>>81909910
>I'm not smart at all, i just lock myself in a room for 10+ hours a day when it's exam season.
Well, a lot of people do that (including myself) and still don't get almost perfect grades. You should be proud.
>I could play better than him by the time i was in 6th grade but he refused to enter me into competitions because it's "too much work for him".
Geez, that sounds awful. To be honest, competitions don't mean much, but I guess it's good experience. Most of what you learn would be from your teacher or listening to recordings. I also missed out on a competition because the school messed up my application, so I never actually applied lol. It was frustrating because that year I was quite confident of winning. The song was easy and the guy who won the previous year graduated so he couldn't play anymore.
>I almost exclusively listen to classical, big Brahms and Wagner fan.
Nice, nice, same here. I quite like Brahms but my favourite is Mahler. I used to be play the horn and the horn features quite heavily in them lol. These days I play the piano, which I'm definitely not good at, but I like the sound. I want to see if I can play something somewhat difficult through sheer determination. I've been practising a Mozart Piano Concerto for 4 months, and I can play the first 6 pages lol, just barely.
>Multiple girls i know told me they can't imagine me fighting because i'm "too nice to be violent", as if you need to swear a lot and be an asshole to be able to throw a punch.
Hmm, doesn't necessarily have to be like that. Sometimes, you need to make people feel some consequences, which doesn't have to be a punch. Coming back to insults, you can maybe make it funny (not to the person being insulted), and you can make it clever, which adds a degree of sophistication and playfulness to it unlike mindless aggression. Maybe it's just my cope, but I think that's the best you can do. I don't like having to argue and insult people, but you've got to what you've got to do.
