>>81965517 (OP)
you're always changing, souls are bond to change everytime, the everchanging nature of nature and reality sickens me, that's why I wish for non-existence
>>81965517 (OP)
life-changing epiphanies pop up every 1-3 years for me. i've changed a lot, but i also know people who have been the same since i was born. im dumb so life still surprises me
>>81965532
Why do I feel i didn't change at all I just became who i was a complete loser i lose everytime I never ever won even once that's what I'm revolving into more and more it's haunting me
>>81965959
for real >>81965872
hard to explain. I guess things people in power over you try to tell you (what you are), or the ideas you get about yourself that aren't really true to who you are deep down so you do things and act in a way you wouldn't naturally want to... and others
>>81965517 (OP)
"If you change the rules on what controls you... You change the rules on what you can control." As long as you keep trying do dodge pain and discomfort, there's no hope.