>Tfw all your skinny friends can eat whatever they want and stuff themselves with junk food, but you have to constantly workout, eat little, fear certain foods, and watch your weight to make sure you don't slip up
I hate this world and body so much I want to kill myself.

>>81900360 (OP)
I just ordered tako bell

>>81900360 (OP)
>"you have to"
ah ah ah!

>>81900412
I hope you enjoy. Taco Bell is nice but the shells are over crunchy
>>81900425
Huh?

>>81900360 (OP)
same, i am still fat despite dieting i hate is so much

>>81900455
>Huh?
If anyone tells you that "you have to" do something, try not doing it.

>>81900483
It really is unfair. There might just be a certain point in time where I either choose to starve and waste away or eat as much as I want and blow up.
>>81900495
I told myself I had to

>>81900509
>I told myself I had to
And little to your conscious mind's knowledge, your unconscious self is undoing all of your work. You can't win until you stop fighting yourself.


Just be yourself.

>>81900533
>just be yourself
Just be fat and binge? Yeah, no thanks.

>>81900567
By denying yourself what you want, you're fooling your body into believing that there is scarcity. So, you will hoard. You will overeat instinctually without realizing it. You will store fat. Your DNA will express survival strategies that has been passed down for millions of years.
Unironically, yes. Your body wants you to be fat and binge, so improve your nutrition so that you can satiate yourself with the medicine that you need.

>>81900483
fucking fatoids warping up reality and making up excuses that blatantly break the rules of thermodynamics by giving out witchcraft-tier statements that can always be summed up to "i don't eat anything but i magically gain weight"
if that were true, you'd be captured by government officials and studied profusely, then put inside some sort of newage reactor that transforms your inexplicably self-generating fat into fuel to power up a few major cities, alongside the other millions and millions of fat fucks who also all happen to have a physics-breaking body that reverses fucking entropy, a thing not even the phenomenon known as Reality Itself cannot achieve
OR
you eat too much and you lie to yourself because it's way fucking easier than to actually check the amount of calories you eat per day and to go out of your comfort zone by eating healthy
which one will it be?

>>81900360 (OP)
just enjoy and indulge yourself
you were meant to be fat
enjoy eating
enjoy overeating
enjoy binging

>>81900600
At this point what can I do? You can't do anything in this cursed human body, why are we so flawed?
>>81900640
I won't get fat I don't care I genuinely would rather die.

>>81900693
so are you fat or not? if you're not fat then you have nothing to worry about
if you're fat, either fix it or embrace it

>>81900727
I used to be fat but now I am average weight and I still have a lot to lose

>>81900693
>At this point what can I do?
I already said it, fix your diet. You're not getting enough fiber! Start off with popcorn as a snack, work on up to pounding heads of Romaine.

>>81900360 (OP)
>all your skinny friends can eat whatever they want and stuff themselves with junk food and not gain weight
This was me up until age 19 or so. I was put on anti-psychotics at 17, and thats what I suspect destroyed my metabolism, because after taking those for awhile I put on weight and can no longer just stuff myself without gaining weight. I went from 160lbs at 6'4" at 19, to now 213 lbs at 24. It's a sad life.

you give a man a spaceship, he lives in it

Skinny dude here.
You really have no idea.
>can eat whatever they want and stuff themselves with junk food
You're only seeing them when they actually eat. Food is often a social occasion, and skinny people often gorge themselves when they *do* eat precisely because they're hungry as fuck and haven't eaten much while you weren't watching them. Additionally, they often grab high-calorie foods because they're making up for having not eaten. Not even saying they do it consciously, either.
>you have to constantly workout
You don't constantly work out, or you would be skinny, period. You work out *regularly,* and you body has time to recover from it rather than waste way. Pro-anorexic websites often recommend that people shake their legs while sitting, or pace around, or do other forms of light exercise *literally* all day. Skinny people often just have a nervous disposition that leads them to act like that unconsciously. They pace, or bounce round, or spike their metabolism regularly by sipping caffeinated drinks. THAT is working out "constantly." Your regularly-scheduled workouts, however exhausting, are no substitute for simply never being truly at-rest.
Also, there are outlets for energy apart from working out. You skinny friend might have an active mind (mental labor DOES burn calories), or he might be sick and not know it. Maybe he's got a tapeworm. Maybe bro has loose bowels and doesn't tell you. Maybe bro has cancer and it's eating his food. Maybe bro is inflamed constantly and his body is expending all that food just fighting the damage. Maybe he got sick and his body used all his protein making enzymes to handle the virus. The energy is going SOMEWHERE.
>eat little
"Little" is relative.

>>81901033
good ship Lollipop

>>81901999
>constantly fidgeting
>brain literally never shuts up
>love caffeinated drinks
>often only eat one meal a day (albeit a high calorie one)
>still a fatty
I hate this gay ass world

For most of the really fat people I've ever known, every meal is a feast, and it's surrounded by snacking. Hell of a way to live.

>>81900360 (OP)
I eat twice a day, no snacks, no processed foods except on cheat days, exercise daily, don't consume sugar drinks, and move around a lot. I've done that my entire life. Your skinny friends are skinny because they do some subset of those things too. If you want to eat more then do what I do and hit the weights so you can make muscle mass instead of being a fatass. It's not hard at all.