Shroom edition

Got a link to Terence McKenna's bad trip where he stopped taking psilocybin for life?
>There is nothing. There is nothing.

I'll post here cuz it was uploaded first.
Im taking phenibut today with a lil bit of alcohol, yippee. I gotta wait like 4 hours for the phenibut to peak though (and only then drink the alcohol) because phenibut takes forever to reach its peak but alcohol takes effect very quickly.

Doctor won't give me adderal without an "Official diagnosis" which consists of tests which cut into my work week and cost thousands of dollars (Dont worry bro your insurance will reimburse you)

So either i need a new doctor or other ways.

>>81917122

>tfw amphetamines aren't even approved for medical use in my shithole

At least street speed is cheap

>>81917122
how the fuck does getting tested cause thousands of dollars

I just got a referral to some random doc, did a 20 min test and got a script.

Mind you i was forced this by parents and school and the meds triggered onset of schizophrenia. Now i take Antipsychotics

My skywalker seeds are either dying as seedlings or not germinating. Im already stuck running them in a grow tent for anything resembling a good harvest but this is getting ridiculous with how hard these are to grow compared to the Pineapple Express and purple punch from last summer.

>>81917262
I don't know if it's a NC thing, since all my other friends I talk to say "wtf thats wrong my doc just gives me it"

any of you guys try this THCp stuff? it's not like delta 8 or delta 6 or delta 10. it's incredibly powerful and it lasts like 2-3 times as long as normal weed.

>>81917271
i live in western eu you def need some medical diagnosis but adhd is a meme affliction

Watching rick and morty while fucked up is so god damn insane.
It felt like torture in a good way

>>81917282
>>81917271
also since im a schizo i don't get amphetamines so i just use modafinil etc

Methiodone senpai, do you feel better?

It's kouhai here, I got some H again, smoked some and this time and it worked noticeably better than the last time 3 months ago. There was the typical opioid body high that was absent then. Tomorrow I plan to try boofing

>>81916400
did he really? damn
i would have thought a guy who did it that much would be immune to bad trips
gotta be careful with my acid eh?

Tried makeing drugfeel thread. Pic too big. Try again. Muted for unoriginal commentm try again. Your ip range is banned, verify. Captch wrong. Post two threads by mistake. Tfw

my dabs arrived bro's and I got a quarter of flower as well
holy fuck can't wait a few more hours till mommy goes to work and I can get blasted and walk around the city lets goooo

If I started feeling depressed at 14, felt that way for about a year, then I suddenly started feeling really good, extremely happy, became more extroverted, stayed like that for about a month, then slowly went back to been depressed and have been depressed ever since, do I have depression or bipolar? I ask because I've had trouble finding meds that work for me. I've taken 3 antidepressants and 2 mood stabilizers and none worked really well, and I'm struggling a lot with suicidal thoughts lately, the only drug I haven't tried yet is lithium

>>81918158
The effort is nonetheless appreciated anon :)
>>81918694
If you are still underage, it is what it is. Personally I experienced waves of terrible anxiety (which I eventually had professionally diagnosed) until I hit 21, after which I finally stabalized. My lifestyle has remained the same over that time period, but it has gotten better simply by waiting for my brain to get over itself.

>>81918908
This was 10 years ago. I've been depressed for 10 years except for that month where I felt really happy. I also have a lot of anxiety mainly in form of intrusive thoughts

I ate an oz of shrooms and didnt see shit
I dont know why shrooms are correlated with seeing shit and tripping.

>>81918959
>10 years
That's fuckin rough man, I'm sorry to hear that. If it's lasted that long and hasn't been helped by any typical antidepressant then the few remaining options are antipsychotics (which can sometimes help mood and personality disorders, not just psychotic disorders) and of course hallucinogens. If you are sure you want to go down the path of the latter, then feel free to ask about it.

A part of me feels that if it was possible for it to change unexpectedly (such as for that one month) then I imagine trying out hormonal supplementation (such as testosterone, or the ceasing of birth control, if you are male/female respectively) could be an option, too. Also other lifestyle things like diet could influence it, look up "metabolic psychiatry" cuz I've heard of it being effective for psychotic disorders.

>>81916349 (OP)
smoking too much weed makes me think the universe ends every second or that earths gravity could stop suddenly and we get sucked into space but im not gonna fucking stop i love weed

>>81919045
>antipsychotics
Forgot to mention, tried 2 already and currently trialing my 3rd. So far, only felt side effects.
I'm willing to try anything as I have nothing left to lose, the problem is most doctors are pussies and not willing to try things out of their comfort zone. If you are interested in the topic of "non-conventional" treatments, I suggest reading up on MAOI antidepressants.
Lifestyle wise, what helped me a little bit is keeping a consistent sleep-wake up schedule. I'll look up the diet thing, thanks

>>81918694
>>81918959
This is /drugfeel/, best we can do is give drug advice based on experience and hearsay. If you have mental health problems seek professional help.
Good luck and take care anon.

When I'm happy, I do drugs
When I'm sad, I do drugs
I can say my life is shit and it was inevitable I'd end up like this, but it's my fault anyways.

>>81919058
I have been high everyday for 2 years.
I have a medical card. I do flower. Vape. Gummies and syrup. Thinking about just vaping.

>>81919146
I know, sorry. Just feeling really hopeless and needed to vent

i'm out of meds, probably gonna kill myself soon

Waiting for money to come in so I can be happy for a while. *sigh*

>>81916349 (OP)
Just another gabapentin, pregabalin, hydroxyzine, zopiclone, weed, kinda day at the gym...
F*dge my squatcel life

Yesterday me and my man's was smoking mad change, doe.
Maybe today again.

>>81919919
Smoking mad changa*
That's what I meant to say....

>>81919919
How do you stay awake when taking all that shit together

>>81919930
How was it? I'm afraid of the length of the high

>>81920064
Been doing this for a long time. Also I actually cut back on my drugs use. No more daily stimulants, or opiates.

>>81920136
Wasn't my first time, so I wasnt stressin it.
Also the length of the trip isn't nothing to be thinking about, cuz ur first really tripping, then the effects wear off, so the remainder of the trip, doesn't even feel like tripping. Also changa trip is really chill. I never had a bad trip on anything, ever, so I'm not the best one to ask, but people often say its almost impossible to get a bad trip with changa.kxwpp

>>81919919
imagine going to the gym on all that shit, i'd just lay in bed all day

fuck me bros i really need to get off weed fuck this addictive shit

>>81920252
Nah.
Geeking and tweaking in the gym, is mandatory.

>>81920351

Yeah aeed can be deceptively addictive, because it's one of the less harmful and dangerous drugs it can be more tempting to do more

>>81920521
true, I abuse weed really often because there's less consequences for doing it super often

>>81920351
>>81920521
How does one break the cycle? There isn't even a less harmful substance to hop on, you just have to go sober full stop.

>>81920797
find another vice probably.

Tomorrow my dealer does a sale on all stock. I already have 1.5g of speed. Should I
1. Get 2 more gs of speed
2. 1g speed and 0.5 meth
3. 1g o' speed and 1g of ket
Idk pls help

>>81920797
Not the best advice, but when I kick a weed habbit I use alchohol to manage the first few days

>>81916349 (OP)
Do people actually use seroquel to get high? I have some and gabapentin thats literally it for now (im broke)

>>81920966
3 if you like ketamine I guess.
atleast that's what I'd pick (even tho I don't do stims)

I've done a few different drugs, but alcohol actually fucking sucks. 2/5 drug.

>>81921122
getting crossfaded is the only good thing about alcohol

>>81919313
how does that not rape your wallet

>>81921122
Every time I consume alcohol, I become all the more thankful that I'm not a normalfag caught up in the social zeitgeist who cannot stray from it. Swallowing a single capsule or bit of powder which has much identical effects is infinitely better than dealing with the onslaught of nausea and disgust (taste) that alcohol provides. Im currently on phenibut and it is lovely. I took a single shot of vodka at the peak and, despite having a chaser, was immediately overwhelmed with disgust. Thank goodness for alternatives.

>>81921106
It doesn't get you high it just makes your body inoporable for a while. Tried it during daytime and had to lean on streetlights and garbge can as to not to fall. Not recommended

>>81921108
Never tried ket :p

>>81921122
alcohol is only tolerable when comboed with benzos or gabapentinoids

>mfw edibles and gym day
feeling cheeky, might take a double dose

Don't know if its because of what i am taking or because of something else but my eyes are really bloodshot.
This happened one day after not using.

>>81921349
not him but I've been getting high every day for 6 years now, before that took a 4 year break, and before that was getting high everyday as well for about 9 years.

It was made legal here several years ago, and they quickly started selling edible oils which are insanely dirt cheap. 25$ worth of oil (30 ml) will last me more or less 50 days.

Even when I used to smoke, in the later years two tokes off a joint was enough to get me plenty high. One joint would last me 3-4 days easily. It was when I was younger and started smoking that I was really burning through money.

thoughts on asking random niggers for drugs on the street

>>81922430
It'd work better to learn how to make do with legal options if you're forced to interact with people irl. Famously, substance use attracts the dregs of society and so (as with all interactions with the bottom percentile) any route or option to avoid them is preferable.

>>81916349 (OP)
can I take lsd after a lot of alcohol and weed?

>>81922430
That's called street drugs.

>>81922430
great way to end up the hospital

>>81923390
>You'll be up all night
>The alcohol will make you physcially feel like shit
>Weed dsoen't mix well with psychs and will just confuse you/mentally make you feel like shit
>Because of the effects listed above the acid will make you spirtually feel like shit

>>81916349 (OP)
>take an edible
>go straight to the bathroom to poop since i hate pooping while high
>hours later i have to shit again

what the fuck is going on?
i hate shitting while high

>>81924668
Edibles cause me to shit sometimes like coffee

>>81924668
Shitting on acid is way worse. You can basically feel every nerve in your anus and colon. Feels like you have a xenomorph face hugger down there.

>lifetime order of shrooms came in
time to have some fun

>>81923629
>Weed doesn't mix well with psychs
insane lie but alright

>>81920797
>There isn't even a less harmful substance to hop on, you just have to go sober full stop.

Tbf I can see how having a quick look at the wake and bakers at r/trees for some to take pause for doubt....
But I'm behooved to continue 'miring weed groups whose spin doctoring, PR and lobbying are poss world class. All the weed memes carefully crafted probably to stick around for the long haul and they all did.
All their stuff is good but e.g. smoke the product 24/7 and risk driving rather than 6 horrific hours sober... but they can still sell it as non addictive The pot company/groups pin artists were talented motherfuckers

>>81923629
That soubds exactly like what happened 5o me last time I did that, you are right. Took some mdma instead

Fellas dont judge me too harshly but any tips on making scraped bong weed resin less harsh to smoke?
Last time I did this I used rubbing alcohol to get everything off the assorted glass, then let it evaporate on a plate so I could scrape it into a bowl. Does that even do anything for impurities besides get rid of water?
Also I only have one set of glass so Ive been scraping the resin into cheap zip locs. The plastic doesnt seem to dissolve in rubbing alcohol though so Ill probably use that to separate the sticky resin off the plastic.

>Archtyp dead
>Abacus dead
i hate being an NZcel

>>81925723
Yes, the whole "weed is harmess" shit was always a meme, it makes you a weird zombie with no memory. Smoking with joint filters is also hard on your lungs, use carbon filters if you do it often.
r/trees is also a meme, very little discussion and a whole lot of supposedly aesthetic pics of redditors smoking.
>>81926660
Water doesn't filter the smoke all that much, just cools it down. (I read this about hookas, but it should apply to bongs.) I recommend ghetto rigging a filter on your glass. I have no experience with bong resin.

>>81924799
>>lifetime order
How much is that? Be careful, easy availability means easy to go overboard.

>wanna get weedy
>wanna get into psychedelics
>live in the one place that saw the failure of the US War on Drugs and came to the logical conclusion that it just wasn't repressive enough
Fuck my shitty frog life I guess

>>81928002
I doubt shrooms are addictive, At the very least I don't do them more than once a month because the effect is quite exhausting.

>>81929022
What was the most shrooms you ever shroomed?

>>81929223
5+ grams on accident because I wanted to do 3 and my dumbass used a kitchen scale instead of a more precise one.
nowadays I usually do 4 grams since it fucks me up but the worst case bad trip is me breaking down and crying, which feels good in it's own way.

Are antipsychotics for anxiety a good or bad idea? Gabaergic drugs just make me sleepy

>>81929962
Idk about antipsychotics but have you tried cbd?

Y'know I'm starting to think that maybe we need to bring back psychedelic mystery religions.

>>81920966
Decided to save my money for the next sale. Still waiting for my 0.001 scale for presice messuring. Don't wanna k-hole on my first go

>>81930081
Nah I don't like weed

>>81929962
They can help with anxiety but the side effects are often pretty bad. If you're worried about sleepiness for example ones like Quetiapine or Olanzapine can be especially bad about that. Usually a doc will prescribe them with an antidepressant unless you are bipolar or something

>>81932069
Yes I already take an antidepressant and he said it's to boost the effect. He gave me one called risperidone

>>81932186
antipsychotics are antistimulants/antipsychedelics. that's all they do. if you want to feel the opposite of stimulants/psychedelics, then they're what you need.

this will work for anxiety probably, but may also cause anhedonia and drowsiness.

>>81932186
yeah it might work. just know that risperidone can cause you to grow tits and weight but i'm sure you know this already. good luck with it

I hate tolerance. It makes drugs not work. I wish I was free of those bonds so I could get high everyday. Alas, I am trapped in this mortal coil. Bound to physiological rules I never agreed to. Fuck tolerance. Damn, it's just sitting there calling to me "just a lil bump" but I know it will do fuck all.
Whatever should I do? Go for stronger or other drugs? Just rot away till the tolerance weares off?
I hate it. So close yet so far away... I don't feel withdrawls, I don't feel nothing. Just the faint call. And it's getting louder everyday. Is this psychological addiction or just bordom? I idle my time reading books but the charecters in the book start doing drugs and it's described so beautifally. What a life, man.
Thank you for reading my blog post.

>>81932633
Stim comedowns are hard. And yes, this is psychological addiction.

>>81932633
This page, man.

>>81932665
I've had psy addiction to weed and kicked it with ease. Idk, guess discipline is the only answer.

>>81932204
>>81932201
Ok, will report in a few weeks. Funny you mention stimulants because I also have to take one for fatigue, but I need something to control my anxiety as it's really fucking me up

oh no oh no oh no I purposefully delayed ordering more opiates so I can quit them and now it's setting in that I'll be withdrawing

>>81933715
Goodluck and keep strong!

>drug dealer '''friend''' turned out to be a covert malignant narcissist
>manipulated me into thinking he was just a depressed aspie for 2 years
>feigns vulnerability by mirroring back vulnerabilities he picks up on in me to ingratiate himself
>even so I never completely trust him
>get in call and he keeps trying to convince me to go on a 'road trip'
>he gets angry when I won't go and reveals how sadistic and vindictive he is
>no idea if this guy just wanted to manipulate me and scare me or actually murder me
yeah... I'm thinking I'm done with drugs

>>81933892
I'll ride it out on lyrica and weed.

>>81928002
Almost 1 pound. Paid less then $1.50 per gram

>>81929223
I've done roughly 13g of Penis Envy shrooms paired with 150mg of live resin weed edibles. Basically simulated psychosis for an hour or two. Hallucinated shadow people, demons, spiders, just a horrible experience all around. Your brain goes haywire and you can't think clearly. Needless to say I'm never going that overboard again.

>>81934273
You are the reason why drug laws exist

>>81934350
It was a pretty worthwhile experience, once you go through terror like that, nothing in life seems scary in comparison.

>>81934273
the problem was the combination. weed and psychs have to be combined together in sparing combinations: a lot of one and a little bit of the other. you could have handled either of those on their own no problem, maybe even with a little of the other, but those doses together is just silly.

>Be me
>been smoking hasch since only a few months 2-3 joints a night
>out of hasch, contact dealer
>"yo man we have this new stuff super powerful its the same price but it will make you stone faster"
>Why not?

I feel absolutely NOTHING when I smoke that thing. Have I been scammed?

>tfw realize i started doing more drugs to cope with depression, loss, and expectations
>decided to stop stims completely
>decide same with shrooms once im done with what i have now (4g)
>debating dropping alcohol too because bad sleep quality sucks ass or only keep it around sparingly
only reason im keeping weed around is to help with sleeping and autism but its neither here nor there

Just talked to Tom Aspinall on omegle.
He did 18 grams of cocaine with his friend in the past in one session.

>>81916349 (OP)
I got my medical marijuana card today. I spent all night practicing my bullshit story about migraines and how they have negatively impacted my life.
The time finally comes for my appointment. I receive a link to a zoom call with the doctor, he asks me to confirm my name and birth date then asks me what my condition is. I tell him "headaches" and he goes "okay. your card is valid for 2 years, see you in 2 years" and the zoom call ends.
Now I can buy 1,000mg edibles

>>81936030
Imagine going to school for a decade to do this

>>81935223
if you wanna get obliterated get THCp. it's cheap, lasts twice as long as regular d9-THC and it's probably 2-3x as strong too. takes longer to come up than you'd expect too.

>weed store has been out of the good edibles for 3 weeks now
>they keep saying the order is coming
It's over isn't it.

really want stimulants

>>81916349 (OP)
Post shit that you saw in the form of abstract vague images

I saw the greater will once. It was beautiful, but it was blinding. Once you see the guidance of grace...you can't see anything else.

Haven't listened to any music during the day since there is no reason to do so if I don't have something in my system

Man this is bad...

>>81934273
>Hallucinated shadow people
Try 8 tabs of benadryl. I only did 5 and felt like I had the worst flu of my life for 10 hours saw shadow people I dunno why anyone would like deliriants I only did it cuz bpd and I wanted to punish myself for some failures

If you want actual psychosis try Datura. Never tried it but its basically how you feel as a schizophrenic blacking out in the worst psychotic break plus sickness + cotton mouth + can easily kill you + delirium

Or if you want to leave your flesh entirely...try Salvia extract...

Anyone try salvia and leave their body?