Did female relatives influence your sexuality?
>inb4 freud

>>81947453 (OP)
yes my mom beat me and now i'm into femdom

>>81947453 (OP)
No
When I was younger I wanted to fuck my cousin but she turned into a tatted whore

lol ok freud

>>81947453 (OP)
My parents adopted me because they were lesbians and I had a thing for one of my mothers

Im a lesbian now

>>81947453 (OP)
>Dad is a Korean tech bro translator. We lived in a big house near the scottish highlands
>Mum is a wholesome and bubbly Hapa woman (she was an orphan in Japan) she met dad at a cafe
>Mum is pretty, she's 5'8, slim, has milky skin, blue "Asian shaped" eyes and thick chestnut hair
>Mum's perfect but dad cheated and had a daughter with a filipina then forced mom to raise the baby
>Mum and dad argued about dad's long trips, his smoking and his grumpy mum living with us
>At a summer sleepover with some friends, their bros and my blond guitar teacher
>Couldn't sleep, went outside and spied on mom in the garage, she was being fondled by the guitar teacher.
I was 11, my heart raced. (had a habit of spying on her) I ran into the bathroom to see why my peen hurt. Didn't know what a boner was. Thought about how he lifted mom's skirt and I saw her big pale ass. How he exposed her big jiggly tits. I Stroked my cock. Thought about her pink nips and coomed hard. Mom divorce raped dad 1 year later. Mom got the house, she became a teacher at a nice school. She gave me a kink that I almost cured, but I came home early from school. She was naked in the living room and being carried on the shoulder of this young Scottish gymbro. Her hair was wet, her thighs were streaming with juices and this guy's dick was oversized. I apologised and went to the garage. Should've been mad but was shocked at how she could take something so oversized. Seeing her pink vagina made me hard so I fapped. Her slut phase went on, she got knocked up and dumped by a Dutch zoomer that's younger than me. She had two green eyed girls so she calmed down. Still fap thinking about her with other guys. Should be mad about her making me a perv but her Japanese father abused her, her mother was a French sex worker that abandoned her. Dad mistreated her, she got pregnant at 15. She was bullied in Japan for being mixed. I'm no incel so I don't blame her for being naughty. She's a great mum.

>>81947472
>No
>When I was younger I wanted to fuck my cousin but she turned into a tatted whore
Wow same

>>81947453 (OP)
I can't think of any influences from my childhood at all that had an impact on my sexuality whatsoever. My "type" ended up being blondes with big teeth but nobody I knew or watched on tv as a child matched that description.

>>81947512
sad how good women get ruined by shitty men, how's your relationship with your mom now anon? do you feel some attachment to her or have you moved out and lived your own life? where do you live that she managed to fuck so many europeans?

>>81947672
>how's your relationship with your mom now anon?
Pretty solid. I sometimes baby sit my little white sisters.
>do you feel some attachment to her or have you moved out and lived your own life?
I still masturbate to my ntr fantasies involving her but most of the time I'm jerking it to normie hentai. I still think about the times she cuckolded me with random white douchebags and it makes me unfortunately hard, but I've been conditioning myself to fap less and less to my cuckson stuff.
>where do you live that she managed to fuck so many europeans?
We lived in Scotland.

>>81947751
>Pretty solid. I sometimes baby sit my little white sisters.
that's good after all the abuse it would be unfair if her only son wanted nothing to do with her, do you think she regrets having her slut phase or does she miss it?
>I still think about the times she cuckolded me with random white douchebags
wait how did she cuck you? or are you refering to the other stories.
>We lived in Scotland.
yeah my brain skipped that part for some reason, beautiful place to live, honestly sorry to say but your dad is a giant retard, he lived a perfect life with a hot wife, with a nice family in a comfy country with lots of beautiful places to see and he ruined it for some filipino pussy.

>>81947672
>have you moved out
Yeah I live in an apartment about 10 miles from home.
>>81947505
I'm worse. I have fantasies about my biological mother>>81947512

>>81947861
>wait how did she cuck you? or are you refering to the other stories.
She fucked multiple white dudes under the same roof as me, proved herself to be a chadsexual. She was very promiscuous and her boyfriends would grope her right in front of me and at family gatherings. She barely tried to conceal her behaviour, and I'm certain she was fucking my 16 y/o guitar playing friend. I dunno I just felt incredibly cuckolded, especially when my first exposure to sexuality was seeing my mum being used by guys of a different race. My first boner was seeing her getting fondled by a boy only a few years older. I feel kinda of cucked if that makes sense? I know it's not normal, it's even weirder when you consider I fap to it.

>>81947945
damn yeah that's kinda fucked up on her part i thought she would atleast try to keep it a secret from you, do you think she might have projected your dad into you and tried to somehow get revenge by humilliating you in that way?
>I know it's not normal, it's even weirder when you consider I fap to it.
i'd say it's a normal reaction to what happened, those men took your mom away from you in multiple ways and that hurts, not only that but they were basically the same age as you so it creates the feeling of "why not me"? very understandable.

>>81947861
>honestly sorry to say but your dad is a giant retard, he lived a perfect life with a hot wife, with a nice family in a comfy country with lots of beautiful places to see and he ruined it for some filipino pussy.
I don't disagree. He was heartless and distant towards me. His flip mistress was a 5/10 at best while mum is a 9/10 on a bad day.

>>81948034
>do you think she might have projected your dad into you and tried to somehow get revenge by humilliating you in that way?
Possibly. I look fully East Asian (like my dad). I also think she was just really frustrated and maybe wanted to "cleanse" herself of her trauma with East Asian (her dad and my dad) by aggressively pursuing the complete opposite (young white dudes).
> not only that but they were basically the same age as you so it creates the feeling of "why not me"? very understandable.
In a weird way by fapping I kind of thought I was sharing my mum's pleasure, it also made my heart race. Initially I think the feeling was anger but in Asian society you taught to always avoid conflict and standing out so I instead converted those feelings into something sexually taboo.

>>81948034
>i thought she would atleast try to keep it a secret from you
Maybe because I'm autistic she thought I wouldn't understand?

>>81947461
>yes my mom beat me and now i'm into femdom
I'm into mom ntr/cuckson stuff so I'm worse.

>>81947453 (OP)
my cousin would sleep over at my house fairly regularly, and i'm pretty sure she's why i have a foot fetish
we started engaging in sexual stuff pretty early, starting with spin the bottle with friends
we ended up playing truth or dare alone a lot and would go further and further each time, but we were nervous kids so it was still slow and we'd do silly things too
we'd sleep head and tails in the same bed, and whenever she couldn't sleep she'd start poking and proding at me with her feet to get my attention
that's usually how the nights where we stayed up late playing truth or dare alone always started
eventually as we got more comfortable with eachother and had explored further, she started getting my attention my poking and proding at my crotch, stroking me with her feet
she'd also dare me to do things with her socks a lot, making me hold them in my mouth for a round, and they were often one of the first things i'd dare her to take off
it was never "i dare you to get naked!" it would be "i dare you to take off your..."
yeah no, she's definitely one of the reasons why i have a fetish for feet
thankfully i didn't turn out to be one of those worship type footfags

>>81948224
>yeah no, she's definitely one of the reasons why i have a fetish for feet
>thankfully i didn't turn out to be one of those worship type footfags
It's still better than becoming a closeted cuck like me.

>>81948038
> while mum is a 9/10 on a bad day.
do you have a celeb lookalike or a picture to reference what she looks like? she sounds very cute from what you've wrote.
>>81948080
> I also think she was just really frustrated and maybe wanted to "cleanse" herself of her trauma with East Asian (her dad and my dad) by aggressively pursuing the complete opposite (young white dudes).
that's interesting i hadn't thought of the racial aspect, my theory was more simplistic, after she managed to free herself from her shitty abusive husband she decided to get wild and enjoy herself with the best men should could get.
>I think the feeling was anger but in Asian society you taught to always avoid conflict and standing out so I instead converted those feelings into something sexually taboo.
that's probably what happened, who knows maybe she would have stopped if you confronted her about it, or maybe she would get angry and up the slutiness even more.
>>81948098
i'd say it's more likely she was just too drunk with lust to care

>>81947453 (OP)
no but those online who I consider my second family did

>>81948321
>do you have a celeb lookalike or a picture to reference what she looks like? she sounds very cute from what you've wrote.
Kinda like pic rel but with more asian shaped eyes but still the same colour. She has slightly thinner legs too and wider hips. Her nose was flatter too,
>i'd say it's more likely she was just too drunk with lust to care
Her Japanese father would accuse of her "being a white whore" even when she was prepubescent my dad would get super jealous and fly off the handle if she talked to the young males students for too long at her tech course. He would even get pissed if she talked to the jehovah's witnesses. When she was growing up with her foster family the local kids would bully her for being chubby as a teenager.

I think what happened is she suffered from years of sexual repression combined with low confidence and the second she got positive male attention, she went crazy. I don't blame her desu

>>81947453 (OP)
My mom has similar haircut to pick related and think it's pretty cute Long hair makes everyone look the same the rest of my fetishes are from porn and movies

>>81948459
My mum had that haircut but her hair is chestnut and it really complimented her asian shaped face.

>>81947453 (OP)
Probably, considering there is pretty ironclad evidence for correlation between the amount of older brothers you have and your odds of being homosexual

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fraternal_birth_order_and_male_sexual_orientation

And the funny thing is it has nothing to do with the social aspect at all. The same correlation is observed in men who were not raised alongside their brothers at all. It has to do with your mother's biology changing a bit after each pregnancy. Imo it's also irrefutable proof that being gay is genetic and not a choice, so it's bizarre people still believe you can choose somehow.

>>81948415
wow your mom is beautiful anon, i can't believe your dad was so retarded as to cheat on her.
>I think what happened is she suffered from years of sexual repression combined with low confidence and the second she got positive male attention, she went crazy. I don't blame her desu
true, it's probably why she chose your korean tech dad instead of a white artsy chad which seems to be her type, ironically she probably developed that taste thanks to her father telling her not to interact with those men, like i said it's sad how shitty men end up ruining perfect women, asians and their culture have gotten so close to creating the perfect women but the extremist puritan social doctrines that the elders set on them makes them go the other way and end up rebelling.

do you have anymore stories to share anon? i find your life to be interesting.

>>81948321
>that's interesting i hadn't thought of the racial aspect, my theory was more simplistic
I think there is a racial component though. She's obsessed with Scandinavia, I've seen her watching long youtube documentaries about Europe. She was also love reacting all the pics of white gigachads like Mads Mikkelsen, Chris Hemsworth and the Skarsgard brothers on her social media. I've never once seen her react positively to hot asian actors. We were even watching a documentary about the nazis and she kept saying her to friend shit like "I know fascism is evil but some of those boys are too cute and it hurts. I wish I could rescue them".

It's kind of annoying but she was bullied for being half white so maybe she's just returning to her roots or something I dunno.

Lol all those girls are actually gods clones. This reality has a talking omnipotent god, who creates human bodies which are essentially machines he controls. Our interpretation of what he does with his bodies has been formed by what he does with his other bodies. It is somewhat amazing. Although this fact is almost totally spoiled by the fact that he has sex with his clones asses, and doesnt let us pound his clones too. And this basically makes almost everything he does offensive. If he was also not cumming, I mightve found him interesting. Now it just seems like hes lying to us to keep having sex. Anyways, his real body seems to be in a type of UFO. Totally safe from us. Fun fact is he puts on police uniforms using his clones so he can point guns at us lol. And our brain interprets it basically as a fair judicial system which has been vetted by like minded intelligent peers. But thats untrue, if he stopped lying, it would just be a crazy sex addicted god who points his guns at us. And our brain wouldnt accept that as easily. God was very intelligent with his design of society. He has many fun tricks like I just described. Ways for his clones to blend in, so he can live right next to us, own millions of dollars and have a wife with 6 children, while we have nothing, and, we seriously sit there and blame ourselves. Hes so fucking controlling dude which is how he got away with doing that to innocent ppl.His big promise to us is that he will kill us painlessly once were done here pleasuring him or whatever the fuck hes doing. Lol, this is so fucked up.

>>81948518
>so'y'ence
Yeah right and the oldest kid being the most intelligent etc. When you'll understand that data gathered is hand picked and if it goes against the thesis, those specific parts of the data get deleted, you'll know not to read stuff like that even for entertainment. In post modern world all statistics based science is plain fraud.

>>81948518
>Imo it's also irrefutable proof that being gay is genetic and not a choice, so it's bizarre people still believe you can choose somehow.
You don't know what "genetic" means here.
It's epigenetic, i.e. womb environment.
It is, or rather can be, a "from birth", but that doesn't mean it's genetic. Understand?
To give an example:
>every woman who swallows 2 lbs of lavendar gets a gay baby
>wowzers, born that way? muh genes!
No, in this example it's the way the body reacts to swallowing 2 lbs of lavendar, the genes did't change from the moment of conception.

>>81948589
>do you have anymore stories to share anon? i find your life to be interesting.
About me?
>Was born in the UK and raised in a home with my half sis, unaffectionate Korean dad who was always on business trips or playing competitive snooker. My racist Korean granny lived with us. She would insult mum for being half Japanese and white but would treat me like a prince
>Mum and dad got divorced when I was 12 I think
>But the court ruled in mum's favour because dad had smacked mum, he was caught in the red light district in london during a raid and he was being investigated for sex with an underage girl
>Dad not only gave up the house but has to pay large sums of money to mum every year
>His filipina daughter got adopted by a missionary white couple as dad hadn't filled out the proper forms
>Had three nerdy gamer friends in Scotland but I'm still mostly an awkward dork
>Two joined the marines and my only remaining friend died in a car accident
>I got a PhD in electrical engineering but had to work a shitty desk job in a warehouse for 3 years
>Joined the British navy for 4 years and lived as a NEET for a year afterwards
>Now I'm working as an electrician's apprentice
>After my last friend died I ended up as a kissless friendless incel
>Recently got a handjob by meeting up with an Irish "femcel" but she ghosted me soon after and spazzed out
>I might rejoin the navy and do a lateral transfer to australia
I'm still a sexual deviant but that handjob confirmed I'm not completely hopeless. I might be going on a date with a westernised Indian girl next week. I'm super nervous though. I'm tall by korean standard. 5'10 and have a decent sized 5.7 inch dick. My last 3 dates were humiliating though. A girl just got up and left halfway through it.

>>81948589
>do you have anymore stories to share anon? i find your life to be interesting.
Ones about my mum?

>>81948643
I can't tell if it's a bot or schizo.

>>81947453 (OP)
My cousin was three years older than me and didn't have much "parental supervision." She let me watch her fuck her weed dealer from the closet when I was 15 and also got me a job in a "massage parlor" when I was 17.

>>81948914
Are you guy or a girl?
>>81948589
Yuma Asami slightly reminds me of my mum but mum has bigger tits.

>>81948785
hey good to know you managed to become functional, plenty of men in your position would have ended up worse if they had lived what you lived. i think transfering to another country would be good, it would force you to meet new people and you could start from scratch away from your past, women love navy mfs too i bet if you get jacked and walk around with your uniform you'll get plenty of girls interested.
>>81948813
>Ones about my mum?
sure anon, the other ones were pretty hot not gonna lie

>>81948715
Ok didn't know the difference. But it doesn't change that it's not something someone chooses and that it's biological rather than psychological

>>81948914
>also got me a job in a "massage parlor" when I was 17.
Wait, did you take the job?

>>81948959
>Are you guy or a girl?
female
>>81949011
>Wait, did you take the job?
yes

>>81948982
>sure anon, the other ones were pretty hot not gonna lie
okay
>It used to piss my dad off but she would wear kilts (being in Scotland and all)
>He was worried about her becoming too westernised and westernising me
>When he left she would try on the skimpiest little dresses in the mirror and would leave her door wide open (I genuinely don't know why)
>I was pretty short as a teen (only had my growth spurt last year) and when we go to her friend's family events she would wear heels and completely heightmogg me
>It used to make me horny, even looking at the old pics make me horny. No wonder I also have a femdom kink.
>She's a gym fanatic and would cum home drenched in sweat and one time peeped on her in the shower (even walked in on her in the shower and pretended I was listening to music on my headphones and pleaded ignorance)
>It was worth it, seeing her perky little abs, big tiddies and long soaking pale legs
>She has small feet despite being tall
>She just kinda laughed it off when I pretended to be embarrassed
>Never did it again because it's too risky
>She became fluent in French for fun, and she'd give lessons to girls studying for their gcses
>Hearing mum speak french would make your cock explode
>She teaches languages and geography at a private school. She's fluent in Japanese, English, French and Mandarin (her adoptive parents were chinese immigrants, the Japanese only wanted "pure" kids).
>She has a very sexy teacher's outfit
>I confirmed that she's an E cup
>She has a really nice honey and peach scent
>She moggs white women even younger than her and people still think she's in her late 20s
>When I had birthday parties some of my friends and their older brothers would smack her ass and pinch it. She never got mad just giggled loudly or went "eeek" and smiled
>It gave me a frustrated boner and I'd have to go away and tug off. I should've told them to stop but anytime something like that happened my heart pounded and I got rock hard

>>81949055
What did you do? Give handjobs or also fuck? What race are you btw?

>>81948459
Did your mom ever have a wolfcut?

>>81949282
I'm white. Did hand jobs and blow jobs. Quit when the owner wanted me to fuck.

>>81949351
>I'm white.
Like a slav?
>Did hand jobs and blow jobs
Did it pay well? Were you worried about STDs?

>>81949215
every detail you give me about your hot mom makes me want to beat the shit out of your father more and more for being such a dumb bastard and cheating on her, she sounds quite literally like the perfect woman in every way, i know i'll probably never get to be with such a woman but your posts motivated me to start working out again in hopes one day i'll get to breed a hot mommy like yours, thanks you anon.

>>81947945
I'm glad I do not have beautiful relatives who are fucked up like that. That must be hellish.

>>81949372
>i know i'll probably never get to be with such a woman but your posts motivated me to start working out again in hopes one day i'll get to breed a hot mommy like yours, thanks you anon.
Thanks I guess. She is pretty hot. I've fapped to her more times than I can count. Probably 60% of my faps have been to her, 30% to hentai and 10% to normie porn.

I would love to just have my mind transferred into the body of a bwc chad just to know what her body feels like. Even just for a day. I don't how she's so tight and beautiful despite having me and her two twin daughters.

>>81949368
>Like a slav?
no slav in my background. scottish, german and irish ancestors
>Did it pay well
$1,200 for three nights work
>Were you worried about STDs?
I was kind of naive so no

>>81949391
>I'm glad I do not have beautiful relatives who are fucked up like that. That must be hellish.
I learned to cope through my cuck kink but I wouldn't recommend it. If anyone found out irl it would be social suicide.

>>81949398
>I don't how she's so tight and beautiful despite having me and her two twin daughters.
it's those asian genes bro, she won the biggest genetic lottery i've heard of and got the voluptuousness of white european women mixed with the youthful natural feminine beauty of japanese women.

>>81949398
How did she meet all those guys?

>>81949437
>no slav in my background. scottish, german and irish ancestors
Hypothetically speaking, could I have paid you to pretend to be my mother and fuck a well endowed white friend while I watched?
>It would be nothing painful
>No anal no smacking
>Just you fucking while pretending to be my mum
>You would just have to moan loud and roleplay as my mum etc.
>I would watch and jerk from a distance
>My friend would be wearing a condom and would be STD free
Would you have done it for 4 grand?

>>81949446
>How did she meet all those guys?
Some of them were from the gym. She fucked one of my older friends. She went to tech and uni to become a teacher (probably met guys there). She was also friends with local women and went to the highland games, when she was teacher she probably networked and met people at events. She also kept in contact with some of my friends because I've seen photos of her posing with them on facebook. She used to volunteer for a nature conservationist group in their shop.

>>81949442
The french DNA was probably the best kind of euro DNA she could've had.

I still understand why my dad sabotage their relationship. I think he was just a sex-addicted hothead with endless insecurities. When he first started dating my mum, she was chubby and very anxious, then she blossomed into a model and that him insecure. I reckon the strain of him travelling constantly and being the head of a tech company played a part. He did have the option to become a university lecturer or work in an office but his ego was too much. He was addicted to travelling and feeling important

>>81949502
*I still DON'T understand why my dad sabotaged their relationship*

>>81949474
I really can't comprehend how people could hook up like that. I just keep to myself and don't really know what to say to strangers. But then I used to not want to hook up with anyone and now I kind of do because I feel like I'll never get love.

I also live in Scotland btw. Do you want to chat elsewhere?

>>81949528
>I also live in Scotland btw. Do you want to chat elsewhere?
I'm not in Scotland atm. I don't have discord but I do have an old shitposting fb account. What do you want to talk about?

>>81949547
>I don't have discord but I do have an old shitposting fb account.
I only have a proper fb account which I use to read the news lol. How about throwaway email?
>What do you want to talk about?
Just want a friend so I'm open to talking about anything. Life, hobbies, struggle with relationships etc.

>>81949593
>Just want a friend so I'm open to talking about anything. Life, hobbies, struggle with relationships etc.
As long as you're not that Scottish fembot who was nice to me but then we she asked about my weirdest kink, she got really disgusted and started insulting me. She was into piss and hentai gore but got disgusted by my cuckson/mom ntr stuff.
>How about throwaway email?
I would need to set one up. I need to get a burner phone and all that, so it might take me a day. I'll post the same op image tomorrow and address a "Scottish anon" and you'll know it's me.
>Just want a friend so I'm open to talking about anything. Life, hobbies, struggle with relationships etc.
I could do that.

>>81949621
I'm not Scottish and I'm not judgemental, don't worry.
>I would need to set one up. I need to get a burner phone and all that, so it might take me a day. I'll post the same op image tomorrow and address a "Scottish anon" and you'll know it's me.
Awww thank you, looking forward to it. :)
>I could do that.
Couldn't help but hear this line in pic related

>>81949455
Yes. every girl there had a price.
"I'm not fucking anyone!"
"here's $500"
"OK, let's go."
But since I was less than 5' tall, the mommy thing might have been a stretch.

>>81949528
>I really can't comprehend how people could hook up like that
She's a good looking Eurasin woman that's horny and chads wanted her. I'll never understand either because I'm an east asian dork and the best I've ever gotten is a handjob from an Irish schizoid girl.

>>81949667
>But since I was less than 5' tall, the mommy thing might have been a stretch.
I would just need you to be verbal abusive and moan load while wearing heels and dressing like my irl mum. (hypothetically)
>>81949664
Are you a dude or a chick? What race? I don't mind either way I'm not a creep or anything.

>>81949672
*Eurasian woman*

>>81949667
I just wish more women were less judgemental of guys that are into mom ntr. Most of us cuckson types have experienced trauma.

>>81947453 (OP)
I'm also not against the idea of being pegged by a slightly chubby white woman while asian girls laugh and mock me.

>>81949691
>Are you a dude or a chick? What race?
I'm an east asian guy who's lived in Scotland for a few years. Anyway I need to sleep as I still have work tmr. Will keep an eye out for your thread.

>>81949823
Goodnight, anon.
>original remark

>>81947453 (OP)
Uncle's wife had lots of leather boots and gigantic hips, yeah. Obviously used to wear mom's underwear like a fag.

>>81947472
When I was younger I wanted to fuck my cousin so I got her and my mom drunk, took her to my bedroom, dropped her in bed, immediately took of her clothes and mine, hugged her, waited for her to ask me to take off her underwear, did it, and then fucked her while she moaned some dude's name.
She had a kid two years later, to my gigantic relief.

>>81947512
This is so fucking tragic, which is so fucking hot. I'm sorry about the whole situation.

>>81950314
Honestly, some nights I wake up sweating and writhing in shame. I have rare moments of clarity thinking about how deranged I am. I'm a decent looking guy, I have STEM PhD and a well paying job, yet I still hate myself.

I might do a comic book about my experiences to try and profit but I feel like it will only come back to haunt me. But it could be therapeutic to get it all out.
>pic rel isn't my comic but I think it's similar to what I want to express

>>81950363
You could compromise on that, write a script for now and see what happens. Easier to delete, and easier to forget if it goes wrong.

>>81950377
I don't live with my mother anymore and could probably post it anonymously. I don't think there's enough people documenting the irl mom ntr/cuckson phenomenon that is incoming. Think about all those gen alpha kids will onlyfans mothers. We need a page on the incel wiki.

>>81950399
Between that and the incredible rise of cuckold porn with the Trump movement, I can see the start of porn history's relevance to politics and culture... you're on to something huge

>>81950446
I developed a mom ntr kink way before the onlyfans stuff. I could be a scholar on this shit lol. But I'm not a perfect incel though. I got a handjob and some kisses.

>>81950363
im the anon that asked you a million questions, if you wrote a doujin about your experience i'd read it instantly ngl your whole story is not only hot af but also pretty interesting and i personally love countryside ntr stories.

>>81950565
People like me develop these kinks otherwise we would go postal or commit sepuku.

>>81950565
could also just work as a short novel but you'd have to be really descriptive and probably change some details as to not make it too obvious and accidentally dox yourself

>>81950618
I know my mum is pale but what colour would I make the white guys? Like a pink? I couldn't make many of them tan because they're Scottish.
The dutch zoomer that got her pregnant was tanned but green eyed. I would need the right drawing software as well.

>>81950605
true, who knows how many men have gone through what you went through and ended up killing their mothers or themselves, it's good how you managed to overcome all that shit and did something useful with your life, you seem like a good person and i hope someday you find your own fembot gf that gives you handjobs while whispering mom ntr fantasies in your ear.

>>81950647
Thanks I've been jerking it to Yama Hime No Mi 3. If you like mom ntr check that out. It hits way too close to home. The mom even looks a lot like mine. It's like a member of the godhand created it specifically for me it's uncanny.

>>81950641
i'd just give them their real skin color, keep the tan for the zoomie though fits perfectly with the stereotypical gyaruo from doujins.
i don't know much about drawing softs you could just write the script then comission the art.

>>81950692
I don't like them being too tanned. It reminds me too much of my dad and my own tawny skin. I'll the zoomie a light tan but the scotsmen will be pink. Pink is their natural colour hilariously. I'll mama paper white.

>>81950725
*I'll make the zoomie a light tan*
*I'll make mama paper white*

Sorry I need to sleep.

>>81950725
fair enough, i'd say the tan skin is important for the zoomie since it shows many outdoor activities he does, that or he's just the typical asshole that puts on a fake tan
>>81950770
it's fine anon go to sleep, you'll either wake up and realize this whole thing is a bad idea or you'll wake up with more ideas in your head.

>>81947453 (OP)
I accidentally saw my dads penis and my cousins on separate occasions when I was little. They were both huge like pic related and it made me really insecure. Got really obsessed with dicks and would suck off/penetrate myself with phallic objects often. I got into pe at a young age too but I'm too insecure to measure it, the only women I slept with couldn't really handle it, but she never mentioned that I was big or anything so I must not be.

>>81951107
I had an obsession with bwc bully stuff that involves the domination of sisters, mothers and girlfriends. The mom ntr stuff was great until jeets ruined it.

what is it about the autistic gene that results in incestuous tendencies

>>81947453 (OP)
My sister (10 years older) molested me when I was 8 and I started to crossdress very shortly after. Didn't even realize the two could've been correlated until recently. Also im heavily into femdom and cucking/general degradation done by women which i blame on her

>>81951219
>. Also im heavily into femdom and cucking/general degradation done by women which i blame on her
My mum turned me into a cuck and gave me weird race kinks. >>81947512 I also like femdom because my mom used to heightmogg me. I was a short teenager and 5'8 mom would become super tall in heels.

Are you in the same boat?

>>81951185
but why did you do this fetish

>>81947453 (OP)
Yea, my sister and mother are so fucking awful that i learned the hard way to recognise the toxic female patterns. Ive never met women so fucking awful as them, because they are smart about their lies and bullshit and the regular everyday woman is usually fucking dumb, so no woman has ever caught me off guard. Im really disappointed with women in general, i understood long ago that they are just terrible people by default, even so, i gave plenty if them the chance to be my gfs and all of them were bad people. All females say its my fault or that i was just unlucky, but man, im so fucking tired of being forced to eat shit and having to smile while at it. Im done.

>>81947453 (OP)
Yes, two older cousins used to kiss me when I was younger
The first one started when she was 15 and I 8
The second one when she was 16 and I 13
It leave me with a /ss/ and Milf fetish.
It also turned me into a very pervy kid (I started masturbating very early on)

>>81947453 (OP)
Yes, my mum beat me and now I like choking and slapping women, degrading them, spitting on them, pissing on them, making them lick my ass, tying them up, you get the gist.

>>81950277
thats a nice story anon, make another one up but this time you're a massive faggot (like you are irl)