>>81926277 (OP)
I did and it turned out to not be as bad as I thought it would be. Deeply soul-crushing at first but eventually I just kinda got used to it. Gay dudes are nicer to me than girls are and easier to fuck. Like they really don't care at all, you don't have to try at all, they'll peel their clothes off at the drop of a hat. You don't even need to be clever or polite about it, you can literally just say "hey wanna fuck" and the answers probably yes. Had a couple stalkers though. A lot of the time they don't want you to leave. They want you to stay the night and cuddle. Hate that shit cuz after I cum I just wanna go home and forget everything. But once you close your eyes and ask them to be quiet so you don't hear their grunts it's pretty OK.
