>>81826208
Society has nothing for me anymore. I dont care about money, women, anything that most people consider important really. Tbh, I cannot imagine how my life will be after my dad, mom, and grandma passes away, since they are the only people that somewhat care about me. When they are gonna I will have nothing else left. I tried having a normal life, like working, getting friends, life experiences, relationships, I could say I "self improved" in a massive way, but still, when I lay down on my bed at the end of the day, everything feels the same as before, or even worse. It feels as if no matter how much I improve and change there is something lacking, there is something wrong. Maybe its my wagecuck job? Maybe its my lack of women affection? Maybe its me using this site? Maybe its civilization/society as a whole.