>>81831641 (OP)I started this entire thread last night.
>>81823593What do you anons think? The only thing is, I've been an incel all this time till the age of 25 for various reasons, but I've been working on myself a lot, so I've never gotten a chance to have a girlfriend. I feel like my dad, whom I live with, fills that void. I wouldn't want to be separated from him, but I'm certain the only way that could happen would be through death or prison or the like, and this has brought me a lot of anxiety, since he's the closest person to me and nobody else comes close. I used to have separation issues with him when I was a child. I also got enraged when my best friend in middle school stopped talking and hanging out with me and I had an angry episode with him.