I will return to judeo-christianity instead of destroying it. I have been scared straight. Being damned is not fun.

Had 1st gay dream from r9k use and the large amount of sissy hypno and gay porn I took in, no doubt, disturbing. I have not fapped for 7 months now though but I was quite hooked.

Cats are very cute and innocent.

Money is the root of all evil.

Everything is dark.

I sleep too much and everything in my life is messed up. I'm sorry. I got naive.

>>81923573 (OP)
what if you'd disengage from it rather then le war against christianity or le simp for christianity.
>inb4 muh JUDEO-christianity
no such thing ever existed.

>>81923641
You are either with or against.

>>81923668
obsessed. that's your problem.
glhf

This board is too degen and it made me gay.

I'm traumatized by life, Abrahamic religions will never go away because life actually sucks and people need it. Everyone is evil.

The jews killed Jesus but he resurrected and they have been seething about it ever since

>>81924031
Religion is just the surface of the chaos, they're still killing Jesus, everyone knows that but by that I mean there's lots of good jews too who don't but that's if you care in the first place, plus it's just normie for jews to hate christians or something so they can claim to be brainwashed.

There is no hope for coomers in religion, the only reason there is hope for me is I am broken.

There is nothing more difficult to overcome than lust.

I might pull all night tonight to make up time.
My computer is fixed, it was freezing all the time and resetting, might have been too much ram, ai helped. I am happy. I am religious, never let homosex in.

I miss anime network on demand and adult swim anime and toonami.

>>81923573 (OP)
shoulda used filters

I need money to be comfy and to sacrifice it to yhwh as well. Also I think poorfags tend to give into homosex because of low self esteem.

I should probably not mention being gay could complicate things, I am not ultimately gay.
people should learn to invest but don't talk about it

Like anon said filters. Yes in places like this things that will ruin your life, even drugs, are pushed.

maybe just blue boards
not a lot of good boards for losers though
but maybe that's what has to change

Ultimately it's just you and your relationship with god/yhwh, everyone is evil.

>>81923573 (OP)
Bro, just go Gnostic.

>>81925852
no my god hating phase is over

this is a war for freedoms...against evil.
welp that's enough r9k for one night

>>81925938
You are not 'hating' god; you are BECOMING god. But, better than the Demiurge.