man i swear when you try to reintegrate as a hikki-neet it's like fighting an army as a cockroach. not only does it feel impossible but it's like you don't even know what you're supposed to be doing because everyone treats you like either you know all this stuff or if you don't you're a retard or something. and plus if you act different in a way they don't understand they other you. and then what? well there's nobody to guide you or help you or any information about it so basically you gotta figure out if it's even worth doing or possible all by yourself. and they you have to figure out what to even do.