Thread 81965220

>you suffer a fatal injury in a car crash while driving back from work
>while bleeding out of consciousness, your entire life proceeds to flash before your eyes
>you recieve flashbacks of the 20+ years you spent rotting in your room, doing nothing but playing vidya and gooning
Is this really how you want to go out robots?
Go outside and make memories with friends and family right now. Like its your last day. And ask out that cute girl you've been eyeing at work.

>>81965220 (OP)
>you recieve flashbacks of the 20+ years you spent rotting in your room, doing nothing but playing vidya and gooning
Sounds like a personal problem lol
You should definitely go outside. What's wrong with you?

>>81965245
if you are not from this board then this does not apply to you, carry on with your day then

>>81965220 (OP)
>be filled with euphoria that im finally dying

>>81965220 (OP)
I would be crying tears of joy as I bleed out

easier said than done mmdmdmd

>Coom one last time before going out
I know it gets brought up but this wouldn't be too bad.

>>81965220 (OP)
>remember all the kino games i've played instead of the shitty relationships i've finished
that would be nice

That sounds pretty good to me. What's the problem again?

>>81965792
This. I want off this dogshit ride.

>friends
>family
>that cute girl you've been eyeing
>at work

>>you recieve flashbacks of the 20+ years you spent rotting in your room, doing nothing but playing vidya and gooning
I've enjoyed my time playing videos games despite that I don't play them now. I very rarely goon. I do a lot of other activities. I'd love to relive my memories of my first marathon, despite how shitty it turned out becasue I was a dumbass in training by only doing weekend back-to-back long runs then lifting and cycling during the week.

>>81965220 (OP)
i do not care at all anon, not one bit. i what i remember of my life every day looking for a way i couldve prevented ending up this way and i always reach the same conclusion; i couldnt. so one final reflection is meaningless. fate is fate

>>81965220 (OP)
>Is this really how you want to go out

Oh yeah, I know a lot of people who live with others who make them feel alone.

Their family and friends have other things occupying their time.

They don't know how to make friends on Vydia or in a local game store.

They're too normie to enjoy peace and quiet. They live in a gilded cage.

>>81965220 (OP)
All the women I work with are Indian.
We need to go back to when women were like your pic. Modern women are fucking awful.

>>81965974
sometimes I think about starting over but I feel like if I woke up tomorrow and I was in Elementary School again with all the knowledge that I have now I would just have a panic attack and die.
I was actually thinking about it the other night in bed, how stupid that scenario would be.

Sure, I could totally fix my life if I woke up tomorrow and I was in 3rd grade. But my knowledge would also completely fuck up my life at the same time.
Do I even remember what I liked in 3rd grade? Do I remember how I would talk to my neighborhood friends? What would I call my parents?
I would need to like, relearn everything I did as a 9 year old and try to blend in while also making all the correct choices that I feel like I missed.

Seems really fucking stressful. Would be cool to play the peak of Xbox Live again though.

>>81965220 (OP)
>>you suffer a fatal injury in a car crash while driv-
I don't drive. I don't have a driver's licence
>ing back from wor-
I don't work. I have no job, i'm a NEET, I live off of autism bux
>>while bleeding out of consciousness, your entire life proceeds to flash before your eyes
>>you recieve flashbacks of the 20+ years you spent rotting in your room, doing nothing but playing vidya and gooning
I don't rot in my room gooning and playing vidya all the time
My flash backs would be of my childhood, playing with my cousins. And of all the camping trips I did during my teens down a local lake wildfowling and fishing with my father and his friends. And of school which I hated, and left when I was 12 years old. I have a lot to remember despite being an autistic NEET. Anyways, regardless, this couldn't be me anyways

>>81965220 (OP)
>Go outside and make memories with friends and family right now. Like its your last day. And ask out that cute girl you've been eyeing at work.
what friends lmaoa

>>81965220 (OP)
normalfag op
i would be okay with this
i don't need to "do" big things to enjoy my time here