Thread 82056894

Skip the peanut butter pup! Let's get the jam going

Forced Nude Beach Vibes
https://youtu.be/HvR9-LniaPM?si=6kX_zkmolBKI_m-G

I still miss you, you know. Despite everything, after all this time.
I wish you could see me now. I feel like an actual human being again sometimes

>nooo I treated you like shit and now you went from sweet and nice to cold and distant. did I really mean that little to you?
take a candle. light it. blow it off. is there still a flame?

>>82057033
SAVE ME I DON'T HAVE MUCH TIME LEFT THEY ARE COMING FOR ME.. SAVE ME AND I WILL BLESS YOU FOR LIFE.. ACT NOW!!!

>>82057209
At the very least I expected to see smoke afterwards
It's why I write in these threads, it's not as much about re-lighting the candles as it is finding a new lighter

>>82057209
It's a thread that can't be cut.

How are doing right now, K? Are you happy with your life?

>>82057327
>At the very least I expected to see smoke afterwards
the smoke will be suppressed with a thumb and a pointer grasping it tightly. no chimp outs or rumination. just disgust

Never again. Lesson learned.

It was actually surprisingly easy to switch permanently. 1. Perspective shift 2.what is at stake and what I truly want 3.Cut out cancer. 4.found my restore point.

Next in some way there will be a test that I'm not aware is one(which I will pass because I was able to set in stone)

I don't know if I can do another year of this

>>82057595
Absolutely fuck no.

I am fortunate to know the truth

I'm fortunate to know the truth

We are The Truth on fortune dot .com

You say empty words crying out for me
In those you show your concentration, thoughts, and action is all to get my attention

Let's look at the ratio of posts you make hoping I respond and the posts I have made about you today
Looks like you are obsessed with me. Looks like you can't let me go. Looks like I am the last thing you think about before you fall asleep and the first you think about when you wake up.

I need the lilacussy

dead letter threads, sad

If I fall from here will I survive ?

>>82060828
Negligible because I am only going up

Sincerity, irony,
dichotomyschmotomy.

>>82060822
I've sent personalities 3-37 off to be refurbished. Pardon the downtime.

>>82061090
No jokes, only facts.
No denying it now that you spent a considerable amount of time making art to me.

>>82061126
Telegraphing the punchline is the new black.

To M,

You're not a fish. I am. Glub glub motherfucker.

J

M, In the beginning before we met I was told by the horrible shit I went through the analogy of fishing and was told how. It's concerning to see the fishing words repeated here. I've stayed away from that shit ever since. Hope you are well. Be careful.

>>82056894 (OP)
https://youtube.com/shorts/bne99RE4DGg?si=jMB5MfZgfiPuoSB7

>>82061823
to J,
hes onto us.
M

Somehow someway it will become clear to you and you will understand. There's nothing else I have to do. I told you the truth and the rest will happen in the way it needs to happen in the right amount of time it needs to happen in.

>>82061906
most reddit shit i've seen in a while

You have accounts on every major social media site. All of them are public yet none of them have a single post. Most don't even have a profile picture or any words in the biography. Absolutely nothing. I honestly did not expect this from you. Over the years, I've rarely ever seen you without your phone in your hand so it's a little shocking. I hope that after my last letter you understand that I'm not making these observations to shame you. Even after all the times you've directly targeted and lashed out at mine, no matter how upset I get I won't attack your insecurities. If you feel ashamed because I'm holding you accountable for your own silly actions, I'm sorry but I'm not going to sugarcoat things and dance around the topic like I used to. That is how we got here. I will concede that I was a little harsh that last time though since it was all coming out at once.

If I wasn't clear enough, I do still love you and I want to accept your flaws as another part of you to love and nurture. I know I am a deeply flawed, broken person myself. I am trying to stalk you even though I'm the one that broke things off. All I've ever wanted was for someone to just accept that person I am and in turn I'd accept them. I genuinely believed at one point that we were comfortable enough to stop performing around each other. So if you wanted to be in your own little bubble for a while and not talk to me, I wanted to respect that and did not intrude. I always assumed it you had an entire separate life going on in there that was more interesting than me. I appreciated sharing the same physical space with you even if you weren't present emotionally. If I ever did actually look at your screen, I'd have seen you were just using it as an excuse to be cold and distant.

(1/2)

It's only now that we're apart that I see me letting you sit there and behave like that wasn't acceptance. It was denial. You're not a kid but you are a lot younger than me so I thought I was being considerate by not challenging your immaturity. I was really just afraid that you'd view anything I said as combative and neglect me even harder in retaliation. I wasn't wrong on that front and that is exactly what you did to me several times. It was wrong and selfish me to let you think it's okay to treat people like that just because I am desperate for affection.

That is what we bonded over, a supposed desperation for affection. You said you did not have many friends in school. Though you may be very thorough and deliberate in keeping a vague and mysterious online presence for yourself, you went to a very small school with an even smaller graduating class. You may not have had as many friends as you wanted but you were not a ghost like I was even though you try to be. There are people who will still remember your name down the line. They'll wonder what you went on to do in life. They will seek you out to rekindle a connection or hear your perspective on some shared moment in history. Then they'll be met with nothing but dormancy. They wanted to reach out but no one's there so they move on. Not everyone is going to become as obsessed with you as I am.

You are very beautiful and there are a lot of alluring things about you but you are not the most important person in the world. I'm sorry not even to me. I did years worth of work building up my confidence enough to even consider approaching someone like you. Once I did, it only took you a few months to destroy all that progress. I wanted to make you the most important person in my world, there's still a part of me that wants to but I can't accept you as you are now.

Whether it's with me or someone else, I can only pray that you get over yourself and learn what it means to compromise before you find love again.

>>82058681
But youre in a ldr again aren't you? Or have a kid.