Dear Anna,
It's been years, and recently I've been having lots of dreams about you and can't stop thinking about you.
Do you still use this board ever?
Skype is dead now but you know where you can contact me if you want to.
I miss and love you and I hope you're living your best life.
J
Write your letters in here boys!
we're launching an investigation into the radicalization of young women into the wh*re ideology. it seems to start very young when they stop wearing clothes and start to become self-entitled and bitchy to everyone around them. it seems mostly to do with peer pressure and being popular. they themselves may be non-violent but they start commanding their (male) minions to commit acts of violence
Feeling like it's -1 step today but instead of nuking let's just do better
dear alan,
i hate you but i really like you at the same time. i think you like me, but not that much, which makes me really sad. im being selfish because youve spent a bunch on me, and done a bunch for me. i should be happy with the way things are but i wish you would be a bit more serious about me. i understand its hard to get over your ex. she is just some random whore from poland, and i am much cuter and so much more fun too. so i dont understand. at the end of the day, i feel like ive always been your last choice. im always here, day and night, but im being put on a shelf always. same with the girl that you let live with you, you say you dont like her but i know that no logical person would let that happen otherwise. i dont know how to feel about you. i like you, but when i think about the things that youve done: i hate you. i feel so shut off from you. why dont you commit to doing things for me, with me? its always someone else ahead of me in the queue even though ive been waiting for years.i never ever ever did anything wrong to you, but you insist on staying by the side of people who clearly dont care much for you. things will work out, i have been here from the beginning and i will be here hopefully until the end too. im waking up everyday really sad. i feel like, you just dont consider me as an option because i am much younger than you. but we get eachother, we have always been close and we have both changed over the years, and seen eachother change. i have so much on my mind when i think of you but i dont know what to do. i dont wanna talk about it, and if you somehow see this: then you lied about not being here in years, so apologize grr. im half kidding, but i feel lost and wish you would be a bit more transparent with me. still, im ok with being this way forever if this is really how you want it to be. historians say we were close friends
sincerely, c
>>81963536This was beautiful.
Thank you for sharing. Reading it was cathartic.
Decided to instead just stick with a consistent -1 so the day ends with a -2. Better than nuking so there is that.
I don't know if you genuinely wanted to get to know me or if you were playing mind games but I'm sorry for not speaking when you sat beside me on two different occasions and for everything else that happened. I didn't want to cause any drama with my former friend so I kept my distance, but someone knew I wanted to get to know you and used that to manipulate and bully me. I forgive you and I have no ill will towards you, even if it was you who made up lies about me. I was watching a movie last night and I got distracted and ended up drawing a picture of you (I sent it to your old roommate via text). This place is a toxic crabs in a bucket cesspool so I don't lurk here for long and I don't expect you to see this. I hope life has been good for you and continues to be good.
ive only had oneitis a handful of times but it often lasts five years to a decade and now i got it again but i think i should kms instead bc this person is too damn perfect and kind and genuine and i dont want to bother her at all and i know if she rejects me ill just want to die even harder but im 100% sure she will reject me so i just quietly e-stalk her and wait to die
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it's like digging for gold, except instead of gold, it's a punch in the gut. can you call this self harm?
I'm not going to say a single word from here on out
And maybe everything is not lost
Goodbye r9k
>>81961528 (OP)JJ
I dunno how to break it to ya kid. Your mum's getting fucked, and I don't just mean financially. Keeping the guy after he got found out skimming off money from the operation should have been the biggest clue. I respect your dad and what he has built, but he's old and likely going to die a cuck
>>81961528 (OP)Dear women. Kill yourselfes.
That is all.
>>81965919To the sex Havers. Also kill yourselves. Thank you for listening.
you're an unbelievably huge fag for still being hung up on her after she lied to you about everything and forced you into humiliating situations knowing you were in love with her and weak men like you enable these evil whores and the misery they spread
>>81966081Couldn't be me. Avoider chads always win baby.
Do you have, like,
any idea how much fun it is
to be naughty?
woke up in a rage. we could have been together by now if you weren't such a fucking retarded whore
I hate you all and just want to be left alone.
All I wanted since I was a kid was just to be allowed to have some modicum of control over myself but you never let me have that, and after you mindbroke me and fucked up my whole life, you still won't just at least leave me the fuck alone to suffer in peace and isolation, you have to keep watching me and trying to torment me.
I don't know how the fuck you think what you're doing is supposed to help me improve or turn around my shit life, I don't know the fuck you think any of the things you did were supposed to do that.
Fuck you I can't wait unitl you finally die and I'm finally actually alone in this world
>>81966610I think I might understand what you're going through and it is unwise to hold hate in your heart. You can either allow your circumstances to consume you or you can develop resilence, keep living your life, and not let yoursef become emotionally compromised.
Well you blocked me.
I don't expect a response or anything to change.
I just want you to know I've never stopped caring and loving you.
I've grown, I understand more now, including why things went the way they did.
If there's ever a part of you that still remembers me for who I truly am, then you know where to find me.
All I can do is hope we have not lost each other and all we wanted with each other.
So until then, I won't put pressure on you or chase
All I can do is tell you my truth and believe I know yours.
Goodbye Maria
https://youtu.be/Yhp3QgdD6JM?si=FXvDyyv9cAF8nXaH
I wasn't weak then for loving you and my feelings never changed
It's required all my strength stay for you over all this time because I meant what I said in every way and every promise I made you.
I saved consistent and true in that love, and when I lashed out it was because I was hurt.
>>81961528 (OP)I honestly love knowing that you'll never recover. That I fucked you up so badly you'll never be able to hold down a job or have a stable relationship. You were like my little plaything that I just kept emotionally abusing until I found something better. Sometimes I drive by your house to see if your light is on, I'm not sure if you're still with your parents or homeless again. But it makes me feel so satisfied that I broke you and you'll never be the same. I never felt any guilt or remorse, in fact I think the world is a better place with you as a homeless meth addict.
>>81962653if you have a crush on them and they don't like you they'll command a minion (e.g. their dad) to eradicate you from existence
t. been threatened to be killed for having a crush