>>81835328 (OP)Just believed in Jesus Christ as your savior to pay for all of your sins, so you will have eternal life guaranteed.
John 3:16:
"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life."
Committing suicide is not an unforgivable sin btw, it is still a sin, but still can be paid by the blood of Jesus on the cross.
So as long as you have faith in him to save you from the punishment you deserve after all the sins you've done, and the only reason you can go to heaven is because of Jesus that took your punishment on the cross and not your baptism, good works, ect, God will let you in, guaranteed.
Ephesians 2:8-9
"For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, not a result of works, so that no one may boast."
See you in heaven my fren.