Thread 82067318

there's no point for me in this life anymore, i don't feel suicidal i just feel empty. i tend to ruin all the relationships i go in jjfkdlajkfljsalfjkdlajsfkl

but i think i'm genuinely am at fault most of the time though, something i need to work on myself. i just cant get myself to do it, and what i mean by that is just its a never ending habit or loop. ill always be looping no matter what no matter the person i'm completely useless as-well i have no hobby's or interest to do things... i think that's what pushes people off. i have nothing to bring to the table.

i think me being alive is gods biggest prank.

also, life is cruel without sound

>>82067318 (OP)
>i tend to ruin all the relationships i go in jjfkdlajkfljsalfjkdlajsfkl
woman moment
i hate people (women mostly) that always say this shit, that they're mentally ill and cant help it etc etc
even if it was true, i still hate them

>>82067318 (OP)
Chill the fuck out dud, eat a dominoes dud

>>82067318 (OP)
don't care that girl is as breedable as they come i need to plab her

>>82067331
moid yap

>>82067474
He's got a point. You keep running head first into a wall over and over, except you're also hurting other people in the process as well. You're fucked up.

>>82067318 (OP)
>i tend to ruin all the relationships i go in
how do you ruin them?

>>82067505
i understand, he does have a point; i dont think im hurting others or in my current case; its pretty one sided.. even if i am hurting others (i hope im not) then hopefully i wake up.

>>82067535
i think i ruin them by overstepping or 'sperging' out over little things that didn't even have a "valid" reason to go like that ..which is my fault

>>82067802
You mean like overthinking and reacting Constantly assuming the worst?

>>82067828
yesyesyes, thats what i mean--thats a way better way to word it then i originally did lol

>>82067844
I'm guilty of that, maybe for different reasons, and to a different extent than you. But I don't reallyy regret doing it. The anxiety and uncertainty can be unbearable. I'd either have to live with that or burn bridges

>>82067937
true yeah, but it depends on what theyre doing i think as-well.. that plays a big factor. but idk i should probably fix it nonetheless, i already have a hard time making friends and stuff, only makes it worse.
but i'm glad someone relates to this in some way

>>82068004
We talk and get along fine, but 10 minutes after that I'm looking for the most negative interpretation of every sentence, like there's coded messages in there saying this is the last time we'll talk. idk why we're like this it suckss

>>82068103
truuuuuuuue true true, i think u just gotta talk it out really :p communicate that du like more reassurance more maybe..... unless uve alr talked it out with them

>>82067318 (OP)
TFW life imitates art

>>82068284
>communicate that du like more reassurance more maybe
That feels like I'm pressuring them to lie
ig the problem on my end, is that I always I want to be perfect and say what I think is the right thing

>>82067318 (OP)
why not just suck dick until your bf is happy? do you swallow?

>>82067318 (OP)
It's gonna be ok sis, just try to stay upright a little longer. I'm sure that someone will come for you eventually

>>82068440
very true yeah... idk i dont think ur 100% the problem., ur just looking out for yourself and protecting urself :p

>>82068493
thank you sm queen :(

>>82068385
lowk...