>>81887467 (OP)At this point I don't even want love or connection, matter of fact it makes me sad to think about it, just never think about it cuz when I think about it I get emotional, but it's nice to be emotional from time to time, I know I will die alone since i'm very unlikeable, it's a truth that doesn't gets me emotional. I just accept facts, I don't crave human affection, just the occasional attention from anons on the internet