pleas please plea sefpl how many cries for help about wanting to kill myself do i have to post every single day before you please help me r9k
i want to kill myself every single second i never feel anything else pls tell me how to be normal pls someone care, why is my existence so worthless

>>81948165 (OP)
I'm a fat nerd in a basement. How am I supposed to help? Try church.

>>81948165 (OP)
Brainwash yourself into being normal. Immerse yourself only in normal thoughts. Extinguish all abnormal thought.

>>81948165 (OP)
i was like this and i reached a point of self hatred where i figured that the most self harm i could do would be to drastically change my self and actually force myself to try bettering my life. I gave up on ever fulfilling my emotional needs and live for other people now, once my duties are fulfilled I will just rot and finally die, hopefully I can achieve all this by 40.