Thread 81921693

Were you punished for being a loser as a kid?
Did your parents take your electronics? Put you on meds? Sent you to an institution? Kick you out? Yell at you for not having friends?

I didn't notice back then, but I would be one of the worst human beings on this planet if it wasn't for the "injustices" I suffered. I had various bullies and mommy was pretty "unfair" with me. But now I realize everything molded me to be a good human being. Without all that I would not get rid of some undesirable attributes. Everything forget me well. God is the Most Wise.

>>81921693 (OP)
>dad wants me to do something, I hesitate slightly
>he gets angry at me for it
>I defy him further because who the fuck wants to obey someone acting like a piece of shit to them
>he gets angrier, so I stick to my defense
>he could take away my electronics, and I still didn't give up
he even tried dragging me out of the house to take me to school once once but my brother stopped him fortunately, without my brother, mother and grandfather who knows how terrible he could've gotten
the sad part is that I'm still living with him though, I wasn't able to succeed because the very idea of being productive at all felt like giving in to the abuse