just fucked up my shoulder a bit, i miss everyone, this is the closest i could get to killing myself.

i'm just so lonely.

>>81891993 (OP)
okeyyy neygger

>>81891993 (OP)
>i miss everyone
where did they go?

>>81892008
it seems that everyone in my life whom i care about ends up leaving or hating me, it's like it's genuinely imprinted on my DNA.

>>81892019
you're not unique in this lol
>but I'm le experiencing this anyway
yeah and? me too. you're performative and I'd rather avoid people like you because I'd rather kill myself than work with any of your baggage

>>81892056
hope u get the happiness you need man, hope the same thing for me too.

>>81891993 (OP)
If you are lonely and people keep leaving you, it's time to turn inwards. What do you hate about yourself? What can you do to fix it?

blood makes me horny

>>81892019
I have this issue too, but I don't cut or post cutting online. It is understandable if someone has a mental health episode, in private or people near them notice when they are in crisis, but don't cut and share it to the wider internet. That stops being someone in crisis. I hope you find good people who care and don't betray you. >>81892056 I hope you find that too, but your statement about avoiding people like this is what creates people like this. Pot and kettle, I hope you be kinder to others as well.

>>81891993 (OP)
hello anon make sure to patch yourself up
Hope life gets better for you

>>81892128
>your statement about avoiding people like this is what creates people like this. Pot and kettle
yeah maybe all those loneliness epidemics are just from people not engaging in incompatible relationships instead of forcing them out of blind kindness? I'm sure OP isn't interested in nutcases worse than him, either

KEK, faggot

>>81891993 (OP)
Damn I'm sorry about that anon, You wanna talk?

>>81892203
you just know you would piss yourself and castrate your ballsiest if you were to experience what the "faggot" experienced

>>81891993 (OP)
Self harm is the most pathetic and feminine form of self abuse. Just become an alcoholic or something.

Get a better cope like drugs or alcohol.

>>81892269
not as feminine as you getting raped*rapes you*

>>81892199
>people not engaging in incompatible relationships instead of forcing them
Being abrasive and cruel to someone has nothing to do with compatibility towards them. I didn't suggest becoming this person's friend. It is pointed to your comments on how their problems don't matter, and how you'd rather kill yourself than help someone with baggage.
>I'm sure OP isn't interested in nutcases worse than him, either
I'd tell OP the exact same I told you. Everyone has baggage, and if you had someone you knew in trouble they didn't suddenly become "incompatible" because of that. They'll go back to how they were when the crisis ends. When the people you trust fail you by ditching you because you encounter a hardship, that's not incompatibility. It's a moral failing. That is what causes these issues was my point, and you're being mean to someone who was failed by people they trusted like you were. When neither of you should have to feel this pain.

>>81891993 (OP)
>>81892019
>caring about the validation of others
You know what anon, you should kill yourself for being such a pathetic whiny bitch. All the potential you have and you don't have the stomach to even use it because "wahh pain is le bad wahhh", what an absolute waste and insult you bring to those who would kill to have what you have. Obviously you made this post for attention but you should just kill yourself, don't even bother livestreaming or posting about it either, just get it over with so you can burn in hell for all of eternity.

>>81891993 (OP)
>cutting
>on the fatty part of the shoulder
>closest to an hero
lol
lmao even
you should actually just jump onto train tracks
god thats even more embarrassing that then "attempts" of teen girls

>>81892320
>It's a moral failing
you're selling me a narrative that everyone should act entitled and obligated even if it makes them actively suicidal with nothing positive received, no matter what reframings are used.
may you at least vocally consider why your proposal could possibly get rejected?

>>81892337
>you're selling me a narrative that everyone should act entitled and obligated even if it makes them actively suicidal with nothing positive received, no matter what reframings are used.
No, what I am saying is that if you have people in your life who encounter crisis you should be supportive instead of treating them like a tumour because there is now a hurdle. They should be willing to do the same back. I am also suggesting obligations to strangers are simply to call for help if they are in danger, or to not be cruel towards them.
>may you at least vocally consider why your proposal could possibly get rejected?
I can consider why that may be rejected if there is an assumption of extreme sacrifice. I am not suggesting becoming someone's therapist or to befriend every person who needs help. I would never advocate for that. What I advocate for is not being randomly cruel to strangers in crisis, and that people shouldn't betray or abandon the people who are in their lives during hard times; instead they should support them to the best of their abilities. That support wouldn't be self-harming, it would be directing them to appropriate help or reassuring them. If the situation is making you suicidal or overwhelmed, I advocate for assuring the person that you care and won't abandon them, but that you need to temporarily step away for your own mental health. Then returning once the situation has been stabilized. Self-care is important in caring for others too.

>>81892436
reads like chatgpt. oh well here's your (you) anyway
>I am also suggesting obligations to strangers are simply to call for help if they are in danger, or to not be cruel towards them
>That support wouldn't be self-harming, it would be directing them to appropriate help or reassuring them.
snapping them back to reality is the least cruel, most helpful response possible short of not engaging with them and trusting them to handle their own stuff they can handle only by themselves in any case whatsoever.
if you'd ever been at least at the point where OP was, you'd know that the ultimate indifferent but rationally infallible cookie cutter "get therapy" or social signaling reassurance platitudes are volatile ropefuel both short-term and long-term

This nigga made a collage of his self harming pictures

>>81892482
>reads like chatgpt. oh well here's your (you) anyway
It's sincere and hand typed, I just have always typed like this unfortunately. One reason I hate the rise of chatbots.
>snapping them back to reality is the least cruel
The thing is I don't think any stranger can do that, so to me it just comes off as being mean to someone. I agree with you about empty platitudes though, but that's not really what I mean by caring.
>if you'd ever been at least at the point where OP was
I have been in OPs situation many times, and still am. I just don't cut and upload cuts on the internet. If the people closest to me just told me that they were distancing themselves until I got better and pointed me in the direction of help, instead of cutting me off and making themselves impossible to ever reach again. That would have snapped me back. That wouldn't be a platitude, it would show they cared and it would force me to fix my shit. They didn't, they just fucked off after knowing me for years. So knowing that, why should I bother unfucking myself? There's no point. I already lost everything that would motivate me to get help, and I have been shown that no one cares. That's probably the way OP feels too.

>>81892577
so generally seems like one big self-solving "problem" overall, with intrusions being only acts out of boredom, interwar in convenience, or ego inflation (hero/mentor/healer complex, distrust and dismissal in someone's regulatory capabilities). when all three are absent, there's no transactional interest per se, and intrusion does not happen.

>>81892603
>interwar
interest*

phonepost typo award

>>81891993 (OP)
Did you fall or or get cut by a samurai larper?

>>81892603
>>81892577
of course there's also purely aesthetic, subjective interest in intrusion, but criticisms of methods of such are fundamentally pointless. there's no transaction and thus no pursuit of efficiency.

>>81892577
>>81892614
this is circling back to that you finding my reply to OP "rude" is the distrustful incompatibility I was talking about

>>81892603
>>81892614
>>81892630
I will take back calling you rude now hearing out your entire perspective. We may have different tastes, but you are not a rude person.

>>81891993 (OP)
Nigga, please stop cutting yourself. If you're gonna half-ass a suicide attempt might as well not do it. All you're fucking doing is dooming yourself to a lifetime of long sleeves. I've done it myself, trust me. All you're going to do is think back of when you were fucking cutting yourself and think how much of a retard you were. Atleast make an effort to make the scars look cool because you'll be stuck with em for the rest of your life. Oh, and please turn to Jesus. He's the only one who can save you and he wants you with him in heaven. Also stop trying to kill yourself you're given one chance at life don't waste it like a retard