Thread for discussions about self harm and mutual support

another day and friggin thread

Hello ^^
>How are you doing today?
>Any plans for today?
>When was the last time you hurt yourself?
>Why did you hurt yourself?
>Is there anything bothering you right now?

Here's a bunch of helpful links

>a long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):
https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7

>a first aid post cuting:
https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/

> wound care guide:
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic

> bpd workbook:
https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read

> bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)
https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c

>a bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)
workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:
https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdf

Please don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them

>>81907320 (OP)
hiii cat!! hru? how was your day? I've been waiting for the thread to drop :D

>>81907320 (OP)
>>81907449
Femboys kiss eachother

>>81907449
Heyoo
>how was your day?
pretty alright, I just been chilling and now I'm watching 28 weeks later
>I've been waiting for the thread to drop :D
well here it is :3
How was your day??

>>81907449
>>81907500
Please for the love of God.

>>81907483
pic.

>>81907500
>and now I'm watching 28 weeks later
is it good? :0
>well here it is :3
yippie!!! :D
>How was your day??
good, boring, but good!! started on my game again so that's fun ^^
you have any plans for the rest of today?

>>81907524
erm..

>>81907320 (OP)
youre always on here posting about cutting youre clearly not going deep enough to be posting gay shit on here

>>81907524
this is a wholesome general
no lewd imagery!

>>81907563
>is it good? :0
no it's stupid actually
but enjoyable
>yippie!!! :D
wooo!! >w<
>boring, but good!!
way better than being busy with something annoying
>started on my game again so that's fun
ur game?
>you have any plans for the rest of today?
hmmmm
play something, watch some stream and them listen to music ^^
that's it, wbu?
BUT I'm planning to go on a bikeride tomorrow and maybe even a day after that
the weathers supposed to be nice
and thinking how to craft a clip for my baton, the pouch it came from is a bit big

>>81907563
>>81907650
>this is a wholesome general
no lewd imagery!
Femboys kissing eachother is very wholesome.

Cat x meowster

>>81907650
>no it's stupid actually, but enjoyable
lol okay :D im currently binging supernatural and adventure time
>wooo!! >w<
RAHHHH!!!! >:3
>way better than being busy with something annoying
mhm, certainly
>ur game?
yeah i used to have a game in alpha version, inspired by deltarune and undertale and oneshot etc, im starting on it again.
>play something, watch some stream and them listen to music ^^
sounds cool :D what your fav artist? also what game!! and who you gonna watch?
>that's it, wbu?
play with a friend later, and work on my game i guess ^^ I was thinking abt going to this stuntshow in my town today, it's today and tomorrow but I'm not going today atleast, maybe tomorrow!! they have big monster trucks and scrapped cars they abuse lol
>go on a bikeride tomorrow and maybe even a day after that
oooo!! if it's pretty and you take pics please share ^^
>and thinking how to craft a clip for my baton
baton? are you secretly a prison guard cat :0 ?

>>81907670
kissing is okayy i guess, im pretty sure they're making out in the image though

>>81907918
...TwT, keep dreaming femboyanon!!

>>81908052
>kissing is okayy i guess, im pretty sure they're making out in the image though
Femboys can't contain themselves baka.
>..TwT, keep dreaming femboyanon!!
You would make the best couple though.

>>81907670
no say gex!

>>81908052
>currently binging supernatural and adventure time
having fun?
>game in alpha version, inspired by deltarune and undertale and oneshot
ooaa wanna share any screens?
>what your fav artist?
don't have one I just like songs, do you have one?
>what game!!
roblox :D
>who you gonna watch?
I like watching charborg but he hasn't steamed on a while so I'm watching criken
>play with a friend later
what u gonna play?
>thinking abt going to this stuntshow
sounds like it could be fun
>have big monster trucks and scrapped cars they abuse lol
woa!! >:3
are the tickets expensive?
>you take pics please share ^^
yes sir o7
>baton?
yeah like an extendable one
>are you secretly a prison guard cat :0 ?
nope
trust me :3

>>81908593
>no say gex
You want it. Not with me of course though but that doesn't matter. You and meowster are made for eachother.

>>81908593
>no say gex!
exactly, no pay gorn

>having fun?
i like the shows so yeah :D
>ooaa wanna share any screens?
hmmm, maybe when i refine my sprites :p
>do you have one?
not particularly, i like a big variety of stuff
>roblox :D
woah, me too!!! :D what did you end up playing?
>but he hasn't steamed on a while so I'm watching criken
ah okay, well i hope it was good then
>what u gonna play?
ahem, roblox lol
>sounds like it could be fun
yeah!! or well, i like a bit of action so yeah :D
>are the tickets expensive?
i think so sadly, but my dad offered to pay for it ^^
>yes sir o7
yippie!!! :3
>yeah like an extendable one
uh oh, cat villain arc!?
>trust me :3
uhm.. okay TwT

>>81908815
ahem

>>81907320 (OP)
hey catbro! what's up?

>another day and friggin thread
ain't not rest for the wicked...

>>81907449
hi meowster! how's it going?

>>81907483
hey, dude! always nice to see you liven up thread. ^^ how have you been? and what about that asmr you talked about last time? if you share it, i'll share my favorit as well. :>

>>81908052
>supernatural and adventure time
good choices. it's been a long time since i watched any of these shows though and i never managed to finish either. :/ mostly kept watching supernatural for jensen ackles, but dropped out after season 14, i think. what episodes are you on?

>>81908815
how is your day going anyway?

>>81909470
>exactly
finally a voice of reason
>like the shows so yeah :D
I remember adventure time being super popular
>maybe when i refine my sprites :p
okay ^^
but remember it's fine to show of the crusty one too
>like a big variety of stuff
same what stuff have you been listening to lately? wanna share any songs?
>woah, me too!!! :D
great minds think alike :3
>what did you end up playing?
blood and iron!
>hope it was good then
I'm watching a vid, it's fun
>roblox
what do you play there?
>think so sadly,
;^;
>dad offered to pay for it ^^
'v'
tell us if you end up going
>cat villain arc!?
nope noep I wouldn't hurt anyone (who doesn't deserve it nyehhe >:3)
and I always liked collecting weapons and knifes
or liked the idea of that, because when I was a kid no one would sell me crap
and now that I'm old enough I don't buy stuff because it's expensive !
>uhm.. okay TwT
good boy

>>81909579
Helloo
how's it going today?
>what's up?
I'm chilling, not much today
I watched 28 weeks later and wow that movie was exceptionally bad wow
>ain't not rest for the wicked...
of that's "not resting" then ai can notbrest forever!

>>81909709
>how's it going today?
the day went mostly alright. work was stressful at times, but that's just work. i ordered blackadder on dvd and it arrived today. i remember it being funny, but we'll see. it'll probably take me some time until i feel like watching it, though. at least i got something.

>I'm chilling, not much today
best kind of monday, if you ask me.

>I watched 28 weeks later and wow that movie was exceptionally bad wow
i think i watched 28 days later a very long time ago, watched some seasons of walking dead, played some seasons of the walking dead telltale games and never felt the need to engage with any kind of zombie media after that. i feel like shaun of the dead is still the best film that sub-genre produced.

>of that's "not resting" then ai can notbrest forever!
more of a type and reference of this song than anything else, but yeah. no rest for us.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=qLP9FaocIUk&pp=ygUcYWluJ3Qgbm8gcmVzdCBmb3IgdGhlIHdpY2tlZA%3D%3D

>>81909470
>ahem
I announce you husband and husband. You may get kissed by the bride.
>>81909579
>and what about that asmr you talked about last time? if you share it, i'll share my favorit as well. :>
Go ahead share it but I don't know what you are talking about. Asmr? What kind. I don't remember ever talking about Asmr.
>>81909691
>how is your day going anyway?
Fine I suppose. Emotionally numb but when I imagine you and meowster kissing eachother I was rejuvenated and now I have enough energy to workout.

>>81910131
>Asmr? What kind. I don't remember ever talking about Asmr.
oh. someone was talking about femboy asmr, so i figured it must have been you. i guess i was mistaken. sorry for bothering you.

>>81909579
>hi meowster! how's it going?
ah not much, just chilling and doing some work ^^ (on my project that is)

>>81909691
>I remember adventure time being super popular
yeahh, i watched it a lot growing up
>but remember it's fine to show of the crusty one too
lol okay :3 i just might
>wanna share any songs?
some swedish pop, i listen to a lot of deep stuff or sad songs lol
>great minds think alike :3
indeed >:3
>blood and iron!
oooo okay, hope you had fun then
>watching a vid, it's fun
what's it about?
>what do you play there?
mainly obbies, but i play other cool minigames aswell, my fav is etoh
>tell us if you end up going
yeah!! :D ill take pics if I do
>nope noep I wouldn't hurt anyone
ah okay good!! :D
>who doesn't deserve it nyehhe >:3
uh oh :0 but i should be good im not evil!!
>I always liked collecting weapons and knifes
woah cool, i think knives are pretty cool myself
>and now that I'm old enough I don't buy stuff because it's expensive !
uh oh TwT it's unfair!!! :C
>good boy
:3

>>81910131
>You may get kissed by the bride
but whos the bride then
>when I imagine you and meowster kissing eachother I was rejuvenated and now I have enough energy to workout.
right... well what kinda workout you gonna do?
I hope you enjoy it!! ;D

>>81910202
omg yuanon femboy asmr lover confirmed!?!?

>>81910013
>work was stressful at times
oww as always
sending hugs!
>blackadder on dvd
oo why on dvd?
>probably take me some time until i feel like watching it, though
it's okay to take it slow c:
>best kind of monday
yep :3
oh also I ate cake today
do you any cake left?
oh and how were ur tortillas?
>never felt the need to engage with any kind of zombie media after tha
I feel zombie are going to come back, from the dead hehe and might be popular again ^^
but yeah at one point there was just too much
it's interesting how and why it became so popular
>feel like shaun of the dead
should I watch it?
>not resting" then ai can notbrest forever!
oh wow I murdered that sentence
>no rest for us.
hopefully we can at least die
unlike some fellas mentioned above :3

>>81910131
>Emotionally numb
it's really hard to tell if that's better for worse that feeling sad
what do you think?
>eachother I was rejuvenated and now I have enough energy to workout.
whatever floats your boat I guess
have a nice workout

>>81910214
>but whos the bride then
Who do you think?

>>81910308
wow okay, clever play of pics femboyanon
i like dexter and hannibal more though :3

>>81910214
>watched it a lot growing up
and it somehow missed me
same with gravity falls
>okay :3 i just might
no pressure though
>or sad songs lol
same but lately been listening to more angry songs
>okay
ever played it?
>hope you had fun then
yep and gor angry haha
>what's it about?
ohbI meant to say vod
they're playing mario party
>etoh
what's that about?
>:0 but i should be good im not evil!!
don't u worry you don't deserve any whacking
I like you, you deserve nice things!
>think knives are pretty cool myself
you have any?
>it's unfair!!! :C
welcom to life 3x
>:3
^w^
oh and I finished 28 weeks later, it was extra stupid I rarely care or notice that sounds in movies but wow it was silly

>>81910202
>oh. someone was talking about femboy asmr
That was probably me then.
https://youtu.be/tz_RAoDRNiI?si=mtKNiO1XsXL6nXJX
>>81910202
>right... well what kinda workout you gonna do? I hope you enjoy it!! ;D
Bench press.
>>81910227
I confirmed it a long time ago. I have insider intelligence that has told me that all of you are femboys.
>>81910258
>it's really hard to tell if that's better for worse that feeling sad what do you think?
I prefer not feeling anything.
>whatever floats your boat I guess
My boat.
>>81910341
I tried to watch the Hannibal movie but I gagged.

guess I'll post once today. I learned I'll have to get shots on the 31st. tomorrow I'll probably have a very long drive and will be super busy. and when I start school I'll have to do a ton more work. fun

>>81910214
>just chilling and doing some work ^^ (on my project that is)
oh yeah. i read about that earlier. how's it going along and what's it gonna be about?

>>81910227
>omg yuanon femboy asmr lover confirmed!?!?
well, yes. never had a chance for it to turn out any other way, but i won't share if nobody else does. :p

>>81910258
>sending hugs!
thank you. i needed that right now. (>^-^)><(^-^<)

>oo why on dvd?
because i'm old and sometimes like to watch things on my tv? it will probably be the last one i own, but it's still there. and the dvds have both the german and english subs as well as dubs.

>it's okay to take it slow c:
i will. i always need to until the mood strikes me and it's nice to have something at hand when that happens.

>oh also I ate cake today do you any cake left? oh and how were ur tortillas?
what cake was it? and no. no cake for me. :[ but plenty of other leftovers from the party so, i postponed tortillas for now. i'll make them tomorrow.

>I feel zombie are going to come back, from the dead hehe and might be popular again ^^
sure. can't keep a dead horse down if there's money to be made (see jurassic park), but i'm not sure there's any story left worth telling. and if the plot doesn't interest me, everything else about the movie must be amazing for me to even give it a chace.

>it's interesting how and why it became so popular
i'm not even sure why that happened. you got any clue?

>should I watch it?
i'd say yes. it's a nice parody, but also just a good entry in the genre on it's own.

>oh wow I murdered that sentence
same as i ^^

>hopefully we can at least die unlike some fellas mentioned above :3
let's hope so. pic related.

>>81910379
>gravity falls
watched it when it aired and lurked in the threads on /co/. those were the days. ^^

>>81910453
>That was probably me then.
oh, that's someone i haven't heard about before. thank you. i'll look for something nice to share. be right back.

>>81910459
hello ali ^^
>have to do a ton more work. fun
hope everything goes well fren :<

I got a headache so I'll be goin to sleep now
goodnight friends

>>81910453
this is the one i was talking about. for some reason i keep coming back to it. it's basically my go-to whenever i don't know what else to listen to.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=OpFtvKjA5E8&pp=ygUZZmVtYm95IG1hc3NhZ2UgYnVubnkgYXNtcg%3D%3D

but i'm not sure if you'd like it, so here's another one. he also has an astolfo one :>

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=xH_Spb4NNr0

and this one's more on the boy-side, but the ticking of the clock in the one you send me reminded me of this one.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=k_rBXAiBZYI&pp=ygUYanVwaXRlciB2YSBhc21yIGh5cG5vc2lz

anyways, time for a disclaimer: yuanon, and the cutters general for that matter, are not to be held accountable for any kind of existential dread that might be the result of clicking on any of the links in this post. listener discretion is advised.

>>81911145
>not to be held accountable for any kind of existential dread
hahaha ^^

I am seriously considering cutting my dad out of my life because he knew I had a treatable mental disease but did nothing because suffering would build character.
Is this going too far? is this the wrong place to ask?
It's just so many years of suffering that could have been avoided if he had remotely carted

>>81911134
good night and sleep tight!

>>81911223
;D

>>81911223
i got a couple of nice scratches on my leg, but there's a big one on my tummy, and it keeps hurting when i move a certain way

>>81911251
hi anon!

>Is this going too far?
depends a lot on your current relationship with him, i'd say. if you're otherwise on good terms, you might want to think about it a bit more. you could call it a parenting mistake and try to move on, but it is a big betrayal of your trust and his responsibilities as a father, so if you'd want nothing to do with him anymore, that'd be completely understandable and, i think, justified.

>is this the wrong place to ask?
no, it's fine. you can always welcome to talk to us if you want.

>It's just so many years of suffering that could have been avoided if he had remotely carted
sorry you had to go through that. are you getting treatment now?

>how's it going today

Decided to sniff cocaine on a work night because I'm scum and I lack self-control

>>81911752
>I'm scum and I lack self-control
dude. it's a drug. it's whole purpose is to get you addicted so you pay up. and drugs don't work equally on everyone. some people can drink a bit of alcohol once in a blue moon, others get completely addicted and ruin their whole lifes. if cocaine does the latter for you, you might need to think about getting help. anyways, i don't know about the effects it has. does it impair you the way alcohol does?

>>81911612
Its neutral and he wants to be helpful be he refuses to take my condition seriously and whenever I improve in anynway he attributes it to his own advice. He wont even pretend my condition mattered. I could move on and pretend its nothing but I suffered souch due to this

Yeah getting treatment, holding a full time job for the first time in my life due to it.

>>81911752
Used to abuse alcohol before I got adhd treatment. Maybe you need something similar?

>>81907320 (OP)
Radovan Karadzic will make sure you finally fucking kill yourselves

Radovan Karadzic for office 2028

>>81911885
It started out as a bit of fun, Friday nights. Now I'm worried it's becoming an addiction because this is the 3rd time I've sniffed alone.

I can go weeks without it but when I do take it I take it for days in a row

>>81911925
>he wants to be helpful be he refuses to take my condition seriously
i guess his behavior is formed by his own experiences, but that's not an excuse. if he can't see your problems for what they are and he's so self-centered that he can't consider your contributions to your own recovery, i'm not sure what he could do to help you.

>I could move on and pretend its nothing but I suffered souch due to this
you don't have to. bringing some time and distance between him and you might actually be better for your relationship in the long run.

>Yeah getting treatment, holding a full time job for the first time in my life due to it.
hey! that's great! :D glad treatment is working so well for you. what job did you get?

>>81911969
jeez... it gets really hard to keep track of all this sockpuppet regimes.

>>81912076
>It started out as a bit of fun, Friday nights. Now I'm worried it's becoming an addiction because this is the 3rd time I've sniffed alone.
i guess that's how it starts. i've also made a conscious effort to not drink alone. luckily it's worked for me so far. do you think you can still rein it in yourself?

>I can go weeks without
that's at least something.

>when I do take it I take it for days in a row
sounds like a wild ride. what are you up to when you do that?

going to sleep now. good night.

>>81912421
>now. good night.
goodnight

>>81907500
Hope you enjoy 28 weeks later, recently rewatched it before I watched 28 years later