>>81930998 (OP)i used to make music out the ass, poured my heart and soul into all of it and had so much fun and enjoyment doing it. but ever since 2022, i just can't bring myself to give a fuck about music making whatsoever. the motivation wanes more and more with each year. i feel like i'm turning into an npc who's just going to get a day job and become another cog in the machine.
this general popping up on this board used to be the highlight of my day and now it just reminds me of something i used to passionately give a shit about.
i wish i knew wtf it was that i lost 3 years ago