/r9k/ - Thread 81887873

Anonymous 7/20/2025, 12:09:26 AM No.81887873 [Report] >>81888026 >>81888849 >>81888930

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Why the fuck am I so afraid of absolutely everything?

Anonymous 7/20/2025, 12:24:42 AM No.81888026 [Report] >>81888251

>>81887873 (OP)
Because everything is terrifying

Anonymous 7/20/2025, 12:46:37 AM No.81888251 [Report]

>>81888026
Yes. There are ramifications for every action you take and every action you don't. These ramifications can be catastrophic and put you through a lot of pain or even end your life. It's no surprise that fear rules the actions of many.

Anonymous 7/20/2025, 12:47:46 AM No.81888263 [Report]

It's some hormone or neurotransmitter, or maybe inflammation.

Anonymous 7/20/2025, 1:47:34 AM No.81888849 [Report]

>>81887873 (OP)
Low T, smash your shins with a metal bar then go walk in the park.

Anonymous 7/20/2025, 1:58:21 AM No.81888930 [Report]

>>81887873 (OP)
I am really scared of failing, man.
I am scared of showing passion or feelings about something and getting humiliated because of it.

I hate it. But my hatred of myself is greater than my hatred for this situation. I am not only just so fucking bored, I am also afraid, and frustrated.

Intimacy feels like it has something to do with it. Like, as a concept. Intimacy with the world, as in being able to show myself as I am in the world. I just can't do it. I KNOW I will fail, and I will hate it. So I just don't do it.
I wish I could draw, write, play instruments, go out and analyze things on my own, THINK on my own. But I'm a failure and I can't.