my life is so empty, holy shit. i know this isn't unique but still. what the fuckKKKKkkk dude.

>>81965445 (OP)
try sex and drugs.

>>81965445 (OP)
give you life some purpose go become a freedom guerrilla in north korea or venezuela

>>81965445 (OP)
What path are you taking right now? Are you happy with this path?

>>81965493
>try sex and drugs.
Yes, I turned to drugs and alcohol now. Lifting doesn't help anymore. I can't get sex because I'm a robot/incel dude lol

Am I supposed to care? Lol kys

>>81965511
>What path are you taking right now? Are you happy with this path?
path of improvement, but the monotony and difficulty has finally gotten to me after all this time. i'm beginning to lose my mind.

>>81965493
>try sex and drugs.
or rape

>>81965505
>give you life some purpose go become a freedom guerrilla in north korea or venezuela
no, dude that's not gonna fix shit. i don't wanna die in some shit hole. i'd rather die here with drugs or some shit

>>81965536
>i don't wanna die in some shit hole. i'd rather die here with drugs or some shit
and no, i'm not suicidal jannies. just disappointed

iktfb

Nowadays whenever I get drunk I usually end up listening to sad songs and crying.

>>81965527
Think of the monotony as another challenge until you reach your destination

>>81965445 (OP)
Are you a woman? Just be happy you don't have to risk your like fishing on a boat in the ocean

>>81965563
>Think of the monotony as another challenge until you reach your destination
how do other people do it?

>>81965560
not op but I listen to ethereal music to try to induce a manic high

>>81965565
>Are you a woman? Just be happy you don't have to risk your like fishing on a boat in the ocean
I'm a guy, anon. i genuinely think these might be the worse years, but it can always be worse. there is no alternative; i don't want to rope yet.

>>81965570
Switch things up sometimes is my best guess, I wouldn't know I'm barely holding my life together as it is

>>81965597
>I wouldn't know I'm barely holding my life together as it is
what do you do? drugs and alcohol?

>>81965607
Kind of, actually stopped drugs and alcohol recently, being sober is retarded.

>>81965614
>actually stopped drugs and alcohol recently
>being sober is retarded.
were you in a ward or something?

>>81965645
Something like that, it's a boring affair anyway. But back to you, what are you improving?

>>81965670
>But back to you, what are you improving?
well, i'm trying to get a new job after a year of fucking off/low tier waging. same shit everyday finally got to me. felt like I'm wasting my youth
>early 20s

>>81965681
i'll still be waging, but at least I'll have a change of scenery.

>>81965691
I can get that, do you even know what you want to do? I l know most young people don't.

>>81965696
>what you want to do?
Sorta. Just looking to utilize my degree. After I graduated from uni, I fucked off to a low tier job and lived a semi-neet life. It was nice for a while, but then it all hit me; it felt wrong. So, yeah, I fucked up not doing what my classmates did. It's going to be almost 2 years and I have almost nothing to show for.
>I l know most young people don't.
are you a wizard?

>>81965445 (OP)
Sniffies unironically helped me overcome these feelings. Suck some dick, anon.

>>81965719
I see, so suddenly you became human again lol. Well better sooner than later while you still have your youthful optimism, what field are you sorta interested in? Also, no I'm not a wizard more of a cyborg.

>>81965721
I'm not gay and desperate enough to want to try that. Drugs and alcohol are easier to access anyway.
>>81965762
>Well better sooner than later while you still have your youthful optimism, what field are you sorta interested in?
It's STEM. There's nothing else but to try.

>>81965874
Oh well that's better than what I thought, I thought you got a meme degree, I'm sure you will be fine anon, good luck to you.