>>82062381I was thinkning realistically! When it comes to historical fantasies, I just imagine being conscripted from my village as slave labour for the reich (Germany never had as many migrants as during the Nazis) and appear on a german farm where all the men have left for the eastern front and dissapeared and start as a lowly slave doing physical labour, but my female owner (or her daughter) notices how my body becomes more muscular from farm work and she bites her lips while the sweat drip down my naked chest, and in time she becomes more caring and affectionate towards me and start demanding other kinds of services and teaches me german and by the time the war ends I'm stranded in Bavaria and decide to stay with her forever, maybe even lie in my testimony to protect her from the courts for partaking in slavery.
Your fantasy... I understand the appeal of getting raped while being called a worthless subhuman who needs a master, but I like to imagine a happy end where we have "mixed-raced" kids and she overcomes her prejudice. Maybe the difference is that genetically, there's very little difference betwen Poles and Germans, it was a bullshit ideology.
I really like the idea that our love and primal animalistic desire overcome any ideological/racial differences, it just feels to good to embrace each other and breed like rabbits even if my 'second half' has done and believes in some terrible things and maybe even proclaim them while on top of me with her hands on my mouth and neck.
Do you ever imagine that you live in his world? Like, you were doing student exchange when nazis took power and you're stuck there and he can rape you while threatening to call the gestapo and get you into a concentration cap if you disobey him.