Thread for discussions about self harm and mutual support

meowturday is here :3

Hey
>How are you doing today?
>Any plans for today?
>When was the last time you hurt yourself?
>Why did you hurt yourself?
>Is there anything bothering you right now?

Hello
Here's a bunch of helpful links

> long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):
https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7

> first aid post cuting:
https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/

> wound care guide:
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic

> bpd workbook:
https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read

> bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)
https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c

> bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)
workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:
https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdf

Please don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them

just bumping nya meow

>>81969241 (OP)
happy caturday! maaan, i wish i still had my cat ear yua. (-_-;) this one will have to do for now.

>>81970498
Heyo :D
how was your day??
>wish i still had my cat ear yua. (-_-;)
:/
>this one will have to do for now
it's very cute as well!! :3

>>81970498
AND here's your cat yua :333

>>81970556
>how was your day??
exhausting. it was quite hot it the morning, so our workout really did a number on me and now it's just so humid again... also got a light headache. not super bad, but noticable. i should drink some more water. what about yours? you up to anything?

>it's very cute as well!! :3
it is. it's nice that i still can find some nice art for the show i haven't seen before.

>>81970571
>AND here's your cat yua :333
thank you so much. i really don't deserve you. you're the best. (T~T)

>>81970781
>exhausting
ufff
>workout
but good job keeping yourself healthy!!
do you think tomorrow will be tiring too?
well at least make sure to chill good now!
>should drink some more water.
sounds like it
maybe take a cool shower
>what about yours? you up to anything?
just a chill day, preparing mentality to work on projects tomorrow maybe
Now just looking for stuff to watch and get into bed and chill some more also thinking if maybe I should take a shower now
>nice that i still can find some nice art
yep ^^
it's nice people make stuff
and it's a good show to make cute little doodles of
>thank you so much.
aww u r welcom! ^^
I was also trying to find the bladerunner yua one but haven't yet
you post a lot, you know hehe :>

>>81970933
>ufff
yeah. i feel a bit weird and hot atm. maybe i overdid it a little.

>but good job keeping yourself healthy!!
thanks. not sure if i do, but at least i'll be able to keep carrying heavy stuff for the forseeable future.

>do you think tomorrow will be tiring too well at least make sure to chill good now!
luckily no plans for tomorrow. just chilling from now til monday. :>

>maybe take a cool shower
good idea. i'll do that before going to bed.

>preparing mentality to work on projects tomorrow maybe
always the hardest part to get over the initial inertia. best of luck. o7 what projects are you working on?

>Now just looking for stuff to watch and get into bed and chill some more
found anything good? atm i'm just watching a critique of the new fantastic four movie. overall not as bad as other entries. mostly mediocre, but that already puts it above most other superhero stuff these days.

>also thinking if maybe I should take a shower now
hope it's refreshing.

>it's nice people make stuff
true. if you want cool stuff, the fans usually have you covered.

>and it's a good show to make cute little doodles of
true. it has lots of moments and characters to get invested in.

>I was also trying to find the bladerunner yua one but haven't yet you post a lot, you know hehe :>
guilty as charged. ^^' and thanks again for looking. i never had that many opportunities to post that one. where do you look? i should finally start searching the old threads myself.

>>81971276
>maybe i overdid it a little.
who would have thought :3
>i'll be able to keep carrying heavy stuff for the forseeable future
double good job! d(^^)b
>just chilling from now til monday. :>
yipe
are you gonna read the thing you were talking about yesterday?
>i'll do that before going to bed.
hope it helps
>best of luck. o7
thank you !!
>what projects are you working on?
one is a project to pass a class
and another to graduate college :0
>found anything good?
noting special
but watching jerma watching 90s tv commercials
it's fun
>mediocre, but that already puts it above most
I agree, there's just too much I feel
but still people swarm cinemas to watch the bad ones too
Makes you miss zombies huh? ;>
>it's refreshing
I decided not to
I'll be going somewhere tomorrow so I'll take it in the morning
>fans usually have you covered.
it's so nice that there's so many people that create things and share them for free
same with mods
there's no real incentive to do that (if anything now you could ge sued) and people still do that
>thanks again for looking.
np :>
>never had that many opportunities to post that one.
yep that's what makes it difficult to find
> where do you look?
desuarchive, it works well though recently it dislikes it when you reload the page too much and you gotta wait a while
https://desuarchive.org/r9k/search/
I serch name Yuanon, only with images
>i should finally start searching the old threads myself.
I guess but no worries and no rush

>>81971452
>who would have thought :3
well, we try to tone it down a bit when it's really hot, but i didn't have enough water with me. i need to bring more next time. :/

>double good job! d(^^)b
double thanks! (^-^)

>are you gonna read the thing you were talking about yesterday?
that's a good idea. today i'm too tired, but tomorrow might be just the day to do that.

>hope it helps
it should. i'll also get some fresh sheets, i think. getting out of the shower into a freshly made bed just feels good.

>one is a project to pass a class and another to graduate college :0
i see. important stuff ahead of you.

>watching jerma watching 90s tv commercials it's fun
it was a crazy time. what's your favorite?

>there's just too much I feel
absolutely. i just keep up with it through other people who i think are fun to listen to. i just can't make myself care about it all anymore.

>Makes you miss zombies huh? ;>
if i wanna see zombies, i just sit in front of the cinema and look at the people who come to see the jurassic world movies. :p

>I'll be going somewhere tomorrow so I'll take it in the morning
fair. where are you heading?

>it's so nice that there's so many people that create things and share them for free
true. though i've come to realize that, while i enjoy the things they make, i can't take part in the communities that create them. seeing what people have to say about the things i enjoy just makes me feel dead inside.

>there's no real incentive to do that (if anything now you could ge sued) and people still do that
that usually just happens when the fans make something that'll just make the original creators look bad, like pokemon fan games. or if you make something they also want to make, like games workshop sent out a cease and desist to people selling life sized space marine helmets and lo and behold, they plan to sell something similar (and of course worse) themself. everything else usually is just free marketing.

>>81971452
>desuarchive
thanks for sharing (again). i think i asked you before.

>I guess but no worries and no rush
not sure i want to dive into three years worth of my own thoughts, but whatever it takes to get my yuas back.

>>81972039
hey fren I been kinda scatrer brained and check the thread anon focused on what I was watching soI'll reply to u in 40min okay
and I'll try to just focus only on what im watching, okay?

do it yourself was a garbage anime
what if i started cutting my face like just ended up with a bunch of cut scars on my face ehehe

>>81972118
>I been kinda scatrer brained
same. took me ages to write that post. take all the time you need, but it's also ok if you don't reply and just have a chill rest of your night.

>>81972135
>do it yourself was a garbage anime
too bad you think so. it has it flaws, but i enjoyed it overall.

>what if i started cutting my face like just ended up with a bunch of cut scars on my face ehehe
you do you.

hope everyone is having a good day. I'm a bit lonely but I'm well ^^

>>81972383
hey gator! :D

>hope everyone is having a good day.
it was ok, but it really drained me and now i'm quite tired. how's yours going?

>I'm a bit lonely but I'm well ^^
sums up my evening as well. :>

I'm a bit lonely but I'm well ^^

>>81972521
hey yuanon!
>drained me and now i'm quite tired.
I'm really sorry to hear that, that sucks.
>sums up my evening as well. :>
aw I'm sorry it does loneliness is awful

>>81972039
>didn't have enough water with me. i
that's bad D:
but at least you'll know for the future
>double thanks! (^-^)
:D
>too tired, but tomorrow
that's okay
so how are you spending your evening?
>shower into a freshly made bed
ooaaa that's great
you'll be sleeping well tonight I feel :3
>important stuff ahead
yep :<
>what's your favorite?
I like christmass commercials the most idk they're extra comfy when they're old and blurry
>people who come to see the jurassic world movies. :p
man they can't stop reviving the dead
jurassic park is my favorite movie you know, I used to watch ot so much I memorized lots of the lines heh
>where are you heading?
there's gonna be like a market, like people will go to a stop nerby and sell interesting stuff :>
>can't take part in the communities that create them
fandoms are always just gossip highschool bull crap drama
It's best to follow a fandom but not be a part of it, ao you're doing the right thing I think
>make the original creators look bad
not always
like there was a guy who made a remarkable demake of portal for nintendo 64 and he got sued because nintendo is nintending
>>81972073
>dive into three years worth of my own thoughts
you don't have to read them ^^
I reccomend searching my looks for words like for the cat ones I serched caturday

>>81972135
don't hurt yourself anon

>>81972383
Hello ali :33
heppy caturday!!!
how have been lately? what kind of stuff did u do?
>I'm a bit lonely
it's going to be okay fren :<
sending hugs
maybe you could pet ur kitty ?

>>81972631
>I'm really sorry to hear that, that sucks.
it's ok. i did it to myself working out as hard as i could, so i can't be too mad

>loneliness is awful
word. wouldn't have met you guys if i hadn't been though, which would have been a shame.

>>81972673
>but at least you'll know for the future
looking for a nice big bottle now.

>so how are you spending your evening?
went to bed and am still listening to the commentary on fantastic four. those guys are more than thorough.

>you'll be sleeping well tonight I feel :3
i also decided to do that tomorrow. i really need to clean my bedroom. it's way too dusty. :<

>they're extra comfy when they're old and blurry
built-in nostalgia goggles. ^^ it's fitting, though. christmas season is a very nostalgic time.

>jurassic park is my favorite movie you know, I used to watch ot so much I memorized lots of the lines heh
it's a fantastic movie. same with rocky, rambo, terminator, predator and so on. the first movies in these series are all great cinema and the later ones just get so much worse as time goes on. it's just so disheartening seeing people flock to the slop studios churn out.

>there's gonna be like a market
a flea market? are you looking for something specific or just out of curiosity?

>ao you're doing the right thing I think
i suppose. it would just be nice to have something for myself and be able to share it with others. instead of just liking it until i have to move on because it all fell apart again.

>made a remarkable demake of portal for nintendo 64 and he got sued because nintendo is nintending
you'd think it would be the portal guys suing if anyone, but nintendo is clinically retarded when it comes to dealing with it's own fans and customers. speaks to the quality of their products that people have been putting up with their shit for so long.

>I reccomend searching my looks for words like for the cat ones I serched caturday
good idea. i'll keep that in mind.

>>81973031
>looking for a nice big bottle
very good :]
>still listening to the commentary
hope you're having a comfy time then
>decided to do that tomorrow
ow well
then today's night with have to settle on being the second to best one ^^
that's reserved for tomorrow
>christmas season is a very nostalgic time.
yep in a funny way because those are american ads so I can't really be nostalgic about that but I remember watching americam movies when i was a kid that had ads on them
Or another thing, reporters with trench coats, they always had those in the movies
>disheartening seeing people flock to the slop
which it kinda strange
Jow with the internet you'd expect people to watch bad movies at home or not and only go to cinemas for the best of the best
>looking for something specific or just out of curiosity?
maybe some snacks and I'll see what other cool things I may find
>until i have to move on because it all fell apart again.
hm :/
>speaks to the quality of their products
fortunately and unfortunately at once

I'll be heading to sleep soon

>>81973150
I'll be heading to sleep soon
me too. i have a hard time keeping my eyes open. good night.

neveah go to bed
you're too smart to be in this shit hole

sorry my dad forced me to do yardwork

>>81972673
hey cat! and yea happi caturday!!!
>how have been lately?
idk just weird. how about you?
>kind of stuff did u do
nothing really. my friends been super busy and stuff so just nothing to do.
>maybe you could pet ur kitty ?
smart I'll do that now hehe.

>>81973031
>working out as hard as i could, so i can't be too mad
well still sucks that you feel that way.
>wouldn't have met you guys if i hadn't been though
me neither, I guess you meet some of the best people that way but still sucks yeah.

>>81973300
>neveah
who's that
your friend?

>>81973344
>dad forced me to do yardwork
it's okay
just hoping you can relax now
>just weird.
wanna say how weird? like what happened?
>how about you?
mostly okay, just procrastinating everything
gonna go tomorrow to like a flea market:D
>friends been super busy
that's unfortunate
sorry to hear this fren
>smart I'll do that
aww ^^

anyone else enjoy the catharsis of making cuts but kinda dislike the lingering stinging afterwards?
does this make me a fake cutfag?

>>81973401
>just hoping you can relax now
yea I kinda can.
>wanna say how weird? like what happened?
idk I just feel lazy and stuff. and I constantly miss my friend when he's busy.
>gonna go tomorrow to like a flea market:D
>gonna go tomorrow to like a flea market:D
Ooo nice that should be super cool and fun!!
>sorry to hear this fren
it's okay. I just hope he's not starting to hate me

>>81973899
I'm kinda exactly the same way

going to bed now goodnight

>>81973899
helllo anon
>does this make me a fake cutfag?
it doesn't, it's not some sort of competition and people like different aspects of it, some like the pain some the blood
at the end of the day we're just trying to feel nice in some way
Hope life goes well for you anon^^

>>81973967
>kinda can.
btw if ur bored you can watch jerma watching 90s commercials
on yt, I watched it and it was fun
>constantly miss my friend when he's busy.
not trying to be mean but you should learn to be okay alone sometimes, there can't always be someone with you fren
>should be super cool and fun!!
yep :D
but it might rain
>just hope he's not starting to hate me
he hasn't
ur always worried about that
picrel, gnite

>>81974058
>it's not some sort of competition and people like different aspects of it, some like the pain some the blood
yeah i know its not a competition i just cant help but scrutinize myself in every feasible way and find any possible aspect to belittle myself with
hope life goes well for u too.

>>81969241 (OP)
haiii
>How are you doing today?
Pretty all over the place but didn't do anything drastic
>Any plans for today?
Bout to go to bed
>When was the last time you hurt yourself?
Yesterday
>Why did you hurt yourself?
Ironically stress about a scar from a while back
> Is there anything bothering you right now?
General agst about future plus parents

>>81974058
goodnight
>watch jerma watching 90s commercials
he is a very funny guy I actually will check it out thanks.
>but you should learn to be okay alone sometimes
yea I really need to. guess I used to always be alone so I now want to always be with someone
>but it might rain
hope it doesn't
>always worried about that
I know I just hate myself so how could someone else not

>>81974407
night night