>>81932788I was a heroin addict anon. I know it can get bad, I also know there's a difference between places like that and good neighborhoods. I've sucked dick and let guys fuck me for drugs before, I understand. I dated a crazy woman for access to them etc.
Me sucking someone's dick, getting fucked for no benefit is harmless, doing it for drugs isn't different ultimately except for the experience of it for me. Dating someone crazy sucks either way but I know from experience it's better when you're not sober.
I've known people who died from OD's were in and out of rehab etc. They're not causing a ton of problems in the city, only their personal lives typically. I've been through bad neighborhoods briefly because of train reroutes and once while in a dealer's car he drove through to make a deal and it was horrible. You couldn't pay me to go back there for another minute and I'd even turn down drugs to avoid it, I imagine that would've been worse if I was sober.
Huge difference between being an addict somewhere good and not, and I could've easily ended up worse I know that. People look at me now and they don't think my life was ever like that, they can't tell. I'm not worse off for it even though it got bad, in fact I'm in a better position. I know successful people who are/were addicts. One of the people who died had it together on the surface.
>>81932801Edibles, and I've been high for about a month straight currently. I have more every few hours and barely sleep. I had a brief tolerance break and was high for over a year straight prior to that. So neither but I was high. Just weed and sometimes psychedelics now, but I wouldn't turn down certain pills if they made their way to me