>first crush in a very long time
>goes out of her way to be in my proximity, playful comments, eye contact, flirty gestures, etc.
>reached out on socials, and she ignored it
>look back on all the times other girls gave me very strong hints that I missed
>she won't be one of them
>still first time in a long time I would get butterflies and dream about her
>forgot that feeling
>been numb and burnt out for so long
>felt nice to actually yearn for something more than the nothingness now
>can at least said I tried

Time will past and I know she'll just mean nothing to me one day. But that honestly isn't that bad, because at least I can said I tried. I don't want to be this numb anymore and at least I tried. And I now know that I can stop wondering about what could have been because it never was.

>>81961482 (OP)
what's her discord, maybe she'll like me

>>81961482 (OP)
>>reached out on socials, and she ignored it
Why didn't you reach out in real life you sad retard? If she was giving you "playful comments, eye contact, flirty gestures, etc." then why didn't you say "Hey, you want to go out for a drink /check out this restaraunt /catch this movie /go for a coffee after work /go dancing at a club /join my Dungeons & Dragons party /pretty much anything?

Why did you ignore her when she was right in front of your face flirting with you and then a week later you type "Sup?" on her Instagram or whatever the fuck?

Do better OP. Don't fuck up like this again.

>>81962221
I mean overall you are right. I did sort of hint that I'm free one time and her face dropped from a big smile and told me about a specific thing she had to do and gave me a flirty wave and smile while she walked away. I wouldn't see her again for awhile and I don't know when I'll see her again. Could be months honestly.

>>81962221
not OP, he probably had to think about whether or not she was being genuine, whats the difference? Why not just accept when he did reach out again?

>>81962269
sounds like she was just being polite then, better luck next time slugger

>>81962288
Yeah, she probably was. Wish she didn't have to be so weirdly friendly. Chatted with her a few times and talked about summer plans and she never mentioned a boyfriend. Well, now at least I know she was just being polite.