>>81884413
for context: i grew up in neglect, i was the outcast, the freak, i never felt like i belonged - as time went on, i realized i'm used to it, i am fine alone and i do well with solitude
but at the same time, i also realized that it doesnt really matter - *i* don't need human interaction, but like you said i still need to sustain myself
i still need to talk to the guy at the grocery store to get my groceries
i still need to talk to the waitress at the restaurant to order my food
i still need to talk to my professors at college if i don't understand what i'm doing
and... i still need to talk to the girl if i find her cute
the world doesn't care, it never did
it won't stop for me no matter how i feel or whatever i think of myself - *i* dont need other people, but other people seem to need me
the guy at the grocery store needs a customer like me to keep his business running
the restaurant i went to needs a customer like me to pay the waitress' salary
people *need* me, no matter what i think