's like if you went sky diving (or any other extreme experience) but the next day had to tell absolutely nobody about the experience. As a result of this pushing it into conversation, people cut me off and I come to realize that I have accidently burned another bridge, yet again.
>>81878780
I figure that the effects would last their normal amount throughout the day, but that they would wear off long before bed, no? Like, increasing the intensity wouldn't increase the duration into the night, right? I haven't used those extended release stims though, so idk if they are different like that.
>>81878839
>tfw
It's a relatable feel anon. That, and in any other type of thread which is on-going, eg. a "QTDDTOT" thread on other boards. I feel it then gets modulated by the time of day, like at times associated with peaks/troughs in activity from given regions of the world.

>>81879039
So Vyvanse is dexamphetamine with the amino acid lysine attached to the molecules. This means that the drug absolutely cannot be active until it is processed by the liver to remove the lysine. No snorting, no crushing. It's fully chemical. Because the release is dependent on your liver, this also means that the amount of drug in your system is also dependent on your liver's speed.
Practically what this means is that you can only get so high off of Vyvanse at one time because no matter how much you take, your liver processes it at pretty much the same rate. Taking more doesn't get you higher, it just makes it last even longer in the case of Vyvanse.

>>81879039
The other XR meds work differently. Adderall xr is literally just the amps coated in wax beads to make it go through your system a little slower. Concerta XR has a VERY hard plastic capsule with a tiny hole on one end and a sponge on the inside of the other so that as it slowly gets wet, the sponge expands and slowly pushed the meds out of the capsule.
As far as I know, Vyvanse is the only amphetamine with a chemical extended release rather than physical.

>>81876255
Dear mother of God, are you still with us anon?
Imagine the dope drip from a pile that big. Images like this get me so excited because I'm a Benzedrex poorfag lately. Someone post a dope pipe with a FAAAAAAAAAT pile of melted dope

>>81876255
I'm so desperate to get a detailed description of this if you actually did it kek

>>81876255
>Unimaginable throat and sinus pain
>Dope drips that make you feel like your heart is gonna explode when each drip hits your stomach

>>81872674
Lol, I just got back on my meds at my mother's request. This is kind of funny.

Whats the most you've ever spent on a drug transaction? Just dropped $500 for some shrooms

>>81879957
Can't say on here

I got 400mg worth of tramadol still left, I have tolerance for the past two days but not that much, It's gonna be a fun friday night

>make Archetyp account
>gets taken out by the feds before I can buy anything
>make Abacus account
>taken out/exit scam a day later
I didn't get any funds trapped in either but man it feels like I just missed out on the golden age. Now you have to navigate all these private markets and relatively unknown vendors to find the good shit.

>>81836598
yeaa i'm alright now that i can pee without needing a tube going directly through my urethra into my bladder, that shit was awful

>>81870651
analogue (RC) of methadone

Addy is the best, makes you productive, feel good, and it lasts for hours.

Meth is the best, makes you "productive" on useless tasks for 13 hours, feel good and lasts for several days

>>81880133
when would you consider the golden age?

Does anyone just take small amounts of Oral meth as a cheaper substitute for Adderall or is that just retarded because of the toxicity

Just beat Death Stranding 2 and it was an incredible emotional journey. I was blazed out of my gourd on dabs for the entire game and it was a blast. Now I'm eating pizza and watching sumo, prolly gonna pull an all nighter. Stay blessed anons.

Greetings anons. I have a question for the degenerates who actually do hard drugs. Let's say you want to read a lot, without all the mental fatigue and decide to experiment by ingesting meth, from a glass of water for example.

>Will it work?
>How much for a first timer?
>Can you describe the high for me, stating the difference for oral ingestion and smoking?
>How long it lasts?
>Is it really that much of an addictive drug?

Thanks in advance, anonymous.

>>81881036
I read books and listen to music for 10-14 hours straight while on acid and for 3-5 hours on shrooms. You don't need to take meth if you want to read for hours straight without mental fatigue.

>>81881145
Anon, you have a point, fair enough. Maybe next time doing psychs I'll read. I still wait for my questions to be answered. Because I'm curious... Like in a "what if..." Manner.

Any help is appreciated.

Duddde I feel so fuckiiing good man my voice is deep as fuck right now, these trams still hit like a train nigga, whart the fuck is going gon

I hope I didnt ruin my body yet with some pretty shitty drug decisions

>>81880958
NTA but I really want to know what it's like. Done a lot of Addy but not this stuff, and I don't have my script anymore so I have no choice really.

>>81878369
seconding this, one of my most memorable and best acid trips I went to an aquarium with my boyfriend and listened to death metal in an underwater sea dome and heard some dad tell his little kid "don't touch your poop!" in the stall next to me while I was in the bathroom and I had to fight so hard to not bust up laughing.

took 2 much opis and now i can't pee D:

200ug in
just gonna chill on my balcony all day with music

>tfw sober and broke
Damn dude this shit sucks

I am gonna visit a cardiologist

>>81882881
I feel like commies romanticize commieblocks because subconciously they know even poverty is better when you are mostly surrounded by white people but they aren't allowed to have that thought so they sublimate into aesthetisizing the blocs.

Took three doxylamine tablets to get all sleepy eepy. Feels very nice.

I should have switched to vyvanse from ritalin a year ago
wow

>>81865074
Weed gives you more estrogen which is why you feel that way anon

>>81883292
Why?
How does it feel?

quick how much does xanax go for per mg for i dont wanna get le scammed

>>81881773
dude it's crazy how much tramadol lasts for me, I still feel somewhat chill and I still have my pupils constricted, it still is hard to pee but not impossible like before

I think constricted pupils are cute

>>81883783
less side effects
better effects

>>81884611
can you elaborate? Im on ritalin right now and i think its fine but something longer lasting sounds better. So far no real side effects.

>>81884633
I have had bad side effects on ritalin, so you probably wouldnt benefit as much
But its more consistent
My appetite is still better
ritalin locks me down i dont do much on it

>>81884676
>But its more consistent
How much more? Does it rise fast and decay slow? Does it just stay consistent until the body runs out? I hate the ups and downs i have on ritalin but if there was some way to sustain the feeling of 10mg or maybe more of ritalin over a day with no rebounds i would be very happy.
Is this sorta what vyvanse is? I keep reading about 13 hours of effect but surely that can't be at any useful level, right?

hypothetically, if you were to choose one or more drugs to off yourself with, what would you pick? ive heard heroin is nice, id probably do that.

>>81884709
my body cannot process ritalin correctly it seems.
So my experience probably wont mean that much to you
I feel more like myself on vyvanse, if you know what I mean
effect duration i dont really care about so much
For me ritalin always lasted very long, especially the retarded ones

>>81884709
also on ritalin i pretty much only want to jerk off, havent had that on vyvanse so far
thats a plus

>>81865074
Acid made me bisexual

>>81884728
>I feel more like myself on vyvanse, if you know what I mean
Yeah i think i know. The first time i took something against ADHD i just was sooo mellow. It reminded me how things sometimes used to be. Surprisingly this effect seems to be gone now but it helps a bit with focus still i think.
>For me ritalin always lasted very long, especially the retarded ones
Im still finding out when to take them. So as part of this finding out i took a Ritalin LA 4 hours before bed just now. I took one 8 hours before bed once but felt no difference. To be honest i sorta don't feel it at all now. Maybe just one week is enough to get used to them?

>also on ritalin i pretty much only want to jerk off
Nofap got a lot easier after i started taking ritalin. I know that people use it for stimfapping and stuff and im sure that if i were masturbating it would amplify that but i feel no additional drive from ritalin.

Anyways how do the dosages differ between ritalin and vyvanse? And still, how consistent is the vyvanse? Any spikes or drops? A flat line?

Did too much speed and constapated myself.
Now detoxing. Still got 1.5g and a heap of benzos so it'll turn out alright. T-break goal of 2-3 weeks.
Listening to stardew valley ost and chilling l.

>>81884844
spike at first, but then pretty flat
>dosage
I am on 20mg of vyvanse
better then 60mg of ritalin

>>81885031
>spike at first, but then pretty flat
damn that's perfect.

How do you get into a dialogue with the doc about changing meds? I don't want to name it outright and sound like a junkie but i don't know how long it might take otherwise.

>>81885064
Talked about some issues I was having with ritalin and after he said we could increase dose I asked to switch meds instead
And since its so much better I will never switch back I think
No harm in asking
But im sure it depends on the doctor
I did not think I would be sent home with script the same day either

>>81885140
Aight. Thanks for all info.
Im in the evaluation period right now where the dose keeps rising so if at some point im still not happy I'll just complain.

>But im sure it depends on the doctor
Well mine is a little conservative with these things and vyvanse being a lot newer than ritalin in my country might cause issues.

>>81884890
Also my muscles are sized up. Hope I didn't cause any damage to my body. It's just that once I stsrt I just keep redosing every 20-40 mins until I need to go to bed. Learning some hard lessons here; thenkfully no withdrawals. Any advice on how to manage big doses and harm reduction using amp is welcome.

>>81885157
let me guess european?
me 2

>>81885169
maybe buy a time lock safe?

>>81885181
yeah. Its available in our markets since 2019 or something.

>>81885206
Well, the only thing that makes me relapse is bordom. I used to handle my bordom with weed but can't smoke anymore cuse it hits me badly.
I only redose that frequently since my tolorance is so high. I remember getting spun with 60mg ritalin; now I need hundreds of mgs for a mild effect. The answer for that is a break. What I worry about is the damage such doses have on my body (maybe can use supplaments for harm reduction but don't know where to start). Althogh I don't have withdrawels or hangover the next day. I won't use it cuse I know I won't feel anything, but once the break ends it's a free for all.

i will never experience music the way i did the first time ever getting high on thc
never ever again. this was 15 years ago.
first times, make em count

i have a thought
i write it down somewhere
like a machine constantly outputting to nothing
why do i feel the need to share my thoughts?
nothing else to do

gpt says:
>it's a form of resistance against entropy

>>81885715
It's human to want to share your experiance

>>81885490
Nothing like my first acid trip. All colorfull and the music played right through me.

>>81885411
idk then, try other drugs during the break i guess

>>81886332
Did it. It's always the same story of building tolorance and having to stop; idk how addiction works if drugs stop working for you after a few uses(tho I know it's a real issue that ruins lives). I'll just have to be strong. Thanks for the advice tho.