I'm really lonely, since I haven't had a friend in almost 15 years and also never had a gf, which I would like to have (at least in the abstract)

>>81845072 (OP)
i think i have never had a friend in my whole life. i was "friends" with normies but it was just social etiquette i didn't truly care about them nor they did care about me.

>>81845072 (OP)
why can't you get friends and a gf anon?

>>81845087
People don't usually get new friends at this age, no people around with common interests, I am alienated and weird from being alone, ashamed of my life and accomplishments
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fHiO2HTGUcA