Thread 81862877

>Friend committed suicide months ago
>Still seeing him in my dreams
Fuck I want to follow him

>>81862877 (OP)
may he rest in peace anon try going on for his memories

>>81862877 (OP)
>follow him
what's stopping you?
>see him in my dreams
who do you think will see *you* in their dreams?

>>81862877 (OP)
>friend died
>no one told me
>last thing i said to him was i don't want to drink with him

>>81862877 (OP)
https://youtu.be/OmgdndCbaHo

whatever entity is in charge of planting dreams is a sick fuck. i keep dreaming about having gay sex with my dead best friend. i wake up with cum all over my boxers. i have nowhere else where i can say this.

>>81862877 (OP)
Damn, that's rough. Does he say anything? What does he seem like in the dreams? Happy, sad, what? I doubt he'd want you to kill yourself. If you do, who will remember him the way you do?

>>81862877 (OP)
think he did it because you were a bad friend or because you are a bad person?

>>81862877 (OP)
>>81862973
I almost never have my dreams with my deceased grandpa, despite him being with me for most of my life.

But I do have dreams about high school despite me not missing that bullshit.

>has friends
>complains when one dies

It took me about 18 months to move on from my friend's suicide. It's a long road but you'll get to the end of it eventually.

>>81862973
Kek agreed. I used to have weird ass dreams like that a lot, too. Now it's mostly just Silent Hill-tier nightmares.

Imagine being such shitty friends your friends kill themselves, lol