Thread 81826357

how has your day been going so far anon? are you feeling okay? watched anything cool recently?

Lazy. It it's a rainy, summer day, so I don't really feel like getting out of my bed. Thankfully my neetbux have me covered.
>watched anything cool recently?
no, but I play Blue Archive a lot, since I don't have to use emulator anymore
How about you?

>>81826357 (OP)
by the way, if you grab an image from booru and the filename begins with "sample_" then it's not the full resolution of the pic

>>81826380
>I don't really feel like getting out of my bed
ahh neither do i honestly. i kinda feel guilty about it though. are you able to nap during the day?
>Blue Archive
based. i like it too. though i stopped playing cause it kinda got boring after i finished the main story.which characters do you like? i love arisu and mari!
>How about you?
today's been a bit meh. compared to the days before, its good. had a rough last few days. i've started to watch welcome to the NHK and i like it a lot!
i guess because its kind of relatable...
>>81826394
yeah, some anons made me aware of it in the past but, i kinda forget to click on the show full image and also if i do then the images end up being too big to post on here.
also picrel

>>81826357 (OP)
hyperfocus maxxed for 10 hours switching between studying programming and making helldivers 2 builds
still feels like I just woke up. I'm falling asleep though

>>81826357 (OP)
hello, my day was relaxing, I went on a nice walk and got food
also later I did some wierd stuff and now I'm going to game

>>81826521
>are you able to nap during the day?
Not really, I've rested plenty during the night.
>which characters do you like?
every girl is my precious student who I'm attached to
but I'm particularly fond of Tsurugi and the rest of the JTF
>i've started to watch welcome to the NHK and i like it a lot!
dam, I remember watching it in high school, thinking "would suck if my life turned out lik this, wouldn't it?"
It did, but difference is that there was no Misaki. Other than that, it's all the same.
>i kinda forget to click on the show full image
RMB + save link or save the content of the link, something like that, depending on your browser

>>81826521
>i kinda forget to click on the show full image
you can set it in the boorus options without an account to show the original by default.
>also if i do then the images end up being too big to post on here
Use the 4chanXT userscript then. It automatically downscales images to fit the limit.

Anyways im the guy you talked about ADHD meds with. To be honest they are not that impressive, or at least the ones i have. They last only a couple of hours and are usually taken in the morning because they might hurt your sleep. Basically useless for drawing in workdays.
Anyways im trying to do more and more from imagination with less fitting references to get me thinking. Will do a proper study session on wednesday as im home earlier and with a lot more energy.

>>81826554
>studying programming
what are you studying exactly? (i know nothing of programming besides python)
>making helldivers 2 builds
oh i love helldivers 2! what kind of builds are they? would mind sharing some?
>>81826572
>I went on a nice walk
thats nice! was it in nature? and what did you get to eat?
>I did some wierd stuff
...what do you mean anon?
>>81826588
>every girl is my precious student who I'm attached to
holy mother of based... i kneel...
>tsurugi
i like her gimmick, but if i had to choose a member of the JTF then id go with ichika
>"would suck if my life turned out lik this, wouldn't it?"
...i used to browse this place in high school thinking i'd never end up like this but well, here i am.
>no Misaki
sad. i havent gotten very far in the anime but misaki kinda seems too good to be true for the anime aswell... i think she might be secretly evil.
>>81826658
>you can set it in the boorus options
>Use the 4chanXT userscript then
humu, thank you for the information! i will do that.
also nice to see you again anon! i actually ended up finding that thread you posted in with the funny id. i posted the bant chan edit with the team captain hat from tf2. and my id had "onions" in it...
>They last only a couple of hours
ah that sucks. even with higher dosages or you havent tried that yet?
>Will do a proper study session on wednesday
good luck then! also i like the drawing you posted! very good work

Pretty boring. Laying in bed all day watching some seasonal slop. Yesterday was great though, went to see the 50th anniversary of One Flew Over The Cukoo's Nest with a buddy. Love that movie.

>>81826808
>nice! was it in nature?
yes, it was calm
do you like going on walks anon?
>and what did you get to eat?
got some raspberry ice cream
>what do you mean anon
I'm not sure if I should tell you but I stuck a needle in my hand vein to draw some blood
I said it was be wierd
And how are you doing today?

>>81826808
>holy mother of based
That's the only proper mindset of getting into BA. It's impossible to enjoy the game if you don't look at the students like kids trying to find their place in the world.
>ichika
I wish I didn't miss her event with Kasumi. Event theme was just too good.
https://bluearchive.wiki/wiki/File:Track_167_Mitsukiyo_Hidden_Treasure.ogg
>she might be secretly evil.
I wouldn't look at characters in moral categories, especially since she is one of the main ones.
>>81826844
Hehe. Do we only have either grinders or lazy cows here?

>>81826357 (OP)
Been watching takopi no genzai. Shit is just sad man

>>81826808
>even with higher dosages or you havent tried that yet?
Higher dosages do not affect how long Methylphenidate (Ritalin) works. You can make it more intense but if you feel it working for 3 hours at 10mg, the same will probably hold true for 40mg. But again, im not a doctor(don't take anything as advice). There is a drug that works for around 9-12 hours but that is something i can't just switch to by myself. Might take a while to get medically cleared again. In the meantime a higher dose and smarter timing with the risk or worse sleep is the way to go for me. I already took one pill around 8 hours before sleep with the drug supposedly being able to disrupt it a long while after it stopped working which supposedly takes around 8 hours too but i slept just fine.

>also i like the drawing you posted! very good work
Thanks. According to /ic/ a lot of people are unhappy with their art when they are switching from copies or heavily referenced drawings to ones from imagination which is probably what im experiencing. Wednesday however might change that for the better. Rehashing the basics after not drawing for god knows how long is sure to make things better.

>>81826937
>copies or heavily referenced drawings
which is also something you are supposed to do to build your visual library, according to /ic/ again.

OPie. Could you post your drawing? I'm learning as well and I'd like to see how we differ.

>>81826357 (OP)
I didn't sleep until 6 am today and woke up at 3, i feel like shit, I still haven't eaten anything and im just sitting in bed waiting for nothing

>>81826844
>some seasonal slop
whats this slop called anon? I kinda feel like i've already watched all the good anime that exists because everything seems so damn boring nowdays.
>went to see the 50th anniversary
that seems fun. what about the movie makes you love it so much?
>>81826852
>do you like going on walks
yeah!! walking alone in nature, makes me feel at peace. i love it. i wish there were more places here where i could do that, and sometimes i wish i had someone to go with. do you prefer nature too?
>raspberry ice cream
yum. i love strawberry personally.
>to draw some blood
hmm.. have we talked before anon?
also, why did you need to draw your blood?
>it was be wierd
oh its nothing too weird, i expecting way worse things.
>how are you doing today?
im overall okay. heart aches, but im doing better than the last few days. i wish i had something to do honestly besides playing guitar.
>>81826885
>trying to find their place in the world.
just like everyone else is, in the end. and everyone could use some help with that i think
>Event theme
honestly, almost every song i've heard in BA is a banger. its actually crazy how they manage to put out good song after good song so consistently. i love the soundtrack so much. the bunny squad themes are my favourite
>>81826908
>Shit is just sad man
well... i do like sad animes... would you say its also good?
>>81826937
>don't take anything as advice
well, its not like i can just start taking drugs anyway... though sometimes i wish i could
>but i slept just fine
do you usually have trouble sleeping aswell if you dont take any meds? i do. takes me ages to sleep and i probably dont even sleep enough.
>>81826937
>heavily referenced drawings to ones from imagination
i always kinda wondered just how much reference artists use to make their own art. i always imagined they make everything from scratch.
>>81827018
that sucks. you should really eat something though, its bound to at least improve your mood somewhat!

>>81827099
>do you usually have trouble sleeping aswell if you dont take any meds? i do. takes me ages to sleep and i probably dont even sleep enough.
Yeah i do. And even when getting enough or too much sleep i still feel weak. The meds work against it but it seems i can overpower them to the point where i can sleep as if i never took them, which is still not very good sleep however. Never tried sleeping while the meds are actively working at their peek however.
Also i have never made good experiences with sleep supplements.
>i always kinda wondered just how much reference artists use to make their own art
There are occasional threads about this on /ic/. From what i remember almost everybody uses references, especially for poses and when studying. The better you get the less you have use them but its still a fairly basic building block i think.

Also thanks for participating in the /bant/ thread. I think it has an underrated OC community which needs to be fueled. From what i get there is the italian drawfag, one other, me, and the british shizo frogposter. At least these are the ones i know off.

>>81827099
>wish there were more places here where i could do tha
do you live in a big city? maybe you could take a train someone nice?
>someone to go with
do you think that'll happen any time soon?
>do you prefer nature too?
yes, it's lovely though I enjoy urban places too, I like looking at old buildings
>have we talked before anon?
maybe, I'm not sure
>why did you need to draw your blood?
just out of boredom I think
it's interesting and breaking though the mental barrier is fun in a way
>expecting way worse things.
I guess this place is just this strange
>overall okay
that's good
>heart aches
why?
>wish i had something to do honestly besides playing guitar.
what about bideo games and movies?

Skipping breakfast is a good way to manage med intake.

>>81827182
>even when getting enough or too much sleep i still feel weak
yeah... same. it really doesnt matter how much i sleep i always wake up tired and im tired throughout the entire day
>Also i have never made good experiences with sleep supplements.
have you ever taken sleep pills? i was considering starting to take them.
>almost everybody uses references
that makes sense. i guess its a lot easier that way. what kind of references do you use? do you just pick a drawing you like and try to copy the pose?
>Also thanks for participating in the /bant/ thread
my pleasure! i love those kind of threads. i wish there was more OC rather than the same shit getting spammed over and over again...
>>81827403
>do you live in a big city?
i live in a city, but its not really big. you can kinda get to nature in 20 minutes of car, though, most of it is private property so... we got a few parks, and one park is literally just a real forest with some paths. i like going there from time to time to walk or bike.
>take a train
honestly i've never really looked at things far from where i live cause im a bit anxious about going alone. and also i dont have money for tickets lol
>do you think that'll happen any time soon?
i highly doubt it, but who knows!
>I like looking at old buildings
i like doing that aswell. its one of the very few thngs i like about my city, there's lots of old buildings here.
>maybe
hmm... i just remember an anon that made a thread about bloodletting around a week ago so i thought it was you
>it's interesting and breaking though the mental barrier is fun in a way
uhm, i see... well just try not to hurt yourself okay?
>why?
loneliness is eating it alive
>bideo games and movies?
unfortunately, they kinda dont do the trick for me anymore. if its something new, then it might keep me interested for a while, but i still get bored in no time. i think my brain had enough of consooming.
and, how are you feeling?
>>81827492
hi randal. do not skip breakfast. very bad!

>>81827524
Okay maybe "skipping" is not the word here, I mean I still have 3 meals a day but also these days I sleep until 1 PM usually so it's more like a brunch I guess? I understand need breakfast when you wake up at like 6 or 7 AM and need to hurry up and rush out of the house but when you're not in a hurry anywhere extra calories aren't THAT nessesary I think. Even when I used to get up at 6 AM I don't have time for a proper meal I usually just had a mug of tea for the first caffeine dose and also to wash down pills. Does anyone here have a problem that when you eat something and immidiately start moving your stomach gets upset? Cause I have that and I hate it (that's why I prefer not to gorge myself in the morning if I'm gonna have to run to bus stop).

>>81826357 (OP)
Good day huanon, i shall hope that the day has been prosperous for yourself, because i am too much of a lardarse to read all the messages. I myself have been good, had a sasusage roll for the day which was quite exciting. I watched lain for the first time recently, but i feel i am too slow to comprehend it correctly unfortunately. Have a good evening too i suppose.

just napped
>>81826808
>what are you studying exactly? (i know nothing of programming besides python)
specific comms protocol libraries as how they're used in C++ and Python. Pythoning around more because it's quicker and I don't need C++ compactness and precision at the moment
>oh i love helldivers 2! what kind of builds are they?
they're for CQC against ambushes cuz that's where the game is the most intense. it's basically to build around heavy medic armor with whatever has manageable good stopping power against light melee enemies as you're shooting at melee range (protip: not eruptor, not breakers, not the knight, not the sickle) and stratagems that either prepare you for this or are unlikely to kill you or end up being useless.

>>81827524
>it really doesnt matter how much i sleep i always wake up tired and im tired throughout the entire day
From what i get its a typical symptom of ADHD.
Nothing i ever did put a dent into the sleepiness besides these ADHD meds and some music, the latter of which kills my focus, caffeine is completely ineffective for me too. I can drink a cup before bed and sleep just like normal. I don't drink coffee because of the side effects however.
Still very weird. On one hand i can't sit still and need to physically do something and on the other im so tired always.

>have you ever taken sleep pills?
Not any that need prescription. And I'd rather not just to keep my meds intake easily reviewable.

>do you just pick a drawing you like and try to copy the pose?
usually yeah, this is what most do with figure drawing i think. If i want to copy a character or style i chose something that vaguely resembles my target pose as that is good enough in that case.
As for anatomy studies i don't see why i couldn't just use myself. My skinny ass shows all the muscle groups and bones with ease plus i get any pose i want for free and immediately.

>i wish there was more OC
I do too. Half of my motivation is to draw fluffy cuties and the other half is having fun on /bant/ and the like. Nothing of note was produced today however.

>>81827524
>most of it is private property so... w
oh that's sucks
do you have any national nice big parks to walk around in?
>real forest with some paths
that sounds nice
>anxious about going alone.
that's understandable
>and also i dont have money for tickets
how expensive are they?
in my country there pretty cheap
>lots of old buildings here
do you any favorite styles?
I used to dislike brutalism but now I really like it
there are many buildings like that here
>remember an anon that made a thread
it was me! hello again
>well just try not to hurt yourself okay?
don't worry anon but thanks for caring
>loneliness is eating it alive
I'm sorry to hear that
I'm guessing you don't have any friends?
>brain had enough of consooming.
or maybe it's depression
>and, how are you feeling?
I'm well
fortunately I don't really feel loneliness besides at night when sometimes I wish I had someone to cuddle

>>81827577
okay then dont eat breakfast its not like im your dad anyway. (and i dont eat it myself either most of the times)
>immidiately start moving your stomach gets upset?
yes. i need my rest time after eating preferably with a pillow on my tummy. if i move too much i throw up
>>81827590
>had a sasusage roll for the day
neato. did you make it?
>lain
i also tried to watch it but i got only to episode 8 or something like that cause i genuinely just got bored. maybe i dont get the story or somethng but i dont see why people love that anime so much. you have a good evening too!
>>81827596
>specific comms protocol libraries as how they're used in C++ and Python
oohh yes of course! *nods in agreement and pretends to understand
>>81827596
>ambushes
you mean stuff like predator bugs?
>medic armor
couldnt you take the supply pack instead to have near infinite stims?
>good stopping power against light melee enemies as you're shooting at melee range
are you talking about the cookout? its what i've been using against predditor bugs and it works so well that it makes the game boring (so i stopped using it)
>stratagems
hm something like gas strike and strafe runs i guess. usually i always take napalm barrage unless im against bots. its way too overpowered
>>81827688
>caffeine is completely ineffective
caffeine makes me even more sleepy... make that make sense. i dont like coffee much either bleh.
>On one hand i can't sit still
>on the other im so tired always
tell me about it anon... im the same. though, recently i feel like my tiredness is taking over everything, cause i cant find the motivation to do anything. it might just be depression acting up.
>Not any that need prescription
and im guessing the ones you tried didnt do much. sigh. are we ever gonna be able to feel rested i wonder.
>anatomy
i kinda overlooked that part of art. would you say its really important to know it properly?
>Nothing of note was produced today however.
quality over quantity!

>>81827872
Even if you were that would be alright for me, my dad is pretty chill.
>yes.
Good to know I'm not the only one, I've been a subject to gastritis scare lately (because of how my allergy showed itself).

>>81827789
>any national nice big parks to walk around in?
oh we have a lot of those actually, but they're all very far away from where i live.
>that sounds nice
it is! it really feels like im just wandering in some random forest. have you ever been in a place like that?
>how expensive are they?
oh they're not that expensive, its just that... i need to save money for school expenses and other stuff. i really cant spend anything until someone finally hires me.
>do you any favorite styles?
anything that looks even remotely medieval piques my interest! forts, towers, walls, murals, churches, anything. i also like gothic styles.
>brutalism
i think it has its charm. i dont dislike it, but i would never want to live somewhere where brutalism is prominent. unless its the apocalypse.
>it was me! hello again
hehe hello! i knew i remembered you from somewhere
>don't worry anon
(i will keep worrying probably)
>I'm guessing you don't have any friends?
i do have friends. though most of them are online and, also the kind of loneliness i feel isnt really something friends can fix i fear.
>or maybe it's depression
it is most definitely depression yes but im honestly also just tired of being in my room all the time. ive already wasted enough years of my life and i wanna do something new
>I don't really feel loneliness besides at night
hmm i see. at night it usually gets sooo much worse, since i cant really distract myself with anything. really wish i had someone to hug
>>81827929
>my dad is pretty chill
from what i remember you told me about him he has good taste in music so he's cool in my book

>>81826357 (OP)
>work was tougher than expected
>took more hours than expected
>we had to clean up some nasty oil soup on the roof
>then bring down & up stuff with the help of a mobile crane
>it was like a truck that could transform into a crane
>managed to get myself to go to the gym after work
>saw the new one piece episode
>I had to cry
>the new Rick & Morty episode continues the strong streak of season 8

>>81827872
>caffeine makes me even more sleepy
How i get it that is just another indicator that there is indeed something with your brain not working with dopamine properly and that stuff.
Could also be however that it has a similar effect to the proper meds and you may be confusing some hint of mellowness for tiredness? My first ritalin dose made it really tempting to go the bed just because of how slowed down everything felt. You get awake and focused but if you have nothing do you just want to rest i guess.

>cause i cant find the motivation to do anything. it might just be depression acting up.
Ha, its hard not be under these circumstances.
100% in the same boat.

>and im guessing the ones you tried didnt do much
Not a lot of success. I think the melatonin spray did make me more sleepy once but that was after i woke up and not while i was falling asleep :^)
>are we ever gonna be able to feel rested i wonder
It is kinda nice to be reminded of bed however. Picrel also.

>would you say its really important to know it properly?
If you are not drawing people or animals then probably not but if you are then it and perspective are must haves. I actually get perspective i think but its easy to forget and not apply. I still need to learn everything in general tho.

>>81828057
>the new Rick & Morty episode continues the strong streak of season 8
K, I'll watch it, baka.

>55 seconds ago

>>81828091
Sex with Aisu in the Tao thread.

>>81827942
>but they're all very far
are form the us?
>have you ever been in a place like that?
yep, I like forests, there one not too far away from me with nice biig old trees
>to save money for school expenses and other stuff
you go to college?
>until someone finally hires me.
best of luck with that
have you been to any interviews?
>anything that looks even remotely medieval
I always wondered how the buildings look inside, I wish I could sneak in and walk around inside
>never want to live somewhere where brutalism is prominent
I understand
>knew i remembered you from somewhere
it's a small board ^^
>will keep worrying
don't don't, I probably won't do it for the next two weeks to let everything heal up
>feel isnt really something friends can fix i fear.
oh I see so you're looking for a gf?
>tired of being in my room
hope you get a job and have enough free time to go on train adventures :D
>cant really distract myself with anything.
I usually imagine I'm hugging someone and go to sleep that way, I've been doing that for as long as I can remember

Ogey. That was actually a nice episode without all the dumm celebrity references.

>>81828089
>there is indeed something with your brain
that and more shocking revelations at 9..a
>dopamine
damn that thing honestly. my brain is too dumb to make it.
>mellowness for tiredness?
im not sure. i am such a stranger to the feeling that its kind of hard to tell for me when im actually relaxed. most of the time i think im just tired, cuz even though im laying down and doing nothing the thoughts in my brain go at full speed.
>it really tempting to go the bed just because of how slowed down everything felt
hm, interesting. guess it makes sense.
>100% in the same boat.
i pray some day our brain learns how to work properly
>Picrel
immensely based
>If you are not drawing people or animals then probably not
hm, i see. i think that if i started drawing i'd probably draw mostly landscapes.
>I still need to learn everything in general tho
would you like to attend an art school? or take some real lessons or something like that. i wish i had the money for real guitar lessons
>>81828271
>are form the us?
no. me form yurop.
>nice biig old trees
that reminds of a park i visited once with the school when i was a kid. there was this centenarian tree and it was sooo tall. looked cool as hell
>you go to college?
kind of, the european equivalent or something like that
>have you been to any interviews?
i've "been" (it was online) to one. i also directly showed up to some places and handed them my resume myself but alas, no one called back. even though im so nice!!!
>I wish I could sneak in and walk around inside
are there not any museums where you live? some of the old buildings here are open to the public, and actually showcase some curiosities from the medieval era in them. they're very interesting! still havent found a sword anywhere though. its mostly just religious stuff
>I probably won't do it
hmm alright then!
>looking for a gf?
...yes
>train adventures
thank you! i hope so too. do you often go on train adventures?
>go to sleep that way
i guess, sometimes it helps.

>>81826357 (OP)
>how has your day been going so far anon?
boring
i should be playing cs2
fuck
i haven't done anything today except drink coffee, make eggs, take a shower, shave my face
so i feel clean and hygienic which is good, but useless

>>81828409
>most of the time i think im just tired, cuz even though im laying down and doing nothing the thoughts in my brain go at full speed.
same here. Surprisingly a very hard and depressing time reset my brain for a couple of days so i had a reference point. But even with it its easy to confuse mellowness for tiredness.
> i think that if i started drawing i'd probably draw mostly landscapes.
desu why not doodle every now and then? Something to do or maybe even a routine is sure to help. Plus while being very beautiful, landscape art is sorta underrated.
>would you like to attend an art school? or take some real lessons or something like that
if my brain wasn't like this or at least treated and if i had seriously started 5 or 10 years ago, maybe. But right now i don't anything about career or anything else in an official capacity. Everything is self-taught like with most people i think.
>i wish i had the money for real guitar lessons
maybe some day. I'll keep my fingers crossed for you.


Another nice thread, thanks, but im off to bed. Went way too late yesterday. Good night.

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mjPHjWrgKRU
Goodnight desu
>>81828091
oh wow
cute
>>81828373
ye the previous episode was the weakest one so far but at least it wasnt a naruto tier episode lule
>2 episodes left
>gib one lore episode pls
>new south park season 2 look ahead4

>>81828409
>me form yurop.
oh hello
me too
>was sooo tall. looked cool as hell
sounds like it'd be fun to climb it
>kind of
how's that going?
>no one called back. even though im so nice!!!
unfortunately they don't care about niceness
it's kinda annoying, everyone young I know struggles to get a job because they don't get called back while I hear old people complaining how the poor companies are begging for employees but no one wants to work
>there not any museums where you live
never checked
>havent found a sword anywhere though. its mostly just religious
no sword!? that's preposterous!
>alright then!
see! so don't worry anon
>..yes
yea, that's lots of people here
>you often go on train adventures?
no but it's fun
I've been on two
>sometimes it helps.
or you could try listening to asmr or just some yapping

Did a pretty good Lilith run today, too bad the mechanic is hard to get used to.

Came back from work over a hour ago, gonna start painting my model tank.

>>81828433
>i should be playing cs2
then why arent you anon?
>i haven't done anything today except drink coffee, make eggs, take a shower, shave my face
i mean, its okay to take it easy sometimes! you dont need to be productive all the time. relaxing is okay
>>81828594
>desu why not doodle every now and then?
im very ver ybad at drawing, and whenever i do a terrible job at something i get depressed. i dunno, i guess i can give it a try eventually...
>landscape art is sorta underrated
i agree! i love paintings that depict landscapes way more than those that depict humans
>But right now i don't anything about career or anything else in an official capacity
thats fair. though its not really what i meant, would you attend it just because you like drawing? doesnt need to become your job.
>I'll keep my fingers crossed for you.
thank you! ill do my best. have a nice night, thanks for talking with me anon
>>81828800
>me too
bery nice. are you from the east or the west side?
>sounds like it'd be fun to climb it
very! monkey insincts are firing up.
>it's kinda annoying, everyone young I know struggles to get a job because they don't get called back
yeah. its honestly so dumb. "uh muh nobody wants to work" no we DO want to to work, its YOU that dont want to bother hiring people that need to learn cause "uh muh company profits"
ah whatever. i hate the job market and the culture and everything else
>never checked
then you should next time you go out! they can be very interesting
>that's preposterous!
unacceptable even!
>I've been on two
did you go very far?
>or you could try listening to asmr or just some yapping
i do already, and it does help, but yknow. its not the same thing.
>>81828900
whats that?
>>81828975
>model tank
ooohhh so cool! is it a big model or a smaller one? i would love to get a warship model someday. which tank is it?

>>81829086
>are you from the east or the west side?
the center !
>monkey insincts are firing up.
uuuu aaa uuaaa
>hate the job market and the culture and everything else
same same
it makes me furious honestly
and then hierarchy it tries to force on employees
>they can be very interesting
I'll look around
maybe I'll find something nice
thanks for the suggestion
>did you go very far?
about 80km far
the second time was a little closer than that
>its not the same thing.
I know
who knows if we'll ever get to experience the real thing
But I'm not here to make you sad so let's not talk about it

>>81829086
>ooohhh so cool! is it a big model or a smaller one? i would love to get a warship model someday. which tank is it?
Its a 1/35 King Tiger from Tamiya, I am also build a battleship model too. Its a 1/700 Fujimi Nagato Battleship.

>>81829220
>the center !
wao me too!
>uuuu aaa uuaaa
banana mm yes.
>and then hierarchy it tries to force on employees
yea thats just messed up. its especially a problem for me because i tend to always answer back to tone whenever someone yells at me, if i think i've done nothing wrong. and nowdays you can get fired for that, no wonder so many people hate working so much. other than the fact that most jobs nowdays are kinda pointless and give no fulfilment whatsoever. and then there's nepotism...
>maybe I'll find something nice
i hope you do! do tell if you find something interesting! assuming we talk again in the future that is
>about 80km far
the furthest i've went on a train was around 400km. wasnt really comfy... where did you go when you went to on your adventures?
>who knows if we'll ever get to experience the real thing
i hope so... its kind of all i want in life honestly.
i dont mind talking about sad things. but if u dont wanna thats okay.
>>81829410
>Its a 1/35 King Tiger from Tamiya
ohh looks pretty cool!
>Fujimi Nagato Battleship.
wow!! i love nagato!!! and her bigger sisters too. my favourite warship is warspite though. i am definitely getting a model of her eventually!

>>81829496
>assuming we talk again in the future that is
I'm sure we will
anyway I'm going to sleep, goodnight nice anon

>>81829086
>whats that
Why it's The Binding of Isaac of course, the only game that I despise more than my country's government and still play every day. Long story short is that I need more items and they're locked behind certain characters beating certain bosses. I tried out Lilith today and it was quite good but also I just had a A+ Bethany run mostly thanks to her active having god-tier synergies. I barely play these 2 so I figured I could give them a try and what do you know, it went well.

omg a hutao anon thread!!

>>81826357 (OP)
>how has your day been going so far anon? are you feeling okay?
i gobt sick :(
>watched anything cool recently?
Nope. :(

>>81829655
i hope so! have a good night anon
>>81829689
ah ive heard of that game before. mostly from youtubers that raged on it. seems like a game that makes you miserable more than anything
>>81829949
too bad you got to it when im basically about to go to bed
>i gobt sick :(
aw that sucks. you gotta rest up and get better then!
>Nope. :(
then if i may suggest something you should watch Charlotte (not the movie about the spider)

>>81830094
Well, you know what they say: suffering builds character. And honestly for all the ragequit and hair ripping out winning always feels so good.

>>81829496
I am all done now, It'll go along with the seven other tanks I have built.

>>81830329
That's a sick ass Tiger, good job!

Bed time and then gaming time. Being a true neet is good.

anybody willing to give me dating advice?

>>81833034
Sure anon, describe your situation

>>81828373
Ogey. That was actually a nice sex with Aisu without all the dumm D*scord e-celeb references.