Thread 81925839

>be me
>low tier guy
>realize I'm trans
>start taking estrogen and t blockers
>still kinda clocky
>do me a shave
>don't even shower
>dress in girlrot clothes
>hoodie. sleep pants. canvas sneakers. camisole. minimal makeup. cheap jewelery
>go out to store
>guys stare at me
>girls approach to talk out of nowhere
>no vitriol or testing me
>they literally smile and seem genuinely happy to interact
>some casually flirt even though I'm not looking or gave any indication
>feel even happier
why haven't you yet?

>>81925839 (OP)
It doesn't work like that you freaks
although I occasionally do get wet to trannies

>>81925855
oh but it does and I'm constantly taken off guard by it

>>81925839 (OP)
i would be an uglier trans then i am a man so become im not happy you cant be see that tree mimic the monkey

>>81925886
I'm truly sorry you feel that way about yourself. I kinda used to feel the same way about myself but the truth is I make a prettier girl than a boy in denial

>>81925931
i have no femminine traits appearance wise i would be an ugly mutilated fucking createn of a troon that would hang within the month but as a male at least im conventionally ugly and i hang either way so doesnt matter much but trooning out is more work regardless

>>81925958
You're not trans or have gender dysphoria on top of your dysmorphia because none of what you said really matters if you did

>>81925880
Well I'm happy for you. I wouldn't recommend you go any further with this fetish

>>81926035
the only way i woudl ever "trans" is digitally thats the only way i would ever look good untill i can get a full body swap i will always be a fucking pig so i hate you because you found joy

I hate you faggots for fetishizing a fucking gender.

>>81926046
But it's not a fetish anon. Some people might transition for that reason and that's their right. I don't know why trying to dunk on that makes you feel like a big man

>>81926093
i dont want people to trans because i want fuckers to be more misrable then i am

>>81925839 (OP)
usually low-tier guys are weak on testosterone and already seem androgynous before hrt. i am not precisely a gigachad but i look manly. i want to take hrt but i fear that i will be infertile and failed

>>81926113
If having your own biological children is something you desire don't worry about it. Hrt causing infertility is a myth

>>81925839 (OP)
I havent and wont because Im too tall (6 foot 3) and Im built like a brick. I would turn out as an abomination.

>>81926280
And because it's not your type doesn't mean it wouldn't be someone else's but I get it. You want to attentionmax. Even I have a few things I would change about myself if I could so no judgements here