Why do you have no control over your actions? Why are you so impulsive? Or is it perhaps the opposite? Do you think too much and are trapped in inaction instead? Either way you should start doing things to get out of your head. Most rationalizations seem... well rational on the surface but they are ultimately emotion driven. Try to get to know yourself better. Pack some lunch and go hike somewhere. Just you and your thoughts, no internet. I know you can do it. Wuv you

>>81932577 (OP)
was on board with everything you said till the end
>Wuv you
i don't deserve love, nonny

>>81932577 (OP)
>Why do you have no control over your actions?
I have a high amount of control.
>Why are you so impulsive?
My brain did not form correctly.
>Do you think too much and are trapped in inaction instead?
When I was 15, yes. I often thought about death. It was scary.
>Either way you should start doing things to get out of your head.
Forever working on it.
>Try to get to know yourself better.
I know myself more than anyone else. Including my family. I have large sets of notes documenting my own behavior that I'll release as some point to my therapist and psychiatrist.
>Pack some lunch and go hike somewhere.
The weather here sucks.
>Just you and your thoughts, no internet.
I can do this. I've done it before.
>I know you can do it. Wuv you
Thank you.

>>81932577 (OP)
>they are ultimately emotion driven
The unnatural lack of certain emotion is the problem, and i'm basically a brick without it.

>>81932577 (OP)
>Wuv you
Fuck off fuck off stop lying