Any other robots feel like life doesn't live up to nonreality? I don't know if that makes sense. Real life is dull and empty. Most of my time is spent doing monotonous tasks like driving, work, keeping up with myself etc. But whenever I have a dream it feels so vivid and emotional and interesting, like exploring something instead of just going through the motions. I wish I could dream forever.
Some games feel like that too. Dark Souls 1, Dread Delusion, Elden Ring, Lunacid, and Signalis are games that, to me, feel like something. Unfortunately, much like dreams, I'll latch onto them and suck every bit of feeling out until the ability to explore is gone. I wish I could dream forever.

Yeah, this is what got me into my rpg discord group

Unfortunately they went far left and anarcho communist at the 5 year mark leaving me with the realization that I wasted alot of my life focusing on our stories rather than actually advancing in real life.

Fortunately AI video, image and text generation had saved me the anxiety of creating a new group

i think the entire reason why the whole genre of fiction was created was because real life is boring

>>81887899 (OP)
I read biographies of successful people and I must say that real life can be quite exciting.
But only for the chosen few, really.

Most motherfuckers are too poor and dumb, so they'll trade most of their time for enough money to just.. survive.
Most motherfuckers are too ugly and boring, so they'll never have any interesting romance happen to them.

and so on

Maybe 3% of people actually have lives worth living

The best a man can do is envision a life that matches his innermost desires and do as much as he can to bend reality to resemble it. These alterations will largely take the form of copes for most of us, but it remains true that a man's fantasies can inspire his reality.