I don't think I'm lesbian, I think I'm bi, but I just am not attracted to men at all past a certain age. I've always been into more softer/feminine feautures; soft skin, silky hair, fuller lips, etc. My HS crush reflected that, he was the most beautiful androgenous male ever put on God's green earth. Literally IRL Griffith but with shorter brown hair.

Recently saw him after 2yrs again. And...He's balding???? He's gotten fatter too, he literally looks 35 despite being 20. His face is completely fucked up, his beard is gross and doesn't fit his face (Tho I don't know if anything will) He literally transformed into a Sam Hyde lookalike freak wtf desu T_T

This experience has been so blackpilling. In the rare case I'm ever stable enough for a long term relationship it just can't be a moid. I cannot grow old with him together and still love him, it's frankly impossible... I'm gonna try crushing on tomboys from now on

>>81936797 (OP)
my brain will stay the same because of lack of neuroplasticity so you can enjoy my mind forever

>>81936797 (OP)
You're probably just a pedophile from what it sounds like.

>>81936797 (OP)
Life is very stressful for men. Balding is also (sadly) a natural part of being a man.

>>81936797 (OP)
>I just am not attracted to men at all past a certain age
with that mindset youre gonna suffer bigtime when youre old, you will see in a few decades.

>>81936827
Nono I think I just find male masculanization gross, especially if they start balding. If I were a pedo I wouldn't think women age fine

>>81936864
I will prolly rope before then or die in a nuke blast, if not I hope I successfully finished my med degree and am supporting my sweet neet gf, and we bake muffins together every morning

>>81936937
>male masculanization gross
Yeah, you find little boys to be attractive and you think they're ugly as they become men.

>>81936797 (OP)
I'm bald and fucked a legal teen so....

>>81936937
>will prolly rope
sounds good

>>81936937
>my med degree
wow im also in medicine and i look very young maybe you'll like me OP

>>81936797 (OP)
Post HRT vial I know what you are

>>81937021
what's wrong with finding 18-22 year old men attractive? Plenty of moids lose all interest when a woman ages a second past the age of 25

>>81937040
Very mean of you anon... :<

>>81937065
are u premed or actually in medschool? What year are you in?

>>81937105
im a ms2 student