>>81926482
Everyone has a pattern of behaviour. They develop a reputation based on how that pattern plays out. What kind of reputation have you built up? How does the community see you?
>>81926515
that doesn't really answer my question.....
reputation? I'm not really trying to build up one I'm just venting because I'm lonely I'm not really expecting anything in return. >How does the community see you?
judging by some of the replies I get they see me as a whiny faggot
>>81926531
To you it is just venting. To us it's a continuity, a continuing conversation.
You have what it takes to maintain a twitch chat, or moderate a discord server.
Why are you maintaining a conversation here, and now?
The answer to that question ripples back into the past actions which lead you here, and the patterns of behavior that will continue to play out in your future