Thread 82049323

I'm a schizo. Does mental illness give women "the ick"?

>>82049323 (OP)
im schizo too why dont we become gay and date each other

>>82049323 (OP)
It depends on if its manageable and interesting or a huge issue you expect me to have to help you deal with on top of my own problems while using it as an excuse for being abusive and shitty

>>82049323 (OP)
Are you actually schizo or are you just an autistic faggot calling himself schizo because he thinks it's cool or something

>>82049328
I can't leave the house, or a low IQ minority will try to shoot me for the 20 dollars on my debit card

>>82049323 (OP)
I'm male bpd and need a schizo friend
>#No homo

>>82049348
>a huge issue you expect me to have to help you deal with on top of my own problems while using it as an excuse for being abusive and shitty
Kek do you even know how psychosis works
>>82049353
I'll move in I don't mind

>>82049350
Not op but good question. Probably just a narcissist fishing for attention .

>>82049359
hello im not OP but i am in the schizo spectrum i can be your friend if you want

>>82049323 (OP)
Not if you keep taking meds. I have a sister with schizophrenia. Only mental illnesses I avoid in dating is Cluster B personality disorders and bipolar men. Those men can't be fixed.

>>82049348
schizophrenia isn't some drama queen BPD bs. I will slit your throat and eat your ears.

>>82049350
No I'm not some autistic, edgelord faggot. Currently taking 30mg of abilify to manage it.

>>82049365
For me? Thanks fren

>>82049381
Can I ask why Bipolar specifically? I am questioning whether I am bipolar 2 and been misdiagnosed recurrent MDD and anxiety my whole life

>>82049381
my dad is schizoaffective which is bipolar + schizophrenia

>>82049397
Dated a bipolar guy in my life and it wasn't worth it. I put up with his manic episodes so much, made sure he took his meds. I loved him so much that I always tried my best for him but he didn't even care about what I felt. After I couldn't take it, I left. He threatened suicide and said he would blame me if I didn't talk to him in person. I know what I don't need in my life. It's so funny that he talked to my friends he "doesn't understand" why I left him. Like, zero zero self awareness. He never appreciated me until I broke up with him.

>>82049450
how were his manic episodes like? my dad bought a house once during one of his episodes

>>82049450
I would also like to know this as someone who spent thousands of dollars on sex toys and dumped my life savings into a single stock which is now down like 40% from when I bought. Idk if that's a manic episode or just me being a retard though

>>82049481
>if that's a manic episode
yes thats 100% something my bipolar dad would do

>>82049323 (OP)
no, im schizo too. lets reproduce

>>82049457
Lol that's kind of funny. Worst one for me was he smashed my bedroom mirror and beat me up and left the house. I had to look for him on the streets in the middle of the night.

>>82049499
what the fuck my dad never beat anyone during his episodes thats totally on him

Have you schizos ever tried training your subconscious to act as your ai assistant? So much wasted potential in the subconscious, the processing power is high but locked away from the conscious mind

>>82049503
To be totally honest, I wasn't mad that he hit me. What really got to me was that he never even apologized the way he should have. He used his mental illness as an excuse rather than his responsibility. I still gave him a second chance hoping he'll change but he never did.

>>82049523
i want to hallucinate like in that one house episode where wilson's dead gf haunts him

>>82049323 (OP)
Overall nah, women like the unpredictability. That's assuming you aren't socially inept, ugly, short, but schizo on it's own, no.

>>82049450
Of course he doesn't understand. You need to understand how dramatically these disorders warp your perception of normality, and more importantly, HOW FUCKING COWARDLY EVERYONE IN THE WORLD IS. You see, your perception is dramatically skewed, but nobody will ever actually tell you that, will they? They won't tell you you're not acting normal, because they're terrified of conflict or some shit. As a result, the problem becomes worse. This is normal to you, it's how you have always been, it's probably how the people in your family have been in the case of many hereditary illnesses, and nobody has ever actually explained to you that no, it isn't normal. The result of this cowardice is said to be 'a lack of self awareness' by cowards who are, ironically, completely lacking in self awareness themselves.

>>82050229
just stop being a loony toon lol how hard is that. think about what youre thinking about and if it sounds unhinged dont do or say it

>>82050229
>They won't tell you you're not acting normal, because they're terrified of conflict or some shit.
I would tell him when he's acting strange or like an asshole. That's not the problem. The problem was when he hurt me, he directly or indirectly blamed it on his mental illness. If I'm going to put up with your hellish mood swings, the least you could give me is appreciate what I do for you, buy me small gifts and hold me close without me asking for it. He never did that either.