Thread 81868131

I am fat and have been losing weight but it still feels pointless. Like I will get to where I want to be and nothing will change. I have never had a gf or even felt the touch of a woman. If I had hope these things would come naturally. I like guys too but im really picky with guys and am a bottom so have no hope there. I have never felt love in my life and get extremely jealous whenever people talk about their relationships. I dont even have an irl friend group to hang out with and make connections. Is it over? am I just feeling shit or will losing weight not solve fucking anything? I really wanna die but dont want to put my parents through the pain of losing a child.

The only thing you can do is focus on yourself even as stupid and cliche as that seems. Fuck the rest of the world and Fuck what others expect of you. Dont let what others have be your dream. Dont let the normal things others have be your path in life.

>>81868131 (OP)
im a pretty hot twink maybe you'll be attracted to me. if you do ill give you attention every day and tell you to work out and other shit i'll become kind of like a dad to you

>>81868131 (OP)
Your mindset is how you determine things, so yeah, with that attitude it is over, units you learn to stop being a pussy and man up about yourself.

I have no respect for anyone who likes the same sex, so quit that shit because chances are that half of the women out there will find it a big turnoff too. That is not me trying to be a dick, it is just the word on the street in some of the places around where I have lived over the past while.

>>81868356
this is probably fake but I can give my discord if u want. Even just the motivation would be nice I guess

>>81868131 (OP)
even if you can't control anything else in your life you can still control your body
and when you see the effort you have put in finally paying off, you will feel good

>>81868581
yeah sure i can send you a selfie of mine and you judge if you are into me or not

>>81868671
i think this is the gay version of a hot chick motivating you i want anons to experience what i couldn't

>>81868671
benna_bee

add my discord here. even if Im not into you id still like to have friends so I appreciate the support. To all the other anons thank you for the advice. despite my misery I have no plan on stopping weight loss. Hopefully I can be worth something one day

Doubt is the first step to defeat, despair is the second. If you are motivated enough than there is nothing you cannot do. Never fearfully despair, don't look backwards; stride forward with confidence and zeal. You are in a bad spot right now but a bad period is no reason to waste all the work you have already done.