Thread 81949158

How is your life going right now anon? I am currently incredibly lonely and just praying for uni to start up again already so I get back into a routine. What do you have going on currently? It's probably more interesting than my life right now

I have completely given up on everything and I work doordash to pay my portion of the bills. I don't give a shit anymore. I hope AI wipes us out before climate change does. Existence was a fucking mistake.

>>81949243
i'm gonna start working for doordash or grubhub in august, do you think that will be a mistake anon? how has your experience been working for them?

>>81949243
>Then just go on welfare and NEET you dumb NPC MFer

>>81949264
Do eBay reselling. I make 5k a month (averaged). Granted it's not as easy as it seems (nothing in life is easy) but it's certainly better then being a peasant wagie slaving for pennies.

super depressed lately not even playing video games or anything, sucks
my mom says and does some shit thats super depressing and reminds me of how unloved and worthless she thinks i am and i want to move out but her ass would be helpless without me so im stuck here, never able to get a gf because im old af living with my disabled ass handicapped af mom
try to get her to think about transitioning and getting prepared but she thinks shes gonna live here forever, her ass is gonna be in a wheelchair and need to be in a home eventually but she refuses

>>81949158 (OP)
My life's over. It turns out the girls were lying. They didn't want to be left alone. They just wanted the incels out of the way so they could all pair off before we even saw it coming. I'm 33 and will never have a gf. I work at a warehouse moving Chinese e-waste and plastic clothes from one box to another. My life is over.

>>81949158 (OP)
Also kind of stuck in the same boat as you, waiting for university.

Picked up some hobbies though. I got into music composing, art, and running. Life has actually been peaceful dillydallying before it picks up steam again when the semester starts.

Im 40 and I live with my elderly parents due to mental issues

my life sucks but it beats homelessness or living in some group home packed with crack head niggers


at least Im not a virgin

Also 33, work part time and collect disability, live with my parents. When I left my last gf 6 years ago because she cheated on me, I decided I didn't want to be with anyone anymore and took female hormones for a few months to repel any advances. It worked I've been alone since then, though I still am a dude just with mild gyno and I look like I'm 25 instead. Things could always be worse anon

>>81949158 (OP)
I'm stuck at a dead end office job just wageslaving away. I want to quit but because the job market is so shit I'm worried if I quit now, I won't be able to get another job. I'm still stuck at my parents house because my pay is so shit ($18.90 per hour) I can't rent my own place and I also have my savings siphoned off to help pay for my younger brother's creditcard bills he keeps racking up.

I just feel completely stuck and the only thing I look forward to is playing videogames, at least those don't cost money and I still enjoy them. There are so many games to play I'll die before I truly get sick of them.

>>81949158 (OP)
Just made it back home after 6 years.
hung out with friends and got an apartment
i've been in solitude all that time of 6 years so it feels good.
school...im pretty stupid and lazy i will take easy classes
still not happy, my scalp still feels like shit and my hairline seems to be retreating daily no matter what i do.
im ugly as shit too so im not getting into any relationships but women seem to be more trouble than they are worth so its ok.
got my library card i can borrow some books, ill donate my shitty books next month maybe some sigma male can get some worth out Marcus Aurelius Copeidations.
but yeah im better off than before, ill go on runs in the park, eat better and exercise

I have been working and working so my life isn't as miserable as my parents. But taking a second to think about my emotions for the first time in 3 weeks, I'm super lonely, scared to ask out my best friend who's this really cool and cute fem geek, anxious as fuck, overworked, tired. But i havent had a mental break down due to stress in 2 weeks, and have completely stopped crying when sad. Oh and now my govement banned the same cute nsfw games that bring me some comfort in my 1 free day in 4 weeks, might also start banning the video games i make to because there to "violent"

>>81949158 (OP)
>I am currently incredibly lonely and just praying for uni to start up again already so I get back into a routine.
extremely gay
relaxing all summer away from retards has been peaceful (as a 40yo male going back to education)

>>81949537
nightmare simulation

>>81950538
stacking money is more than some kek pivot and make a plan

>>81950591
people really are prone to psyops, what a mess

>>81950632
>cucked for your siblings
fucking HELL nightmare simulation
>quit job
do people really think like this? idk your country situation but even having a bottom end low tier job is a privilege right now
imagine wanting to quit lmao, job hopping, not quit
like being poor and sitting on your ass is preferable? holy fuck
>I just feel completely stuck and the only thing I look forward to is playing videogames
yeah no wonder most of you are depressed you are in some kind of cuck matrix hell simulation where you are constantly getting cucked and you wonder why you are depressed due to life style factors, what a mess

>>81950748
>stacking money
Money for what? Groceries? I have no future. If I'm lucky I'm going to fall off a ladder at work and die before old age in 50+ years. I have to live this long and then some all over again, for no reason.
>pivot and make a plan
I have never passed a job interview. I only have this one because they just hire anyone and figure out who to fire later if they suck at the job. There's nowhere else for me to go. I can't even imagine what else I would want to do. I have no passions.

>>81950807
Ye should been more spercific! I am working twords a life goal. there is this thing i really want to make but i need time and money to spend all my life on it! And ye man i get how you feel i might have the oposit issue but i remember when i was like that to man you can hopefully get through this and find a goal in life to!

>>81949158 (OP)
I'm in my 2-week vacation with no plans or anything to do and no willingness to interact with anyone so I just eat, play vidya, do exercise and watch youtube all day. The highlight of my vacation so far is having been to ikea.
yay schizoid pd

>>81950882
I know what I want. It's just completely fucking impossible now.

>>81949158 (OP)
I just turned 28 and still virgin. Had a beer to celebrate . Got kicked out of college too

>>81950939
fairs, well i know how gay it sounds but try and find another way! Or another goal. May not be as good but at least you would of tryed.

>>81950980
Nah, I'm just going to be sad until it kills me. Nice try.

>>81949158 (OP)
It could be better, but it could even more easily be worse. I just try not to crash-out at work over certain morons who can't fathom the idea that a GROWN MAN just clocks in to do his job and then leaves.

>>81949158 (OP)
I finished university a few months ago and now I'm an unemployed neet

>>81951123
Time to hit up the nearest warehouse my guy.

>>81951144
Some of them actually do look like this but they all have bfs so it doesn't matter.

>>81951043
What wise words anon. And e agreed some people are just retarded and cant let someone want to get on with there life. The only diffrence between me and you is i am a autistic horror loving retard who lovecraft copes

>>81951144
serves me right for taking a humanities meme degree lol

>>81951172
I'm a grown man (36), and I'm still too afraid to play Resident Evil. I, too, am autistic, however.

>>81949158 (OP)
I need to find some new hobbies. I genuinely spend days just browsing 4chan and I think my brain is turning into soup.