>>81831641 (OP)
I started this entire thread last night.
>>81823593
What do you anons think? The only thing is, I've been an incel all this time till the age of 25 for various reasons, but I've been working on myself a lot, so I've never gotten a chance to have a girlfriend. I feel like my dad, whom I live with, fills that void. I wouldn't want to be separated from him, but I'm certain the only way that could happen would be through death or prison or the like, and this has brought me a lot of anxiety, since he's the closest person to me and nobody else comes close. I used to have separation issues with him when I was a child. I also got enraged when my best friend in middle school stopped talking and hanging out with me and I had an angry episode with him.